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Dear Community Members, Recently as you are aware my name was ruined and integrity shot by, in my opinion, an unwarranted and subsequent false removal from EMS with little to no reason and no contact from SMT. I have had enough. I can no longer stay in a community where I am targeted by higher ups and banned from the departmental Discord for standing up to anti semitism, which has seemingly been overlooked due to the person in Question being one of the largest supporters, in regard to donations, and it is painful to see how the community can seemingly overlook a player as dedicated as I was. However towards the end of my career I was clearly player targeted, having all of my tags in the EMS Discord such as PD Command and Other Department Command, Roles which are simply useless and only give access to a combined ops channel. And my requests were denied as a certain someone had stopped me from getting roles on this server. Moreover on the SWAT Discord I have been again targeted having my rank of SGT (XS5) again stripped from me with no contact being made and nobody speaking to me. And it is beginning to take an impact on my mental health with everything I have worked for being torn away, people may say its only a game. But its more then a game when you have spent over 600 hours on it, your pride and self worth are tied to the game an when people take that away from you, a sense of worthlessness sets in. Since I have tried to contact SMT and have been told and I quote “We will not be taking notice of you” and “Please Resign and find another community ASAP” so thank you GL. I have already spoke to those I like, Hannah, Ronin, Bob Bob I’m truly sorry. Anyway all good things must come to an end. And today is the day. Goodbye GL, it was good while it lasted. 1L53 / XS5 Out! See Ya!

Well thats that. The legends leave together. See you on the otherside my friend.

Yes while they are diffrent, there are similar standards in what is expected. For example saying a bot is being jewish is not acceptable. Anyway I hope we can move on in the future and get along working together.

It's the first time for any department in GL History

Was not my choice to... Or I would have stayed.....

Where do I start. Well this is it, my final statement this time around. I have been in EMS for over a year and 2 months and I have loved every minute of it. No human language can describe the disappointment I’m feeling right now. Time for a story of my EMS and GL Career: I joined EMS in July of 2018, around the same time I joined the community. I was a hard working medic, I got promoted because I did my time and attended meetings which is a key aspect to me getting promoted. Its at this time I became staff, mind you on Anime RP, which is a mostly forgotten GL server where I got to Moderator, but that servers gone and all of the stories are long gone. I got LT with Etho under Razonix. After Etho skipped a few ranks up to head deputy from a vote for the next Head Deputy, In which I came second. So I had some catching up to do and I worked overtime, putting all of my effort into the game and eventually got to Deputy with Timmemes. At this rank I had an argument with Razonix regarding an incident that happened with a command member that was not their fault and I went to bat for them. This argument caused Razonix, Toxitman and Jason Tucker to resign with Toxitman becoming blacklisted after destroying the EMS Discord server and a multitude of documents. After this Rhys became Chief, Etho became Deputy Chief and I became Assistant Chief where I started to make changes, becoming a very liked command member, I added new cars. Made a sub department and made things change. Then on the 23rd of February 2019, I got the biggest demote in Gaminglight History by 6 ranks down out of command to Head Paramedic, the department was fuming and his roll call that followed my demotion did not end well with people saying to give me my rank back. Thankfully after a lot of campaigning and going to board I was appointed as Assistant Chief with more support than ever before. Then Rhys got blacklisted after plotting to destroy the server, after this Etho came to power as the Chief of EMS and surprised us all by resigning at a meeting. Then on the 19th of May 2019 I came to power as Chief of EMS. But on the first of September 2019 it all came tumbling apart and I joined one of many removed, blacklisted or alienated Chiefs. Funny thing is that I still don’t really know why. You’re all spending an awful lot of time yelling and carrying on. Do you really think you can afford to do so? Have none of you accepted the reality of the situation? The act of searching for hope, to try and find it—that by itself is the true meaning of hope. As long as you have that hope, you can keep moving forward no matter what trouble you may fall into. Now’s no time to wallow in your depression. The worst thing we can do right now is to lose all faith in each other. That would lead to the same disastrous result as having total faith in everyone else. Its because I pointed out a stupid rule in State Polices Discord and held off reporting Yobo for antisemetism after saying and I quote, “Dyno is acting like a jew” which I condone to the highest degree and is simply not acceptable and to say you are in the Royal New Zealand Navy, you should be ashamed. I would be ashamed if one of my cadets did it. You are an officer. I am a Cadet NCO. How dare you. How fuckin dare you. Snar, personally I don’t believe it was handled right. You didn't speak to me before any of this and the lack of communication didn’t help. Yet I respect your decision, and while myself and many others dont agree with it, I have to respect it. I also don’t agree how you posted it in every single GL PRP Discord which has more than likely ruined my reputation. But It will not bring my GL Career to an end. Also I did not make an alt account. But enough about me. Time for a bit about you guys. Oh and by you guys I mean EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU INCLUDING THE MEDICS; Kitty - Well you started off my career in PD and then EMS took off for me! Running around with a board member was amazing in the MCU! I wish we could do it again sometime! The words Kitty said in her resignation “amazing EMS Command/pd command member and has amazing dedication” and that has stayed true till today and it will continue! Bob Bob - Amazing Dep Comm and thank you for everything. You make the best skins on GL and it is a shame that they have been removed for no reason whatsoever and the EMS Tahoe repaint was looking amazing! Thank you though and I’ll keep going no matter what happens! Etho - Man we’ve been through it all, from Paramedic we’ve had each other's back. Favourite BTEC Aussie! Nucleus (Anthony) - Man I know you IRL, your amazing. NCS together was amazing, when you somehow flipped a Tahoe coming out of the station will forever confuse me. Why you resigned I will never know and we both know how much that bot annoyed us. Seb - Well. You were gonna overtake me to get Chief after Razonix and me and Etho shot it down. Sorry about that, nothing personal. Hope you do well and keep the department together. Struftdot (Loïc) - Jesus man, your amazing! You have been with me through thick and thin and was one of the key campaigners trying to get my rank back when I was demoted. It's amazing that you stayed and I can't thank you enough for staying. Please please stay in touch so we can play games sometimes. BeHappy - Well you’ve been with me through it all and I am so happy I made you HD, you deserved it and continue to deserve it. Continue making me proud! Sion - Well I brought you to the community and EMS and I believe you may last longer then me, see you over on AMG and other GL departments! Timmemes - Well you came back to EMS and you was deputy with me, CMU never came to fruition but oh well. We did it man we managed to revive EMS! Ender - You are amazing, you spoke to me. Helped me when I felt the worse and I am so grateful for that. Zage - Forever better then Sion, Jk...Or am I… Anyway you are amazing and I hope the best for you. Crease - Well you’ve disappeared,,,, so Idk… South - The real life Medic, absolute legend. Thank you so much for all for all of your efforts that you put into the department! Escott - Well I didn’t get to know you well but what I can say is thank you and I hope the best for the future…. And stop with the overpowered CC’s… Actually dont it makes EMS Money! Kormes - Caring bloke he is. Honestly he is a good man and he should be highly respected around here. Good luck with the future. Stackable - Well you’ve worked your way up through the ranks and you’ll go onto do many things if you work for it. Standing Bear - Never got to know you but thank you and keep up the amazing work! Hotshot - One of the old timers around here. Keep up the work and come down from Clone Wars RP to us some times eh? Pentagon - On your 48 Hour I see, you did well mate. Thank you for your service in EMS. Bennet - Man your gonna go far, keep it up and one day you’ll be in my office with your name on the desk! Cameron - Well we have our differences, and you were so close to removal. You saved yourself this time my friend. Just run the department well or it’ll be me knocking at your door again. Zeige - Well man your cool, didnt get to know you much but hopefully will. Good luck with the future! Gardener - The Firefighter, boy we have a mixture of people that came to us. I hope you help FD…. Which I started and wont be able to enjoy… the best you can and make it flourish! Rocco Rex - Wow man you were there for me when it all kicked off this morning. And you are my final promotion, explains why you are so confused! Elapin - Wow you came to me with your arms open with SWAT and for that I am forever grateful. SWAT in general has been the only department to come to me with Arms open and I’ll explain more about that later. Dondi - Well you are a person I wish I got to know better! I just wish you the best of luck and come talk to me sometime eh! James - Never got to speak to you but I hope the best for your career. Jesssy - Again I never got to speak to you but I hope the best for you and wish you the best! Mike - Again never got to speak to you but Im sure if you work hard you’ll go far. Best of luck! Alpha - Get active man and you can climb the ranks and make an amazing medic. Lil Chum - Our other firefighter, best of luck and hope everything is good after the incident in your county. Dylan B. - Get active man! You need to cause I don’t want to see EMS falling back into the depressed state it was in. Phenix - We had a project called Phoenix but that never happened. Anyway well done man and hoping the best for you! Cammy - Never got to know you but your on your 48 hour so I may not, but best of luck. Killer - Weird name for EMS but besides best of luck with your future! Hunt - Oh god its Hunt, run…. OFC gun battle am I right! Anyway best of luck and just work for PD and EMS! Mr Medic Joe - 48 Hour Notice again, Im seeing a theme. Thank you for everything and best of luck! Gow - Got to speak to you a few times and it was cool. Good luck to you and I hope the best! Utetwo - Well done buddy keep it up and you’ll go far. Just get active on EMS and you can go far! Bird - Unfortunately didn’t meet you but I hope the best for you! Mike - Again didn’t meet you but I hope the best for you! Senior Trump - Im not going to entertain this! Max Holland - Keep it up man, Good luck to you! Dylan - Good man and keep it up! Slick - Never got to meet you but all will be good when you come off LOA. Lil Jimmy - Gotta be honest, don’t know who you are but best of luck. Get active. Chris - Still don’t know who you are. Get active! Smaug - If it isn’t the man himself. Best of luck to you my friend! Gold D Smoker - Still don’t know who you are but good luck! Get active!! Kevlar - Okay we needed Kevlar! Tonto - I know who you are for sure. Calm down on SM man jeesss. But now time for the people who I less enjoyed; Razonix - You threw a hissy fit and resigned after I told you the truth. You lacked integrity, morals and compassion for the department. Toxitman - Fuck You. You were the deputy chief, you were trusted. But No, just like Razonix you lacked integrity, morals and compassion for the department. Rhys - Collosal Fuck You. You were the chief that was plotting to destroy gaminglight. You demoted me 6 ranks for no reason and only after the outcry from the department did you eventually give up. You sum up everything that is wrong with players in ONE person, you sum up what is wrong with humanity. You have no integrity, you do not care about people and you simply do not care. Death - Colossal fuck you again. You were trusted as LC and you decided to destroy the roster. You have no respect from anyone. None whatsoever. Aaron Hotcher - Well do I have a lot to say about you. Although let me get the document that I made in response to what you said. Please feel free to view the report regarding his integrity here (https://docs.google.com/document/d/1yavkF-66nRBaFnc6LwvKEgXumrEiCvRnVdqD67NRZjo/edit?usp=sharing) I do not want you to stop, any of you. You all have the potential to do a lot of things! Change the world, not the GL world but the real world! What is next for me? All credits out to the new SWAT Team Leader Ronin and SWAT SSGT Elapin , you are the only department that has come and encouraged me to stay and for that I will. Thank you so much, and you really don't know how much it means to have so many people behind me. I am not turning my back on EMS and I hope that none of you turn your back on me, despite the picture that has been painted in front of you. I hope you can rise above it and see it with your own eyes. I am still a PD Major and will try to get the blacklist in my name revoked. But for now thats all from me. But one thing I want to teach all of you is the power of hope. Hope is the most powerful thing in the world and will over come despair and merely searching for hope is good and will keep hope building! Good luck to everyone and if you ever need me for any reason please feel free to message me! Everyone keep up the work! Your EMS Chief Alex Rollin Signing off for good...

Agreed

We have fallen behind regarding these posts and I am going to catch them up for everyone! Why do we do this? As EMS is a neutral department we believe that we should be transparent and therefore we publish all of our complaints for the public to see to ensure that we are providing the best service possible! All of the timestamps are shown in GMT Complaint #11 Time Stamp : 19/01/2019 (18:40.57) Complaint In Full: Timmemems or however TF you spell it insulted me Comments and date mark resolved: Strike handed out - 02/02/2019 Complaints #12-13 were Chief Complaints regarding the now blacklisted player Rhys Complaint #14 Time Stamp : 04/02/2019 (18:57.15) Complaint In Full: The EMS Dr.Whale was reviving me and I said thanks. Then a couple minutes later I died 3 times in a row was a mass RDM. When he went to pick me up it a rudely manner he said ¨This kid again¨. I just want him to be respectful to people and not be rude. Comments and date mark resolved: Medic was removed for not completing role call and has seemingly left the community - 03/04/2019 Complaint #15 Time Stamp : 15/02/2019 (14:48.25) Complaint In Full: there are a lot of ems that revive pd first and wait to revive so they can go get a pd to ask if we were being detained Comments and date mark resolved: Quite a stupid complaint as we always revive gov first! - 15/02/2019 Complaint #16 Time Stamp : 15/02/2019 (14:56.03) Complaint In Full: there are a lot of ems combat healing pd during a money silo even sometimes shootouts Comments and date marked resolved: It is a terrible report and if gov come away from a scene to a safe distance for more then 30 seconds EMS can heal them - 16/02/2019 Complaint #17 Time Stamp : 15/02/2019 (14:56.58) Complaint In Full: ems is reviving when its not code 4 like reviving pd while there in my while i haves guns out Comments and date marked resolved: We have adressed this in meetings and I would reccomend anyone that see's this to report it via the complaint forum! - 16/02/2019 Case #18 was a suggestion by an SCP-RP Player! Cheers! Complaint #19 Time Stamp: 21/02/2019 (17:35.54) Complaint In Full : SMoke minging hard on EMS Comments and date marked resolved: Sorted, Removed From EMS - 06/03/2019 Complaint #20 Timestamp : 30/03/2019 (03:18.51) Complaint In Full: PARA Jay P27 keeps on combat reviving and healing after i had told him on ems. then i switched to PD and a bank raid happend and he revived a trooper while there was still fighting going on. Comments and date marked resolved: P27 has been removed due to inactivity - 29/04/2019 Complaint #021 Can not be resolved due to lack of information Complaint #22 Timestamp: 30/06/2019 (22:22.50) Complaint In Full : I filled out an application a few weeks ago, and saw nothing (not accepted or denied) on the 6/22/19 Accepted Sheet. Filled out another just to make sure, no other feedback. I don't want to start an issue or ruin my chances of being in EMS, I'm just curious to know if something went wrong. Comments and date marked resolved : @Nucleus resolved the issue when he was C2, and it is time to reitorate that if this happens please bare with us and we will get to your application as quick as we can as we always want more people. - 01/07/2019 Complaint #23 Timestamp : 02/07/2019 (04:08.54) Complaint In Full : ems medic driving the charger after multiple warnings Comments and date marked resolved : Nothing that the EMS department can do, his WL needs to be removed by staff. - 11/07/2019 Case #24 is a weird one... "The only good reason to use the fire axe is to cut watermelon" I'll leave that one... Complaint #25 Timestamp : 19/08/2019 (15:40.38) Complaint In Full:" @Nucleus is inactive" Comments and date marked resolved : He is in a department that doesn't currently have a class and is still active on staff and on the discord being the bot master. -25/08/2019 Cases #26 & #27 are currently ongoing Complaints #028 Timestamp : 24/08/2019 (18:34.08) Complaint in full: Well, I just got a job and im on weekends, I told Sion that I can play only on weekends and I won't attend to meetings anymore, and Sion striked me for missing the meeting, and I have proof that I messaged him. Comments and date marked resolved: Strike Removed, set to weekends and excused from meetings - 25/08/2019 Alex Rollin City of Rockford True North Emergency Medical Services Chief CR-1 True North Police Department Major 1L53 True North SWAT Sergeant XS5 SS SSO XB19

Name : Alex Rank : Chief (See even the chief has to respond to role calls!) What could be improved in EMS: We need more vehicles, especially for the medics, its getting looked into!

Reeeeeeee, noooo whyyyyyyy

It's hardest for me to say goodbye. It's why its taken so long to write this. I've drafted it 17 times and scrapped it. But here goes. Nucleus (Anthony), It's hard to say good bye to anyone that you speak to for hours online, it's harder to say good bye to thoes who you would call a friend that you met online. But it is more hard to say good bye to someone that you actually know in real life. It's honestly painful and hurts me to do so. I'm ashamed to admit this but I did cry when I heard about your resignation, but I suppose all good things, must eventually come to an end. You have been a complete, dedicated service member (Except for the time Rhys Blacklisted you) and you have been loyal to EMS since the first day that I trained you back on December 12th at 15:33 GMT, I remember every medic I have ever trained, But I remember the ones that outstanded me. I trained @Etho., I trained you, I trained @Rhys. 2 of you were amazing High Command.... We know the one who isnt, cause he can't come back. You have been threw it all, demotion, reapplying, promotion and repeat. You have had the courage to continue where others would give up. Your resilliance is un-matched and simply outstanding. I couldn't have asked for a better Deputy Chief. You went through adversity and you are now with the stars (Per Ardua, Ad Astra - RAF Motto). But this isn't It, you are becoming reserve High command. You can continue where you left off and still have a large say in the direction of the department if you so chose to, which I hope you do. Thank you for everything Anthony, Stay In touch. Your Trainer, your Chief, your friend Alex Rollin

Rockford Emergency Medical Services As a leading department in Rockford and the wider gaminglight community we are constantly innovating to make EMS a better department to be in and ensuring that we remain the prominant department in Rockford. We have released our Facebook Page (Which was authorised by SMT - Fame) which can be found here : https://www.facebook.com/GLRockfordEMS/ We are reopening our Discord https://discord.gg/zeKnMMu However on a more sombre note; Yesterday (25th) the Youtuber Etika was found dead, He has been depressed due to his channel being taken down. As someone who regulary goes around Primary Schools and talks to youngsters about mental health I can say, Ive seen it all. No one is safe from depression, Its a fact. So Even if you are having fun, Think before you do. I have listed some numbers here, Mental Health Is So important, If you feel down, You MUST tell someone. There are people to help, The hardest part is asking, Then its smooth sailing. Suicide hotline numbers United Kingdom 116 123 United States 1-800-273-8255 Canada 1 800 456 4566 Ireland 116 123 Philippines 2919 Australia 131 114 France 01 45 39 40 00 Belgium 1813 Norway 116 123 Netherlands 113 I Must stress that if you are feeling bad then you need to talk to someone, and if you are a friend of a person who is going through alot be there for them to talk to. If you need to talk to me please feel free to contact me on Discord at Alex Rollin #5863 Thank You for your continued effort, Alex Rollin City Of Rockford Emergency Medical Services Chief C1 City Of Rockford Police Department Captain 1L53 City Of Rockford SWAT Department Sergeant XS5

Right, As EMS Chief I thought I should directly adress this. Our Medics and Command are NOT authorised to move into an active situation however sometimes situations can form around our Medics and command meaning that this rule cannot be kept. In this circuimstance we tell our medics to remain inside their vehicle and only move when it is safe to do so. Personally I do not really like how people who have not been EMS as of recently trying to change the rules of EMS and how we operate and highly reccomend that people join EMS to get a feel for it and understand how we operate and how we work is usually hard especially with alot of outdated equipment of which most of our ambulances are extremely hard to drive meaning that EMS usually get alot of bad press for driving. I really do want people to come to EMS and understand that we try our best with the limited resources. Thank you for understanding, Alex Rollin EMS Chief C1 PD Captain 1L53 SWAT SGT XS5

Best 48 Hr Notice I've ever seen........ Well You've asked me if you can go onto Reserves and I'm happy to give you that request! Thank you for your service and you will be dearly missed.

NOOTS BACK!!!!!!! + SUPPORT WAS AN AMAZING DEP COMMISIONER WE WANT YOU BACK!!!! Alex Rollin CPT 1L53 EMS Chief C1 SWAT SGT XS5