i just wanna say thank you so much to those who welcomed be back and asked how i was doing it actually means a lot i never really got to fit in anywhere at all and soon as i came back so many people have came up to me and said how they missed me this is honestly amazing community it has helped me with so much mental health problems and other issues in my life , i wanna thank every swat member and every high command of swat for understanding why i had to go for a bit and i will be fully active , if anyone else is feeling depressed sad , or anything you could message me , thank you so much @Fame for being the best little brother ever we may not talk as much as we use to but we need to change that honestly i remember all those good time as being a yuki with asuna and i will never forget those moments or the moment we use to pick each other up with our phis guns @Josh H-Y. thank you so much for being like an older brother to me and actually asking if i am OK or not honestly i feel like you are family , @Zimbros thank you as well for always accepting me, @Chad B honestly i gotta say you are one of my best friends i known you for so long and i am happy you are back , @myandabeast thank you so much for being the commander ever and doing such a good job, @mad dog biggest thank you to you we have been though a lot and we always had each others back no matter what and i love our brotherly bond @tom thank you so much for being so kind to me and buying me gmod when you really didn't have to, there is so much others i wanna thank but idk your forum name so ill write down the names UC lee thank you for the welcome back :3 , @jeff omg we had some fun times remember when you killed one of my family members and i killed you with the chainsaw xD , but that's all and thank you to the kings family remember we might fall at times but we will always get stronger ,