The words that no one thought they would ever hear (J0LTs global resignation)

[J0LT]

Hello

I don't know any real way to start this, so I'll just start off with this

I'm tired

 

It has been a LONG 4 years (wow…) and I have learned and done so many things in my time. It has been a blessing to meet (most) of you here. I still try to remember most of the people I’ve met, even going all the way back to Bison Hoof (ew…), and then moving on to the Italian Goons and the Jacks, back when I told myself I would never join a branch because of all the drama that I had heard about. It took a lot of convincing to get me to join CI and install Teamspeak, but eventually I was pushed along, and soon later (1 year after joining? idk) I would be named J0LT. I know it is very repetitive to just say “things were simpler back then”, but they truly were. These early days allowed me to shape who I am today. I had gone through many ups and downs in my time as CI, and had up and down relations with those people, who I understand now more than ever. Once I had joined Nu7 for no reason (iykyk) I began to have a larger understanding of other people on this server. It seems like not long ago that little miss J0LT got DHFTO and HSU, which would be the reasons I stayed in Nu7, which eventually becomes HFTO and head of HSU, while also being head of E4 at the time. Back then, that was likely my largest achievement, that I would be remembered for being one of the only people to be head of 2 SFs (especially when those 2 branches hated each other a ton). And to then become the first and only person to receive the Anubis award. Eventually my time ran out in CI, at the time, this seemed like the most biased decision ever made against me (just you wait). Looking back now, I don't know why I was mad. Nu7 was my main focus for a long time before that. My experience in CI has really shown me what the server can be, and should have been a forewarning of the nepotism that would haunt me for the rest of my time, but yet, these people would likely be my greatest influence for the rest of my time. Skipping a bunch of boring time as a MAJ in Nu7 (over a year), I would eventually break past this DNP (bop is real asf…) and prove my worth. Why I didn't leave then, no idea. But I did make it further, eventually to VCMDR and then CMDR (9>1). I won't leave any comments of how I did, that's for you guys to decide. I don't know what i'm really talking about anymore, I guess the moral of my story is to never give up. I know it may seem like right now I am giving up, due to my recent demotion to VCMDR, but this is just something that has been meddling for a long time. Through what seemed like impossible times in my life, the people that I have met here have changed my life in many ways, and I am super glad to have met all of you. However, i have grown very tired of that nepotism that I mentioned earlier, and it has really driven me over the edge. I have lost control of the vision I had for my branch, so there is no point in me trying anymore. I've been a very busy gal recently and GL is just not an interuption I can manage anymore. Maybe in the future I could come back, and yes I will make sure my CCs do not go inactive. It has been a very long time coming, and I honestly hate that I have to go, but I just don't have the time or mindset to deal with this stuff anymore. I will still try to hang out in discord, and anyone can message me at any time of course. 

For anyone that may be wondering, this was not forced like my last huge post.

 

I know a lot of people wtf

If i forget you, pm me and i will likely add you

Piller - you have been one of my greatest friends on this server, and I am so glad to have met you. You have helped me change so much, despite our ups and downs, I am so glad to have you as a friend and am super happy that I know I can still talk to you

Bread: omg hai :3 hru haiii 

Eclipse: e4 at pvt is fire | I still talk to you idk | helped me girl :3

Pixel: mango :3 | Actual definition of stimming

Ayaya: abababaaaa | We're rich | #1 yipee-r

Shadows: ….. | (Im hiding from 939)

Skela: always high | “next time you see me, you best be well aware”

Enuz: kill all the what now | keep pulling girls in your minivan

Orange: i dont have any specific memories but ur kewl

Coltable: see above

Arussso: cool mirror pic

Funk: The shooters in question

Bop: got me out of the DNP, fire asf. I hated you for a while though

Crabbo: karen?

Eaten: zeppelin wars 

Toaster: ^ but A14

Lee: Most active person on this server EVER

Warren: popcorn bruh wtf

M8VP: you were really quiet idk

Fizzy: banned for LAN sucks to suck

Lefty: opp…

Saint: i hate you

Silver & propane: yall were pretty much the same person

Jeff (CI): you suck at mf ball game

Grey: bro really tried to copy me in CI and Nu7

Ignis: idk dawg you say i lot of dumb stuff i couldnt think of one

Hope: :michiunimpressed:

Sosok/altair: unintelligible half the time idk

Jackwebb: lol you got reported for WHAT

Jack crest: bri'ish

Heinz: ponytail

Kami: a WHAT bind

Cogs: sucks at fnaf 

Pills: og asf, we will still play minecraft prob idk 

Eyelander: sucks at roblox scary

Dick grayson: dont get me started

Gar: same with ignis idk and i kept getting you confused with jeff

Cecil: fumo friday

Weiss: see above + super fishy mondays

Thin: admin abused lol

Plantbruh: we dont talk about that culvers date you had

Lannie: ombgus

Catalyst: nerd

Cloaker: i forgot but hi

Raymond: brotha can't figure out google forms

Tackie: pre football game pogging | "nooo i wanted to groom you" ur wierd asf

Ghopit: textbook raid goes hard

Coint: happy valentines day or something

Zero: idk something about your hair i forgot

Purp: halo gif

Zboz: XBOX LIVEEE

Zarl: *foghorn*

Aussie: stop getting captured

Dang: you wanna know if i have a circumference? erm

Phill: otters

Igneous: i twitch prime sub twice and just get called mean things =(

Comrade: 4'8" soldier

Jay: SQUAS

Savage: shbarkie

Nydekore: dr luke mario

Gray: idk planes or something

Scor: door floor poor bore

Fusion: APPROVED

Eevee: maybe i’ll play ark with you =D

Sprink: no

Tyler: grats on JMT :3

Robby: repeat what your fiance said about me :3 | it is very real schizophrenia

Lamn: worst BF2042 pilot ever

Lantard: name is super familiar i just cannot remember wtf

Proredfly: you wont be able to see my bunny blush, ever

Jack S: das poopenfarten

Daniels: the WHAT dungeon in E11 

Jakub: legit the first forums post ive ever seen was your blacklist appeal

Tanner: best escort

Jason Slade: Gears of War nerd

Fool: most ragefull Canadian

Der: Always asleep when i was feeling productive grr, but fr nice working with you

Apple: Mr President, the catgirl virus has spread to the apple empire...

Cookie: beaver bozo

Inaccurate: OG bison hoof

Doggo: hasnt changed his PFP since i met him 4 years ago

Panda: if you want reznov lmk

Cryptonus: lucarios are better than cats

Alexx: omg i hate you for removing me grrr get away | fastest relapse ive ever seen

Cosmic: "the worst thing you can do in your country is your mom?" or was that the other italian i cant remember

Phill (SMT one): BIG BALD MEN

scooty: idk you that much but i really appreciate your message

Twix: E4 at PVT is fire part 2

Hoovy: dropping bombs

Django: *vacuum sounds*

Sixx: three months....

Rookieblue: "Jolt4Manager"

Yamato: not very good at space engineers

Tank: your english wasnt always great, but we 200% appreciated all of your work

FrenchJM: made fun of my french

Jess: What ever happened to you, havent heard from you in a while. hope youre okay

Moonrose: sorry for like raiding your server that one time... was not cool

Novah/Emily: buzz buzz

Vuit: acdc femboy

SBKDoll: sucks at math homework

Twix/Doomguy: getting swole

Saltygrim: tactical inactivity

Zeus: MOM THEYRE TOTEM POLING IN DBLOCK AGAINNNN

Golem: erm

Panky and Ages: suck at backrooms

Awesome: youre awesome lol

Blazzy: i forgot any quotes but youre cool

Ryan/Donny: im better than you at pvp 

Squash: fever dream type conversations

Slepi: omg i miss you so much

Yohan: i dont think youve had a sober conversation ever

Sogi: trained me for CI
Utter: trained me for Nu7

Rektify: fish man

Quacksalber: duck man, very active

Ducky: i hope you end up reading this, and hope youre doing well
 

heres a bunch of names of people i remember but did not have the patience to write about lol

 

Paststeak, forgot, niro, nico, vinny, darkrats, corner, Southpaw, Acee, Frog, Chineseman, Akuto, Spray, Skelly, Islandtoad, Starr, Castro, Dogz, Camo, Woods, Kiddo, Echo, Peanuts, Lars, Chipdail, Not Jay, Mitchell Hugh, Dagger, Giga, Gyara, Core, Schoodst, Pure, Rang, Snowwx, Spoder, Lucas(idk your new name sorry), Sullivan, Frank, Terra, Banner, Vortex, Alex, Light, Saw, Fireman

 

Here's a big doc with a bunch of clips :3 I may add more in the future

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1RN3cY5ZIVZirt44SOh3UdLOZbVu-omVMEbnarEMaX1I/edit?usp=sharing

 

With that big ole rant said, this is what you should truly take away. I am so glad to have made so many friends here, and even happier that they weren't for power. My time here has been amazing and I truly wish I could stay longer, but it has been too much. I wish I could say it was an honor working with all of you, but too many people have tainted that large pool. I will be using my last 48 hours here to help Fool adjust to HCMD, and try to find a wrap for the things I will be leaving

 

To the ones who knew yet made no strides, thank you for nothing. You have time and time again, encounter after encounter, proven to me that this community (for the most part) doesn’t care. They don’t care about who I truly am, who I want to be, but only who I was. When asked for a lick of respect, all I have ever seen here was blatant ignorance or worse. For those who were there for me, I deeply thank you. For sticking with me, and holding me up when I could not.

You guys, gals, in between and outside of, are all awesome!

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KFZ3Qhn5dW8

 

sincerely, 
CMDR/VCMDR of Nu7, Former HFTO
A1 Liberty/Psychosis/Black Sheep/Alex Mason/Tauren I
HTF/HSU head/overseer Mimir
First CI HMFTO and then last CI OFTO
Gensec MSGT + some rank in Wardens Pertinax
CI LTCOL then MAJ then LTCOL then MAJ then gone
Senior admin + Forum Diplomat + Support Supervisor
ET quota struggler
premiere club member
Lucario, Turtle and Bridget poster
Good morning quota god
J02 Jack Behind The Slaughter + Paint it Jack
Italian Goon 17 
Bison Hoof King Benslaki
Owner of: Farmer Tucker, Farmer Darius XII, Reznov Klushkie, Omi-9 Last Remnants, Foxx
member of: CI BioWeapon, STARS, Iota-13 'Luxxys Soldiers', Morningstars clan
..... J0LT

I love you guys
so long oomfies

Edited June 14, 2023 by J0LT
adding mentions

[starr]

Pleasure to have you as a subordinate, and a leader

Edited June 14, 2023 by starr

[mean]

o7, you were a great CMDR and a great person aswell

[1stSavagerY]

o7 thank you for keepin it real

[Solid Steps]

Youre a continuing source of inspiration to my time on this server, thank you for all the effort. o7

[Der]

bruh what

[PixelatedPancakes]

Real…

You’ve done a lot, especially for Nu-7. Id go as far to say as much as bread did. You two will always be the best leaders ever for this branch in my eyes.

Edited June 12, 2023 by PixelatedPancakes

[Pills]

https://streamable.com/7apa6d

[Piller]

You're a good kid Jolt, I hope you find what you're looking for. Nothing is ever perfect, so just focus on the good stuff and don't let the bad drown you. It was a pleasure working with you when we were both in Nu-7 and I was so happy to see you get HCMD.

 

Also, 

19 minutes ago, J0LT said:

Bop: got me out of the DNP, fire asf.

We double teamed that. Honestly, that whole situation was pretty messed up.

 

Anyway, take care and I'm sure I'll see you around!

[IgnisNuts]

ay hop on the server sometime, and let's do some dumb shit again bra

[Sprink]

36 minutes ago, J0LT said:

 

Sprink: no

 Thanks!

[Tanner0]

Bye bye J0LT. I will miss being a personal Trauma engineer to one of my good friends

[zboz]

You were far more welcoming than i expected anyone to be when i transferred to Nu-7 and I haven't and won't forget that. Thanks for all the work you put in, it was a pleasure to have you as our commander. Good luck in life gamer.

[Silver3504]

god damn its about time you resigned im surprised you havent just like turned to dust and crumpled over yet.

 

In all seriousness though, coming back to see this reminded me of a shit ton of names from like fucking 2 years ago. Now go have fun with your life J0lt and maybe live life I dunno.

 

P.S (you mad that me and propane got better personality than yo dumbass)  

[Piller]

8 minutes ago, zboz said:

You were far more welcoming than i expected anyone to be when i transferred to Nu-7 and I haven't and won't forget that. Thanks for all the work you put in, it was a pleasure to have you as our commander. Good luck in life gamer.

Dude honestly! When I transferred Jolt was soo bubbly and welcoming and I was just like "oh my goodness everyone is so nice here, especially this person that I don't even know "

[Above the Law]

Salty I didn’t get mentioned! (Kidding ofc)

Didn't get to talk to you much but the times I have interacted with you were great. You’re a great person and there’s no doubt in my mind you’ll have big things waiting for you outside of this silly little game. Good luck, have fun. We will miss you.

[ShadowRiders-]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY BEST FRIEND!!!! WHO WILL I GET TO SAY GOOD MORNING TO NOW!!!!

I loved hanging out with you and just chilling with the lads on either GL or just playing something different like COD or DRG. I know ill still be talking to you all as youll always be my best friend. I will make a memorial in my Containment Chamber just for you. Ill keep your box right next to my resting place.

Ill see you along the road sister, Stay strong and be determined!!

Much Love

Edited June 12, 2023 by ShadowRiders-

[Pure]

1 hour ago, J0LT said:

Bop: got me out of the DNP, fire asf. I hated you for a while though

Forgot who brought it to him smh

[Scor]

1 hour ago, J0LT said:

Scor: door floor poor bore

My boy, you have been a great support supervisor, please stick around jolt bolt 

[Alexxxx]

goodbye big dawg!! You've been here for way too long 

Edited June 12, 2023 by Alexxxx

[whyyouaintacceptmyfriend]

can we paly roblox 2gether 

[Eaten]

good riddance youve been here 2 long

[Boesermaster]

I Hope to see you again my friend ! I wish you all the best stuff in the world ! You where one of the best Commanders I know in my years I have now been playing Gmod  

[purple2005]

1 hour ago, J0LT said:

 

Purp: halo gif

 

Of cource see you around man.

[Skelly]

NO 

WILL MISS YOU JOLT