I disappear

Where all my OG's at? have no clue what the server is doing now its like an LSD fever dream compared to when I first started.

Good job Tangerine

I remember when RND was a sub branch and OG A1 steak sauce existed. I fear to turn on the light For the darkness won't go away Fast, is desire Turn out the light Halo on fire

Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me.

If everything could ever be this real forever If anything could ever be this good again The only thing I'll ever ask of you You've got to promise not to stop when I say when I'm glad you changed +support

How I wish, how I wish you were here We're just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl Year after year

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go So make the best of this test, and don't ask why It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

In the darkest hole, you'd be well advised Not to plan my funeral before the body dies,

I don't mind stealin' bread from the mouths of decadents But I can't feed on the powerless when my cup's already overfilled, yeah But it's on the table, the fire's cookin' And they're farmin' babies, while slaves are workin' The blood is on the table and the mouths are chokin' But I'm goin' hungry, yeah

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures have all been washed in black Tattooed everything

+support free my homie ong

+support -see no reason to -support -seems like a genuine guy who wants to make sure this server runs smoothly

ngl this is pretty impressive +support to have it shortened but not removed.

Your name: Gordan Your Discord ID name (EX: Igneous#3706): fetus deletus#0594 Your Discord ID code (EX: 204661777512923136): 577310467949592606 Which discord server were you banned on? SCP What was the reason for your ban (if you know it)? I believe I got banned when I spam linked the leaked D4 SOP Why do you deserve to be unbanned? I regret spamming the D4 SOP, I do sincerely apologize for that. I thought I would never speak a word in gaming again and crawl away for good. But after talking with old folks on TeamSpeak I realized that I don't want to be separated from this community. Even though I don't play on this server anymore I like talking and meeting new people in the community. My point is, I had a very immature mindset when I leaked the D4 SOP. I highly regret doing it and I hope that you will accept my apology. Even if it is denied, I thank you all for taking time to consider.

Feel the power of a warrior, fight fight fight fight Let's get ready to rumble, fight fight fight fight A gladiators left hand hook, fight fight fight fight Feel the pain tomorrow

Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause it likes to heal Take time with a wounded hand Guess I like to steal +support

no life +support

RND is a shitshow. It it isn't all High Commands fault though. Fiery wanted to do things but was scared of SA denying them because it was so common (also not putting the blame on SA I don't know exactly what his ideas were). During the BOx and Cloaker era I felt like things were getting better. BOx was actually a great member of high command despite being an absolute minge. With his guidance I wrote the (as I know of) current FTO SOP and rank system. That increased the incentive of training and it showed were were getting slightly more training. So, IMO, they need high command that are like BOx and willing to try new things. Though they need changed up in general. RP is fucking dying in general (at least from what I heard). Overall there needs to be less focus on combat branches and more on RP. Combat branches got their shit figured out RP branches need looked at more at this time. The biggest problem in RND, the complaint I got the most as senior command, was there was nothing to fucking so. We HAD to wait on CI military to get us stuff. The branches need to be more independent of each other (or I should say RND less dependent on military). People got bored of that and just went to military or spent all their time as a bio engineer. I think a cool idea in general that would be beneficial to EVERYONE on the server is for CI to have their own SCP's. Here is a ROUGH ROUGH ROUGH draft of the idea. CI has SCP's and shit and RND does stuff like research does. (The SCPs would be stationary ones I can not think of a breach system for SCPs at CI base unless RND has like a maintenance sub branch or smth). But MTF can raid for them and can bring them to research. Once research is done the SCP would just stay at the site because I dont think in lore the foundation would sell them back. CI can raid to get the SCP back. There is my rough rough and I mean ROUGH draft on an idea but it is one nonetheless which is better than I can imagine some future potential members of high command (you know who you are) can make. I spent way too much time on this considering im not rejoining the server ever again.

Last night, I saw that beauty queen She's getting high on Revlon I wanna be that magazine That she wastes her life on

Sometimes I give myself the creeps Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me It all keeps adding up I think I'm cracking up Am I just paranoid? Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Lmfao IIRC I gave you both those appointments. Oh shit I'm supposed to be ominous. It ain't me, it ain't me I ain't no senator's son, son It ain't me, it ain't me I ain't no fortunate one, no

Come doused in mud, soaked in bleach As I want you to be As a trend, as a friend As an old Memoria, memoria Engaged in crime I grasp my throat Enraged my mind starts to smoke Enforce a mental overload Angry again, angry again, angry owe!

Justice means nothing today Now that the courts are for sale Pick a crime from the menu; pick a sentence and defend you

Whomsoever I've cured, I've sickened now And whomsoever I've cradled, I've put you down I'm a search light soul they say But I can't see it in the night -support

But you had to play it cool, had to do it your way Had to be a fool, had to throw it all away Too hard school and you thought you were here to stay If that were true, it wouldn't matter anyway