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I have friends IRL and family who have taken their lives and this hits close to home. I really hate when people think it is harmless to tell someone to go kill themselves, saying its a "joke". It could very well be the last push for them to actually do it.
The issue I have with this is I really do not think you are as sorry as you say you are, I think you are saying that so you can be unbanned and play with your friends. If you were sorry why did you not apologize in the first place? You didn't because I believe you didn't care about what you said and you only care now because your friends are able to play on the server but you can't.
If you do get unbanned, I really really hope you reflect upon what you said, and as you get older and have children of your own or even friends who have kids you never have to go through the pain of losing someone close to you due to suicide.
I'd like to take this time to mention something to whoever is reading this that may be dealing with their own mental health; don't be afraid to reach out and talk to someone. Don't let yourself bottle it up inside of you, trust me it will do no good and will hurt you down the line. You aren't weak, you aren't broken, you are human and you matter.
"Place your hand over your heart, can you feel it? This is called your purpose. You're alive for a reason so don't ever give up"