Nick, although I would love to talk with you, I’m currently in class. So here’s what I have to say.
Everything is going to be fine. I have family members who have gone through/ are going through depression currently and what helps them is thinking about the positive things in your life. Think about someone who loves you. Take your parents for example, or any siblings you have. If you are ever feeling down on yourself, that’s ok. We’re human it happens and nobody is perfect. Just remember to keep your head up when you can. I’m sure your family loves your and we love you here at Gaminglight. If you need anything feel free to ask. Thank you and have a wonderful day.