Let's start from the beginning.
You asked me why I -supported your ET application, I gave you my response. I may have said I could recommend you to get denied, but I gave you my answer to why I denied you and I was trying to stop you from spam DM'ing me when I'm tryna sleep.
I asked R&D gamma when they are choosing leads for field specialist, they kept ignoring as Gar said. I then spammed it so I can get my question answered before they can leave and discuss promotions. When you asked Gamma did my application go through they said you were denied. You asked "why" I then responded with the answer they would.
Also responses from a application I made months ago comparing to now is ridiculous, you -supported it for our DM's and my "character". Like I'm still a kid I can get hyper sometimes and fuck up and do fun shit.
I took aggression on the PT because they wouldn't be quite and since the clip is cut after I said to be quite since I'm trying to listen to the PT host. I said that to tell you how my day went and so we can carry on with the PT.
Me and ZJ bickering has been dealt with many times over. Like we agreed to stay away from each other, but clearly he didn't actually listen to the staff member as there is a player report on me. Although me telling him to kill himself was a joke and then we were good friends. I do apologize.
Me using my commands off-duty, I kinda had a reason since you gave me to a AFK delta command and I wanted to raid with the group.
You asking ONLY security command of what they think of me when I just had left it is really based. Ask some CI guys they will give you their opinion, but you only asked the people that I have bad reputation. THEY also had bought a slot on MY CC. I OWN it so I CAN do WHATEVER I want.
Hope that clears things up!