DooM Guy Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 (edited) So I don't how to kick this off but I'm just gonna be upfront with you guys. I leaving gaminglight, not forever but for a long while. Mainly cause I haven't been performing well in school and well, obviously the gamer girl I fell in love with I guess I'll tell you what really happened between us, but skip to the next section if you don't care. I made the forms post saying "If this get 50 replies and I'll ask my crush out" but I deleted it before it could reach 50. She found it though and said she felt the same way about me but little did I know she lied and was leading me on. This kinda left me butt hurt cause she basically fed me lies. The day she told me she "There's someone else" really hit hard. It's a shame cause I know who this guy is and I like him too. So I didn't want to intervene. Anyways she basically got bored of me and just hurt me over and over again. So I just basically memed away the pain She really took a toll on my mental health leaving me with suicidal thoughts and just a world of heavy emotions. And then she obviously friend zoned which really fucking sucked. I really cared a lot for her. Anyways enough of this negative bull crap I'm gonna move on. Aside from the gamer girl I'm gonna talk about the other reason why I'm leaving. Ever since I got back on gaminglight about a couple of months ago was huge for me. I've known about the community since February of 2019 but left because of school was starting back up. Gaminglight really struck hard on my school life when coming back in. I got kicked out of public school about November of last year and I lost a lot of friends during that time. Hell, my best friend stopped talking to me because his parents made me cut ties with him. Then I resulted to doing online school but started failing cause I was addicted to gaminglight. I didn't have many friends coming into gaminglight, but coming into gaminglight again really helped me meet some new people. So shout out to these guys. J02: MINGE MINGE MINGE MINGE MINGE!!!!! Protege: Get a mic Zerk: Why tf you got so many warns lol Gubby: Kinda good with the bat ngl Ardo: OWO Fool: Haha Funny Fubar go whoosh whoosh Igneous: Don't remove my CC, plz Skela: Didn't get to know you much, but that last comment really hit hard and helped me get my morale back up a little Rang: Just Rang Hoovy: Tbh, I am fairly disappointed you went from DooM to SOT lmao Zeus: I know we had troubles in the past but you're a great guy when I got to know you more Sixx: Get off gensec and help the D-Bois raid October: This guy is so chill tbh Rektify: YOU NEED TO TELL ME WHAT YOU WERE GOING TO SAY THAT ONE DAY Jack S: O_O Sinnik: Didn't know you to much but I've always pronounced your name "Sink" idk why lmao Cogs: Plz change ur name back to "Faz Fan" that was much more epic Munchies: Why aren't you the Manager of TTT yet???? Jacknard: I picked up on your voice a little by accident lmao Anyways I didn't wanna leave with a big "Fuck u" because you guys really helped me through some tough times. You guys really did help me cope with some metal health issues and some difficult times I couldn't handle on my own. Even if I didn't mention your name, you still deserve some love <3. I'll still be somewhat active on the forms but won't be active in game. Gaminglight really helped me a lot, but DooM Guy has more demons to kill. I don't know when I'll be back and I know it won't be sometime soon, however I will come back to slay gensec once again, and reclaim the throne of D-Block. But rememberer, even when your fighting, even when you're resting, and even when you exhausted. Don't forget to RIP AND TEAR! I'll see ya guys around~DooM Guy Edited August 22, 2020 by DooM Guy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[GL] Zeus Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 See ya gamer, hope to see you around! 1 Former || SCP-RP: Commander of Epsilon-11 || Chaos Insurgency Captain || Senior Admin || Forums Diplomat || Rho-36 Arcane Autonomous Scout || Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Star Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 +Support Caused too many issues. On a serious note though, it was good having you around. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Comrade Boekhom Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 @DooM Guy Bro how could you forget us harrassing gensec 1 Chad of many names Professional Shit talker Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Da da da Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 Honestly man, I know I acted like this was funny (was a little) but good on you. Gmod is not a forgiving place. I’ve had to leave myself to get my life together when I’m down and trust me, taking this kind of break is gonna do nothing but make ur life go up again. Take this from someone with 6k hours and has been lead on before online, shit hurts. Take a long ass break and only come back if u don’t even have a second the think about ‘am I ready or not’. Focus on real life and real life friends, just having them around us 90% of the effort done. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jack S Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 See you around anytime man, can't wait! 1 Retired DHOS || Former Wardens Comissioner Caligula || Former SRIC in R&D || Former OH8 Funni [Redacted] Man | | Retired OPSV in Maintenance || Former MMF Duck || Former HLPR Bot AC3 || Retired 2LT in E-11 || Former Head Field Scout || Former Ranger Pax || former ET || Former Omicron-9 CPT || Former OM9 EXP Delta | PoliceRP: PD LCPL | SCU LT "We choose to go to the moon in this decade and do the other things, not because they are easy, but because they are hard. " -John F Kennedy, Rice University, Sept. 12, 1962 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Phillers Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 Now who are we going to have rip&tear trough the site? 1 "Without morals, are we truly any better than the things we've set ourselves to contain?" EX-Site Director | EX-Super Admin | EX-Event Team Lead | Otter Lover | Regardless of what SMT Says, not a furry. | R&D Senior Inspector Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
GAM3 Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 R.I.P, we can't wait to see you back gamer! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Mint Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 this guy was my favorite d class 1 MTF Nu7 Major || E11 1LT || Old CI SGT || Ret.LeadResearcher || || RHO-36 Penumbra Squad || || Mikes Favorite Son || OH3 RRH || Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kami- Amaterasu Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 *Bro* 1 [SCP-RP] Retired: CI RND DHOR/RA/CIN, Engineer/OS, Omi9 Maj, SET. [IMP-RP] Previous: CMO Captain, SFL, Tank VCMDR Shock VCMDR GMVIII Officially Married to Mary 2/23/23 EMPRESS OF D-BLOCK Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Forehead man [GL] Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 I'll miss you and your fire ass music 1 MTF E11 VCMDR Mateo C0RN Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Uncle Shaquavias Posted August 18, 2020 Share Posted August 18, 2020 I hope i get to see you in d block again -Big Smoke 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rektify Posted August 19, 2020 Share Posted August 19, 2020 Ciao amigo! I'll tell you when you come back! 1 ~Your Local SCP Lead Admin~ Aka: Rekti-HighThe REAL Don Godfather 527 | CEO of the Minge Team | The Baby Joe | Leader of the Fish Mafia Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jack (utility one) Posted August 19, 2020 Share Posted August 19, 2020 From all the jacks I bid you farewell. Hopefully you'll get all the gamer girls 1 There are gods in Alabama: Jack Daniel's, high school quarterbacks, trucks, big tits, and also Jesus. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crystal Posted August 21, 2020 Share Posted August 21, 2020 <_<, RIP AND TEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Also u were a great guy in d-block but it sad to see ya go 1 [SCP:RP]Retired Assistant Head of Medical|Former E-11 SM|Former GamingLight Admin|Minge of :V| Former OM1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[GL] Dtscalice Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 Hope you have an aweskme time from here on 1 Truth is just a matter of perspective. The duty of every soldier is to protect the innocent ~Captain Price (Modern Warfare 2) Former CMD Positions: E11 1LT, Medical Chief Manager, CI LT and SRIC, Alpha 1 CPL, RRH Squad Lead. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crystal Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 Me: In Medbay ~*Door Open* Me: Hello Si... Doom: RIP AND TEAR!!!! ~Chainsaw Ripped throughs LCZ~ 1 [SCP:RP]Retired Assistant Head of Medical|Former E-11 SM|Former GamingLight Admin|Minge of :V| Former OM1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cogs Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 cringee 1 "The first draft of everything is Shit" - Ernest Hemingway Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Crystal Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 2 minutes ago, Cogs said: cringee No U 1 [SCP:RP]Retired Assistant Head of Medical|Former E-11 SM|Former GamingLight Admin|Minge of :V| Former OM1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Skela Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 Dm me anytime skelainhell#0333, I want you well dawg 1 Yuh imm@ Thash Dat B¡tch!!*^€{ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[GL] Mike Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 1 hour ago, Skela said: Dm me anytime skelainhell#0333, I want you well dawg [GL] Mike#2480 we are here for you bro! 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sixx Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 Damn bro D-Block won't be the same without you murding the entirety of GenSec then dying and saying the classic "Bruh". I'll miss ya man! 1 [ SCP RP ] Director of Research & Security || Armored Shield Award Winner || First Head Warden & HOPO || Security Artillery Unit || D-7025 || D-Class High Council || Former Head of Security || Former Admin || Former Event Team Member Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[GL] Dtscalice Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 pikachu with an AK#7727 If you ever want to talk cuz i can talk 24/7 1 Truth is just a matter of perspective. The duty of every soldier is to protect the innocent ~Captain Price (Modern Warfare 2) Former CMD Positions: E11 1LT, Medical Chief Manager, CI LT and SRIC, Alpha 1 CPL, RRH Squad Lead. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rito Posted August 23, 2020 Share Posted August 23, 2020 (edited) I still didn't get to be in your cc for real it's sad your leaving, It was nice killing non combatants with you but hope to see you around sometimes and I still remember that one time I killed you in a chainsaw fight that was epic : P Edited August 23, 2020 by That_one_guy 1 Current: Nu-7 VCMDR Former: E-11 VCMDR/LT-COL totally didn't get demoted || Event Team Member || CI SFTO 2LT CCs: Snoop Dog Owner || Previous Rho-36 Occult Operative || Used to be Reznov || CI TF2 Heavy || MTF Zeta-0 'Caste Gates' || Tango-12 'Forgiving Hand' French Canadian man || Mbappé fan in the making Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[CCG] Camo Posted August 25, 2020 Share Posted August 25, 2020 I wish you luck, br0ther 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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