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By reading the title of this you're prolly thinking what is this guy talking about well. My time has come thru the past few weeks to a month i have struggled deeply with mental health problems so this is my community resignation. It kills mo to do this but i must @Scout100507@Hubert StřeštíkSorry i was not in SRT for long, but thanks for understanding @Ion Davis@Craft@RTMMi cant thank you guys enough for what you have done for me @LeakyBest head of staff ever And for the last time Fudge Signing off.

There has been lots going on lately, and I don't really have time for games. I have lost my passion and drive to play on the server, and that's why I have decided to resign. - Quintrillium IV

There has been lots going on lately, and I don't really have time for games. I have lost my passion and drive to play on the server, and that's why I have decided to resign. - Quintrillium IV

Title: Ion Davis - State Resignation Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:450610550 Reason for Resignation: Wanting to focus on other Departments.

Unfortunately due to extensive issues with individuals within this community I am leaving I shall no longer continue to slave away. I hope that my R COL reserves stay but we’ll see. Sadly we are underappreciated in this community and lied to. It’s been fun I love every one of you the past year and 9 months has been fun however the respect is no longer here. Maybe one day I’ll return to this community however at the rate things are going I’ll see you in a decade! Time for some honourable mentions. Bon: Best member of this community never known someone so great. Bear: You was difficult to read but your wisdom was sometimes goated Vertigo: Your advice helped me only if you could see the truth Sainty: I wish I could of met you again on GL come back in a decade. Racc: They done you wrong homie Proteus: A homie fr Mann: Excel world champion Suns: While you weren’t the best HC you was a true homie and always will be. Starch: Someone I’ve grown to like Mark: They done you wrong too Theta: Best Govenor Frosty: Agent 47 Joker: Agent 47 Red: Best RG Command member Leviathan: You were right Moon: Our battles were legendary maybe we’ll meet again? Lone: I remember you! Good to hear you came back Keegan: Free up Jabronie: A real homie Bop: Best VIP who always juked his guards Jax: I know we had our differences but you’re a cool person Beckett: If you truly intend to do right interact with this community they need you Bub: Hold yourself accountable man Rux: Sometimes I wish you were more honest I loved our talks stay in touch? Zeeptin: Be honest with this community they’re loyal to you return the favor Too many to mention at this point every person I’ve ever interacted with I love you I’ll return one day I hope to see you all again. Inquisitorius: You guys are my family I wish I could of stayed and helped you all prosper I love you my DMs will always be open. RG: If I’m still a R COL message me when you all need me I’m with you all in these hard times Sometimes all good things must come to an end please everyone please be respectful to yourselves and your time.

Name: Infinity Boot Warden Name (If Applicable): N/A Juggernaut Name (If Applicable): 40K SteamID (If Resigning): STEAM_0:0:102688906 Rank: 1LT What needs to be updated (Rank, FTO, Wardens, Strikes, Activity, Promotion date, or notes): Resigning/Retiring What is the new entry needed?: Retiring/Resigning. Yeah the burnout I had was just so damn much I couldn't keep a DCHJ and 1LT slot taken up by someone who'd do nothing. Sap story time Alpha, Bucket and Lamn - Painfully based Juggernauts. May that update bring in more people, and choose a Good JCL for DCHJ Drizzle - my ears hurt due to you eating your mic. RMG and Roulette - Special forces guys actually worth their weight in gold. Porkrind - more like porkbutt, lol Charlie A Williams - I miss you broskie. Other people - yeah Security was fun while it Lasted, I will be back in like....8 Months or something stupid long like that.

Hey there. Hi, miss me? No you don't. As I'm sure some of you have seen, I've gone very inactive as of late, and some of you in command may have seen the issues I've been having in certain channels. So I'm sure some of you are wondering what's going on. On the GL side of things: Research is hard to deal with. There's not enough command, enlisted are hard to get on, and sometimes it does feel like I'm taking care of a bunch of babies. (Looking at you, Domz.) But in the end I still enjoyed playing on the server, and I still loved the community built around it. The little issues were enough to bear. That doesn't mean I'm completely happy, I'm still frustrated with how certain things were handled and how certain stuff went down. It's honestly all a blur cause... well... most of it was kind of pointless in retrospect. But I'm not glad about how Research is doing right now. I know leaving as one of few real leaders in the branch isn't the best, but I figured they'll have to find some way to work that out, and then improve from there... hopefully. And why I'm primarily resigning, well, is entirely different. If you really want to see, highlight the giant white line below, only cause it may worry some. Recently, I have had a slew of depressive episodes, due to real life drama, general stress with school, past traumatizing events, and more. This has caused me to get to a state of near disrepair, where I barely took care of myself both mentally and physically, never worrying about myself, and only others. This all culminated in a suicide attempt recently, but I thankfully did not go through with it. I'm going to attempt to go back into therapy, and focus on real life health more than ever. I will stress that GamingLight has not caused any of this mental stress, or has led to that extreme level of sadness, but I just know I am not in a state to be command, or hell, really be enlisted either right now. I've been prioritizing focusing on real life more than GamingLight, and I'm proud of that, but I'm afraid for that I will have to cut it out of my life for a while. Last time I resigned, it was for similar reasons actually. Not the same level, but still. So when I come back expect something worse! (/j) So for all those reasons, I have to leave for a bit. Most people would probably give final messages to their friends, so I guess I should do the same. High Command - Please try your best and be open to input. I want this branch to succeed dearly, and you're kind of responsible for that... so... NydeKore - Well, you're resigning too. So many High Command gone within a few days, really fucking sad. Anyways, you were always my favourite and you always seemed the most open, although that may be biased. If you ever wanna play something together then I'd be open to it. Tyler - Blessed soul, a fucking angel you are, Tyler. Always saw the best in people and always wanted to help the branch, but still knew when to let other command shine and when to step back from things. I'm still pissed about that one time you made me supervise your SCP-106 MT, but I'm willing to forgive and forget. Earl - Guy I told first about all of this. Golden Age command member, as well as a generally likeable dude. Probably the most chaotically fruity guy I've ever known, as well as the funniest. Even through stoic speech, you always made me laugh. We never ended up finishing that one lore series, maybe we'll get to when I return. Avalon - We didn't really talk, but Christ, you do work. Was fun to talk to for the brief moments we did talk. Phill - →Top 10 most DEVASTATING resignations in Research!!!← Okay but for real, sorry to hear about why you left. You were a really cool and calm guy to talk to from what I remember. Hope you're doing okay! BillyBob - Tall in spirit. Always lit up the room, and whilst sometimes annoying, did still put a reluctant smile on my face. Hearing you go full tactical rambling mode during RFA ops was always nice, made it feel so much more in Role-Play and fun. Speaking of RFA... Domz - I'm not even gonna lie, you're dumb as hell. Sometimes it was funny dumb but other times... jeez. Barely talks during command meetings and does bare minimum like... dude. If you want to resign or something please just say it, it's kind of infuriating. Aside from that: have fun with RFA. Other Command - Please do me a solid: Work together, learn from mistakes, don't overwork yourself, and never ever prioritize GL over your real life. Do not become engulfed in a frankly corny and stupid GL server. Alright, that should be it. If I missed you, it's not cause I don't know you, or hate you, but it's just cause, well... this isn't really a goodbye. Think of it more like an LOA... just way longer. Remember: It's stupid G-Mod, but that doesn't mean it's all pointless. Thanks to anyone who read, from people who know me, or don't. And incase I don't see ya: Good morning, good afternoon, and good night!

I was originally planning on publishing this during the joint meeting coming up tomorrow or the command meeting today. But I have to catch a train and wont be avaible in game during those hours. Also was planning on doing a final party / farewell event during the 48 hours but for the same reason I can not... Maybe Tyler can do it on my own behalf. But anyway, -Effective imediatly I am resigning from my position as SET. Thank you for letting me be apart of the bueatiful things we all created. - In 48 Hours I will be resigning from DHOR, I will use these 48 hours to assist with my proper removal and finish tasks for future replacement. - The following link is towards my proper written resignation and individual notes to a lot of community members. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1yidcZ0Ob_OGq1n4B4BBB7zLXqYsHCVFxItkAVL2TZPU/edit?usp=sharing

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BOx Bluefoot 5/27/2022 When I joined the sever I never thought I would play on it for more than a day. Look at what happened, I ended up playing for 2 years. About 4 Months in I found a Sub branch named R&D and I enjoyed playing it. It became a branch soon after and then BIO Engineer got added. I've played that job since it was made until now, I loved to play it. The reason for this resigning is simple, I am going into high school soon. If I fail high school I will never get a job like Atlas. One last thing, you may see me around, But not enough to be considered active This is former Head BIO Engineer and Head SVA01. Signing off now. (Enjoy your 3 day weekend :D) Funny Clips I have Flixy being ass at crab Game: https://medal.tv/games/crab-game/clips/b5pyccwpZLOvk/d1337BrEeEWF?invite=cr-MSxwN2wsMTU2NTIzNjEs https://medal.tv/games/crab-game/clips/9ZY085ep7GaPh/d1337J0ljJQl?invite=cr-MSw0VnksMTU2NTIzNjEs Atlas not getting a job: https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/4dzntl0BNRygw/d1337OTfQLBT?invite=cr-MSwwWmgsMTU2NTIzNjEs Gaminglight: https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/47oeYxx-OQMoy/d13379BERscm?invite=cr-MSxERzQsMTU2NTIzNjEs Training in a nutshell: https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/4m4A3A_FTqEFH/d1337gncc2ig?invite=cr-MSxkaFIsMTU2NTIzNjEs Weeeeeeee: https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/4mJgLYPWlTlvQ/d1337Wj4ZZo7?invite=cr-MSxGaG0sMTU2NTIzNjEs Send me this code on discord for 10 IG mil! "#BIOGang4life" But Aussie never came... Buck Got it! https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/4INM9X3_iCo2C/d133730mHSNU?invite=cr-MSxTZmosMTU2NTIzNjEs Cosmic! https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/iHyw4ULAYFdOd/d1337vo9Cabk?invite=cr-MSxkWk8sMTU2NTIzNjEs https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/gzKev8UykPlKm/d1337DOsHYYa?invite=cr-MSxRVHgsMTU2NTIzNjEs SO Sim: https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/gcoMft5s8RkhB/d1337j2bmJCt?invite=cr-MSw5VWQsMTU2NTIzNjEs Raptor Squad go! https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/jABVMgy-BoU9h/d1337CWIQGkg?invite=cr-MSx5UVAsMTU2NTIzNjEs C4 Will work! https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/fFAhqWUmeIXtN/d1337wVmGh1t?invite=cr-MSxGeHEsMTU2NTIzNjEs Hoovy jumpscare https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/gS5q8AJ71flvi/d1337K2hbdgU?invite=cr-MSx5YkosMTU2NTIzNjEs https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/djhVC_BMOEotY/d1337yi4pnl5?invite=cr-MSx2UVosMTU2NTIzNjEs Pokemon battle https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/hg7JXC_HE8OBW/d13375OBLmTL?invite=cr-MSxHSVosMTU2NTIzNjEs Gensec OFC https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/fD4HMPqbScGO9/d1337BXDpdmE?invite=cr-MSxmamosMTU2NTIzNjEs 106 SPEED RUN https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/iNMaE_f2r3lay/d1337mR7Yq68?invite=cr-MSxITDUsMTU2NTIzNjEs Mr Maynard https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/fxuFoeHuPa2Xq/d1337o2RvMIj?invite=cr-MSxpUUcsMTU2NTIzNjEs https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/fxvBARaTkAp4y/d1337H0VyGwZ?invite=cr-MSxlZFgsMTU2NTIzNjEs Go away! https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/k4Unl_p4pMucX/d1337sWjw3V0?invite=cr-MSxBSW0sMTU2NTIzNjEs My Assistains! https://medal.tv/games/garrys-mod/clips/9HpIKKqtFWyOU/d1337qwAfAVe?invite=cr-MSwxMkQsMTU2NTIzNjEs Am almost a Freshmen!

Hello, Ladies and Gentlemen of Gaminglight.LLC as of 7:51:55PM EST | 2/11/22 | I have been Officially removed from my Current Position as "Darth Vader" and "Super Admin" within ImperialRP. While it was a Short run as "Vader" on this server it was a good one, With my 3 Years on ImperialRP; Ive seen alot of people come and go and now I assume it is time for me to go now; As certain people have deemed so. Its been a good run but dont worry I will be back in due time as always. I stayed CEO Captain for 4 months I can wait a little bit. I got 2 Years to Spare. Honorable Mentions 501st: I know I wasn't there for awhile and you guys haven't had a Vader for ages but im sorry that this has happened but I hope the activity of 501st doesn't Dwindle due to me as I am fully Confident in the individual that have been placed as your Overseer. Sorry if I wasn't a very good Vader to you guys in my short time. Stormtroopers: My first battalion that I actually played in, No one from my time is here anymore but just wanted to shout you guys out because Scouts are cool as fuck. RIP ST SCT LCPL Ducks 2134 || ST SCT SGT Kev || ST SCT SSGT Matrix Naval: My second battalion that I ever committed to. From starting as a Little Crewman and Staying at Captain for 4 months to getting Commodore thanks to the efforts of @TAlila | Tay Keith!. Then getting Admiral and soon High Command. You guys are always gonna be my favorite in the end of the day and I hope the best for all of you collectively. (If you guys know Hobbs me and Him were in the Same tryout ) High Command: In my Basically year long experience as a High Command member in this community I have seen alot of shit go down and alot of people suffer from it, I had hoped to learn from it but I guess I was mistaken. Most of you guys are real ones even the ones that Resigned. You guys always helped me when I needed it or asked for it. ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ The Cool Kids @TAlila | Tay Keith!: This guys a real one, been here since day one. Always stuck his head out for me and even know we did have differences at times still one of my best buddies I have on Gaminglight. @Jaeger.: This guy is another real one, Been here since Day 15 Always helped me out when I needed it and always gave me a good opinion when I was in a tough spot deciding on something. Never turned their back on me. @Kev: My Drilla! Another man who has been around since Day one. Someone who has always been nice to me from day one and someone who you can joke around with 24/7 even though they get a little touchy when you make fun of the British. @bop: I remember when you were a little newborn on Gaminglight and I brought you up to become a Great person in this Community, I know recently we have had our differences and I am really sorry about what I have done to you and I apologize. Hope we can play some games or fuck around sometime. (I created you) @0din: Scandinavian Bastard; I ironically think that you are a Schizophrenic. Great High Admiral; Hope you get Tarkin (You will) @Bear_: The Disappointed Father figure; all Jokes aside someone who genuinely cares for the server I hope you get Vader and not be like the others in the past. I know we have had our differences multiple times, but you have always been there and we always have fun playing Warthunder hope to keep talking. @ArcanineGoat|| @Hale?: These two fuckas, very funny individuals. Great friends to me and generally have helped me out through alot of hard times! @A Frog: I will never understand you nor will I try to @Mann: One of the best DT Commanders in a long time, Better than Frog @Paisley Park DT Command Material generally someone who cared for a battalion @Drayton|| @Kieran ♡: These two people have been probably the most help to me in my times of need and have always been around to talk to me when I was done with everything and up in arms about IRL shenanigan's. They have been really good friends to me. Couldn't ask for better friends. I know no need to thank me for putting you in here, Please applaud me. @alaric: I love you @SawickM: Second Senior Commander of Inferno Squadron, another real one. We have talked alot and bullshitted alot to the point to where I might even start to regret some things I said. You and Given are like the Dynamic Duo. Couldn't have asked for Better friends. @NoCapGiven: One of Greatest Command members to have walked the surface of Gaminglight ImperialRP, Helped me out with writing on a ton of shit overall another great friend. Couldn't have asked for a better person to be around @end1v3: One of my favorite Command members. You show alot of potential and I hope you go to high places you definitely deserve it! Good luck man. @ShafowKnight: Frog @Beckett: Glad you came back, ImperialRP could always use another amazing Manager to help out with everything. Although yes me and Management have had our differences you were always very easy to talk to and generally amazing at your job. Hope to see you and Hotshot in the near future. @Hotshot: While I know we had our differences I would just like to say Thank you. Thank you for giving me a shot and thank you for helping me out with High Command, although we didn't agree on alot of things. Just wanted to say you do your job well. ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ Honorable Mentions Pisces Spice Dank Astro Alec Bon Name Vertigo Soldier Scoot Cloudzz Best HoS @Chico Nimo Manjini Classy Doofenshmirtz Pigeon Trace Midman Rep Kieran Drayton Emily - You did my homework last year ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ ------ Never Forget! Grand General Badger (Tetley Tea is Better) Grand General TAlila | Remington General BadAim General Shaggy Grand Inquisitor / General Jaeger Darth WiN & Senior Honor Guard Caps Grand Admiral Classy High Admiral Sith High Admiral Nolan Jack-Skull Armor Senior Commander of Inferno || Sawick & Drayton Azir You guys might think im wierd for this but to the people who I talked alot too you will know about this. Just know, In the long run I was always right. I will still be as they say "Lurking" around in the discord, I have too much free time on my hands. With my Resignation/Removal; General Jaeger will also be resigning and will be coming with me to the pits of Hell. <---------------- Never forget!

Name: Infinity boot Rank: Supervisor Date: 2/4/2022 (as of starting) Update: Resignation from All Branches...AKA Medical 9/1/2022 - 2/5/2022 Sappy Sob story part VVV Yeah, It sucks that I am leaving on such short notice, many of you may not have known I was even contemplating leaving, But this has been slowly becoming apparent over the past Month or so. As much as I love the server, Gameplay and Community, I am just not having any fun with The game, I took LOAs but that didn't fix it, I came back, wanting to play with friends, but it is hard to do that when I, AT BEST, can run the server at about 15FPS, most of the time I might as well be doing a slide show. The Glitches and Bugs I encounter are horrible as well, I know these are Client side problems and not server side, JMT, SMTs, Managers, ETC are doing as best they can keeping a 16 year old game running as smoothly as it can. But that doesn't stop my computer from being a depressed potatoes, So Absolute Burn out, Horrible gameplay problems makes it so attempting to even get on the server are just...not worth it. Like I said before; not blaming anyone, Y'all are doing great at what you do. NOW THE SAPPIEST PART! Talking about people. - New rowphin: Dude, you are the reason I got so high in MR and in Medical, you stopping and being so nice in my early tests helped so much, Seeing you soar through the ranks and now be a Manager is great! Keep it going dude, HOMS and CI CMDR here you come. - Biggie Cheese: I know you aren't in Medical anymore but, you are worth a good mention...you are pretty cool dude, great miner in Minecraft as well, hope you do great as foreman! - Twix: Left Twix is better, lmao. - Dustin: Working as an MR and then DHMR under you was Awesome, able to write up the long tests and then having you bump up your standards is a highlight of my stay here. *CM FTW* - Nefario: you trained me, you got me into this, the amount of relaxed you were in training was pretty cool. Though selling my soul to satan may be a breach of contract. - Nauda: why you gotta just leave ;-; - SGT Salvador: it was great working with you when I could, you have Full Rights to the Rasputin scale of Toxic- whatever I called it. Random or General ones: - Coltable and Skela: your kidneys will be mine forever. - Sparkle: The man hunts you did after me for saying "you are the eye candy Equivalent of getting Raisins for Halloween" was really damn fun - GENSEC: Chill, fun to chat to, and awesome. as I say on a soundboard somewhere "you had me at penis." - Chaos Insurgency: 60% of you are awesome, 40% are sad sweaty tryhards, Figure out who's who >: ) - MTF: Way less sweaty than the ones on Revival servers, still have no idea how to refer to Cold Sil-[REDACTED] - Hockey (Kitler): you know who you are, always funny to see your speech bubble and go "oh hey it's Kitler!" - Fakelamp: Hope you get DHMR, also STOP SMOKING IN MEDBAY DUMBASS! thank you. Hope you all enjoyed reading that text Dump, It was fun Playing with Y'all! Hope I can be not poor and get a better computer to play again. GLHF - Infinity Boot

Title: Ghost - S.P.R.T Resignation STEAM_0:0:545223637 Reason for Resignation: I wanted to have tac experience before trying out for DS. Thank you all for the expertise and I'm sorry for leaving after I just got promoted.

Title: Ghost - State /S.P.R.T Resignation STEAM_0:0:545223637 Reason for Resignation: I wanted to have tac experience before trying out for DS. Thank you all for the expertise and I'm sorry for leaving after I just got promoted.

“Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.” – Dr. Seuss I dont know what to write here because I dont know if i can put into words how i feel at this moment. It's as if the last few years has been building up to this exact moment. Here, in the cold room of my apartment, i look at my keyboard and reflect on everything that has happened. My name is Robert Peterson. I am a 26 year old software developer from the United States of America. For the past two years i have led a double life. A life as a Researcher at a Facility dedicated to the containment of hostile monsters and entities. I studied those monsters and developed bonds with my fellow Researchers. I have climbed the ranks of Research to the very top. Looking back on all i have accomplished, it's hard to describe the feelings that flow. I first joined GamingLight SCP-RP in the summer of 2019. My main goal at the time was to interact with the SCP's on site and to play with them. I learned really fast that it wasn't as simple as i assumed it to be. Strict rules were in place and i had to follow them. I joined research in September of 2019. I was AWFUL for the first few months. I had no desire to follow any sort of rules or listen or even try to learn from Command. I was a loose cannon, a minge, a plague on the site. I would constantly try my hardest to annoy anyone and everyone who got in my way. When Protege got Lead researcher, i dragged him from meeting room down to 682's CC and threw him in. This was the first huge mistake on my end. I was scolded and reprimanded and nearly removed from the branch. I was demoted from Lead to Senior and I thought I had completely fucked my chances of ever getting command. Very soon after that i got PK'd and had to change my name to Tomato. That was strike two. I was basically on the door out. Command applications came and went, and i was denied again and again. I began to wonder if i was just wasting my time. Maybe i should just quit. No one on the server likes me. I don't have the talent or skills to be command. What is the point. I should just leave... And then i got command. Suddenly, I had responsibilities. Mass tests, trainings, gradings. I was scared, but through some force beyond my comprehension, I made it through. Not only that, but I began to build relationships with the people in command and enlisted. I wasn't just another face on the wall at meetings, i was a face that held some sort of respect in the community. Now granted i had a long way to go to get high command but through the summer of 2020 i was producing the best documents of my life and cranking out mass test after mass test like there was no tomorrow. The spark was at an all time high and I was for sure I was cruising towards high command. And it didn't fucking happen. I was beyond upset. So upset that i quit out of frustration. I was angry at Glados for getting AHOR at the time. I was angry at Weiss and Starstep and SMT and JMT and Admins and everyone. I quit, i had enough. No more getting fucked over. I'm out Goodbye... And wouldn't you know it, it broke my fucking heart to leave. Reading all the messages in my retirement post absolutely shattered my heart into pieces. The love i felt from strangers i have never met in real life was nothing short of magical. It was like nothing i have ever felt before. So i came back, and worked my way back up the ranks until August 8th, 2021 where i received the title of DHOR. That and landing my current job are some of the proudest days of my life. I walked, head held high, knowing i had done it. I had reached my goal on the server. And the spark died. I have done it all on this server. Every test, every conversation, every document. I ran out of ideas 6 months ago and have been burnt out for over a year at this point. I took an LOA last week for a few days and when it came time to get back on the server Sunday i realized............ I didn't want to get on the server. The spark i had is gone. The inspiration i had is gone. I haven't written a document in months. I have barley done any command logs in months. It's time for me to hang up the lab coat and step away. When i was a child i didn't have any friends. I was socially awkward and was dealing with un-diagnosed mental issues at the time (OCD, Autism). High school came and went and i managed to even make a few friends and get a girlfriend. College came and after 3 years i Proposed to my Girlfriend. Going into summer of 2016 i had it all. Then i found out she had cheated on me and left me. Then all my friends stopped talking to me. Then the next girl i tried dating was killed overseas attempting to provide aid to the people of Syria. My depression had reached an all time low at this point. So much so that one night i was sitting in my room.... Crying with a bottle of pills in my hand as i told my mom over the phone goodbye...... Thankfully, i didn't take them (Love you Mom!) and attempted to move on. But depression is an ugly beast. It rips and tears at you until you have nothing left and it gnaws at the bones of your soul and beats you down every day. From late 2016 to mid 2019 i barley spoke to anyone other than family. Then, by chance, i decided to buy Gmod and play some servers. I discovered SCP-RP and... ... I had people to talk to. People who listened. People i could joke with. People i could play games with. People who cared that were not my mom or dad or family. Hundreds of people i could talk to. It was all i every wanted. It was all i ever needed. I was happy. For the first time in years i was truly happy. I'm still truley happy. Im happy. At 12:20 AM CST On October 13th, 2021.....Im Happy. As is tradition, i want to mention people who i have been friends with or interacted with that have made an impact on me. These are in no order and i will be adding to this list over the next week. Glados-You have no clue how much your friendship means to me. Seeing you online is like a welcome beacon that means fun will be had. You are thoughtful and caring and such a wonderful human being. D - One of my closest friends on the server. One of the nicest human beings i have ever met. Your genuineness and thoughtfulness know no bounds and i look forward to years of gaming ahead with you. Moonrose - Honestly one of the best people i have ever met. You haven't even been here a year and the effort you put into this branch is insane. I respect you more than you could ever imagine. Eyelander - You have done an absolutly amazing job as a member of command and i fully expect you to be the next DHOR. Besides the cringe jokes that i give you way too much crap for, you are a fantastic person and i love having you around. Light - I stole your name. I admit it. Again, just a wonderful person to be around and you bring so much to any teamspeak channel you are in . snow, nydekore, grumpysharken, Daddy D Boi, and Will Nye - All fanstastic additions to this branch and i fully expect great things for you guys in the future. Keep your heads up and keep going strong. Alexan - Welcome back. I hope you have a great time back in research ~Nya~ Parkland - Keep up the fantastic work and i expect you to be command soon Zack Morden - One of the best people you will ever meet. Kind, caring, and thoughtful. You are a shining example of a member of this community. Jummy and Vlad/monika - I coul't be prouder of you two. I want you both to always remember that. I am so happy to call you guy's friends and I can't wait for more adventures in the future with you guys. Rhodes - One of my other close friends. I hope you are living your best life buddy. Such a wonderful person to be around Soviet - Welcome back. I will visit you one day at your work i promise. Another fantastic person to be around and a true friend Starstep - Still not sure if you are a robot or not. Besides that you are another awesome person to be around and chat with. Weiss - Fought for me every step of the way, and for that i can never truly repay you. One of the best people on the server and a great friend. Skela - I cannot wait to shake your hand and hand you $100 next year when you bench 275 lbs. A phenomenal human being and a good friend. Hoovy - I hated you at first. I really did. You PK's me and i hated you. But the more i got to know you the more i realized how much that PK saved my research career. Thank you. You are a good person! Zeeptian - Thank you from the bottom of my heart for creating this server. I will be adding more to this list so please don't lock it. Finally, I want to say this. Thank you all so much to the best gaming experience i have ever had. I love you all. -Robert 'Tomato' Peterson “We’ll meet again, Don’t know where, don’t know when, But I know we’ll meet again, Some sunny day.” – Vera Lynn

well...... uhhhhhh..... dont know what to say uhhhhh..... This is awkward... uhhhhh..... I am not pulling a full Gordan and resigning from everything but rather focusing on another branch. I have not been too active lately either rather I was focusing on another branch. I also realize that I can be mediocre in 2 branches or be great in one. So I am choosing to be great in one. I will be +supporting (or -supporting) apps for my replacement but I wish the best to all. Sorry I did this again I know this is my like 69th resignation. I guess I just have had trouble finding where I fit in and have finally found it. I also will not end with a cringy song this time. Rather this song. We're no strangers to love You know the rules and so do I A full commitment's what I'm thinking of You wouldn't get this from any other guy I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you We've known each other for so long Your heart's been aching but you're too shy to say it Inside we both know what's been going on We know the game and we're gonna play it And if you ask me how I'm feeling Don't tell me you're too blind to see Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you (Give you up) (Ooh) Never gonna give, never gonna give (Give you up) We've known each other for so long Your heart's been aching but you're too shy to say it Inside we both know what's been going on We know the game and we're gonna play it I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling Gotta make you understand Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye

Hey RnD this is really hard for me but I think I have to do it. I am resigning as you know from the title. This is my reason RnD quota I cant meet every week and I have a IRL life I need to attend to. Woking on a server and making bank for it. And it just isnt fun anymore. I am sorry for leave with this but I think its the right thing to. These are people I appreciate Gordan: is a minge.... JK i love you daddy and GET SEA OF THEIVES NOW Loki: a really nice guy really funny and knows what he is doing future High Command Apple: When I got command that when I met you and you where super cool and still are! vindertech: MORE THE CRINGE TECTH was in janitor and really cool now look at you all High command now Neo: really good at rolls geez he got 1 million dollars from me..... Protege: anime weeb and cringe..... Atlas: WOOO WOOO And everyone else Thank you for all the memories.....

Oh boy this is a sad day and on the month where I started this hell of a ride RESEARCH My home my place my family away from family this was the first branch I had even join and I'm happy I can leave in peace i may not have been god at what I did but I had fun while doing it thanks to this whole branch for a place where i can use my inner brain for =HCMD= =Starstep= The man the flesh the Mute(Ish) strange serious but also fun at times thank you for your time as HCMD and if you dont get O5 ima cry =Gladdos= Robots are your thing huh? keep it that way Shot for the stars my friend and shot for them for as long as you can Congrats on HOR and make it to DORS =D/SAW= Huh got removed as AR retrained u and your ALREADY HCMD damn nice one dude You will make a GREAT HOR keep it up =SCMD= =Tomato= Damn if it wasn't for this man i wouldn't have be here or for at least for long Thanks for makeing my dreams of CMD come true thanks man and GL on HCMD =Slurmp= We may not have talked as much but from the times we did I can hear your dedication Inside Keep up the great work man =LCMD= =Mitchel= Mitch the mute huh? well it doesn't matter i know you will make a great SCMD one day just you wait =Recon= Recon Congrats on RA but dont stop their go for higher goals higher HIGHER HIIIGGGHHHERRR hahah =Jummy= You where one of if not the greatest person i have even made on the branch HELL EVEN THE SERVER you where always there for me when i felt down and didn't want to get up and thank you for that. Now finish what i tried to do and get RA for me wont you? =Moonrose= Hello Moonrose why stop at the moon go for Mars HELL go for the sun i know you can do it that is if you can put your mind to it... =Dylan Elder= Like slurmp we did't talk much but we did good at times so keep it up =Eyelander= hahah funni sword go BRRRRRRR nahh jk thanks for the help i know you have goal to hit on this server so go for it =Ceese= Wow first RS good job go for the next rank will ya? the ride ever ends IT ONLY IMPROVES =Bagel= So how's RND Like? I might join that now that I'm leaving but even though we did't talk much in research I know were good buds so keep it up =Enlisted of note= =LR Monika= Monika its sad to see you go but i'll be joining you now soo keep it up and go for it =LR Gaming Goat= Yoo one of the best LR's i've seen all i see in him is command building blocks just waiting to be built so go for it bud MAKE IT TO JCMD =Other Enlisted= Effort doesn't just come with skill it takes time, perseverance and dont give up when things look bad just turn it around into something good =Final Notes for research= Thank you research THANK YOU FOR GIVEING ME A PLACE TO CALL HOME AND REMEBER GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE...… So when your stumped always ask for help. help is everything Best of luck and love Zack Schmidt Morden FORMER KCM/RM

WELP I CANT SAY I THOUGHT THIS WOULD HAPPEN. i always thought that i would stay in SPRT forever.... that was a lie i did like SPRT and i still do, but i want to have other opportunities with other tac departments. i do hope the best for MAGIC, HANXI, DARK, FROG (still waiting for you to make me the state receptionists) AND SMITH. i really do hope the best for all of you and 1RS07 going 10-07 thank you all. ALSO BEANS YOU ARE HECKING FUNNY.

Now i know my time here in CI was a relativity a short one but you guys are one hell of a gang. I will miss the raiding to the foundation and all the hijinks i did while in this branch. There's is one person i would like to say to and that is towards Box. My man, you and your bro were honestly the most funniest peeps in this server and i wouldn't trade you guy's commentary for anything. But you all are wondering, why am i leaving? Well to be honest, its work man. Work has made me into one busy bee and with the hours they are giving to me now then say from last year is a big change. So for now i must focus on work. Maybe one day when work has lessen down on me and i become more open, i can think about a return. But for now, i think leaving is the best course of action. What can say, Raul Out.

So, to start this off I will not be gone forever I WILL BE BACK . I am doing this because I do not have the time to manage real life and the server. There have many people I have been close to that have resigned like Soviet and Jack, and others still here like Starstep, Weiss and Phill. Now onto shoutouts. Zealous : You have been one of my closest friends that was with me since the beginning. I love ya Starstep : Didn't really know you until you got into command but you have been one of my close friends on the server and even passed me to DHoR. Phill : You were one of my guiding lights especially when I was in ET. Congrats on your SD and maybe O5 promo later Weiss : You were my main guiding light in research and helped me all the way to FD. Congrats on DoRS. D : You were a really good friend in research. keep it up and you will get FD and maybe HCMD. Zack Morden : You crazy son of a bitch actually made it to command. Good luck in your endeavors in research and GENSEC. Karen : YOU BETTER GET THAT DAMN DHoR SLOT OR ILL BE MAD. Squash : SAME AS KAREN, YOU BOTH DESERVE IT. Leo : Good luck in command my guy. Love you Tomato : One of the funniest people in research. Should do a stand up comedy act for us, change my mind. Kuma: Never really saw or communicated with you but you did a damn good job getting research here. Get DoRS after weiss my guy. Femboy : Wheately minge Research as a whole: I will always love you. I have been through the dark days of research and the golden days. Goodbye and keep active.

Was fun time, stabbed lots of people, danced better than Mary, pulled a funny during the Halloween disguise event and chilled in dblock as an actual CI member, pretended to be Dr. Bright in those MONKE events, killed a lot of dclass, minged a lot :3, called hawk a nerd approximately 200-400 times, joined every branch at least once, made an economy reset happen (technically), spent 32 hours straight on SCPRP only to go to sleep right before the thing I was staying up for, went from trainee to sgt in just over 1 day in gensec, mined a hell of a lot of cash, got the jackpot on the wheel SO MANY TIMES, first to get the -100bil on the wheel, stopped a dblock riot with a knife, cleared gensec from dblock with a knife, did more knife things. Hopefully everybody that has interacted with me has had a good interaction, also I might wanna come back some day, hope to see SCPRP lookin better than ever (also how is that CI mega suit thingy going? haven't been on since it was released, heard it was op) uhh I'm inactive so like bye cause I haven't played for over 10 days since I came back from the LOA, also don't wanna take up any slots for any branches, so here is my high quality resignation, lots of effort put in here. byeeeeeeeeeee (also hawk will always be a nerd, don't ever tell him I said that) Also this means pwease remove me from all branches ty wuv u (as you can tell, I have never made a resignation before) (also how much do you wanna bet, each word in this resignation correlates to a knife kill) First to reply is a nerd

So yeah its time I'm gonna go bye bye. But before I go here are some dad jokes. What rock group has four men that don't sing? Mount Rushmore. When I was a kid, my mother told me I could be anyone I wanted to be. Turns out, identity theft is a crime. A guy goes to his doctor because he can see into the future. The doctor asks him, "How long have you suffered from that condition?" The guy tells him, "Since next Monday." What do sprinters eat before a race? Nothing, they fast! What concert costs just 45 cents? 50 Cent featuring Nickelback! What do you call a mac 'n' cheese that gets all up in your face? Too close for comfort food! Why couldn't the bicycle stand up by itself? It was two tired! Did you hear about the restaurant on the moon? Great food, no atmosphere! Why do melons have weddings? Because they cantaloupe! How many apples grow on a tree? All of them! yeah so bye. I'm not really good at goodbyes.

Well, I never expected to end up ever making a Resignation. But everything must come to a end sooner or later. But when a chapter closes a new one opens. Badger - One of the first people I became friends with on the server. Really cool and chill dude hope you get a Marshal Commander one day. Hobbs - Another person who I first met when I joined Naval. From the times when you beat me with a wrench to the times we had shootouts on the Bridge. *and the times where I arrested you O_O* Overall really nice dude when you got to know him abit. Keep doing Wat your doing. TAlila - Really funny person (Should've joined EO) But in all seriousness I hope you get a high position in Naval one day. RJ - Another funny dude always made a sad of dramatic situation into a hilarious one. Hope you get Admiral one day Jardarn - Also another Person I met when I was midway into my Naval career. Great person easy to talk and also funny. Hope you rank up in your battalions Anteater / Grant - You and Vayadez were a amazing duo really funny in TS and also (It might have been my fault SF got pked one time ) Matrix - My first ever ST friend. From the days when we had the same rank from being in Scouts and when we went our separate ways into different battalions and met back in SF and left for Naval. I hope you get Marshal one day. Huntt - The best SuperAdmin no cap. Hope you get farther in Staff and continue to make people happy. (BTW thanks for the rocket launchers ) Joe - The only Naval that I haven't seen rage once or get mad at anything you are always chill and easy to talk to and be friends with. Hope you get HC one day. Egag - Old Captain Gang. Hope you get Admiral one day and don't retire anytime soon. Timm - Pretty cool VCMDR really chill. Old EO gang hope you get CMDR one day. Emoo - Chill person haven't heard you been mad once. Old EO Gang . Hope you rank up in Naval. Kev - Really nice person heard you got Boss in IC. Best of luck to you hope you can find people for the rest of the Delta spots . Daki - The first girl I met on the server really chill even though I killed you multiple times really nice person. Probably the only person on GL I would simp over. Omega - Cool Marshal or IF now I think but from my time in SF you let me fly transports and ultimately crashing I only wish you for the best in the community. Now, to my 31st bois. I know that I haven't really been able to see you grow as of my computer situation. But I have really good faith in the current 31st Command that they will be there for you and will lead you into the right direction. I know that the battalions numbers have dropped to a all time low. Let this not discourage you. But continue to be active and help the battalion grow and you will be rewarded. Now onto Purge, While I really havent been in the battalion to long I would like to say the experiences I have made with some of you I will never forget you or the battalion. Finally Naval, The first battalion that I actually was really active in. I have seen many people come and go and friends come and go. This was really my primary battalion till I joined Purge this was the battalion in which I had the most fun and enjoyed the most and I wish you all a farewell for now.. Though you are probably thinking I'm most likely not returning. Well, I'm not done with this server just yet.. BTW if any of you guys wanna play Xbox DM me on discord Fuck I made two

Well, I never expected to end up ever making a Resignation. But everything must come to a end sooner or later. But when a chapter closes a new one opens. Badger - One of the first people I became friends with on the server. Really cool and chill dude hope you get a Marshal Commander one day. Hobbs - Another person who I first met when I joined Naval. From the times when you beat me with a wrench to the times we had shootouts on the Bridge. *and the times where I arrested you O_O* Overall really nice dude when you got to know him abit. Keep doing Wat your doing. TAlila - Really funny person (Should've joined EO) But in all seriousness I hope you get a high position in Naval one day. RJ - Another funny dude always made a sad of dramatic situation into a hilarious one. Hope you get Admiral one day Jardarn - Also another Person I met when I was midway into my Naval career. Great person easy to talk and also funny. Hope you rank up in your battalions Anteater / Grant - You and Vayadez were a amazing duo really funny in TS and also (It might have been my fault SF got pked one time ) Matrix - My first ever ST friend. From the days when we had the same rank from being in Scouts and when we went our separate ways into different battalions and met back in SF and left for Naval. I hope you get Marshal one day. Huntt - The best SuperAdmin no cap. Hope you get farther in Staff and continue to make people happy. (BTW thanks for the rocket launchers ) Joe - The only Naval that I haven't seen rage once or get mad at anything you are always chill and easy to talk to and be friends with. Hope you get HC one day. Egag - Old Captain Gang. Hope you get Admiral one day and don't retire anytime soon. Timm - Pretty cool VCMDR really chill. Old EO gang hope you get CMDR one day. Emoo - Chill person haven't heard you been mad once. Old EO Gang . Hope you rank up in Naval. Kev - Really nice person heard you got Boss in IC. Best of luck to you hope you can find people for the rest of the Delta spots . Daki - The first girl I met on the server really chill even though I killed you multiple times really nice person. Probably the only person on GL I would simp over. Omega - Cool Marshal or IF now I think but from my time in SF you let me fly transports and ultimately crashing I only wish you for the best in the community. Now, to my 31st bois. I know that I haven't really been able to see you grow as of my computer situation. But I have really good faith in the current 31st Command that they will be there for you and will lead you into the right direction. I know that the battalions numbers have dropped to a all time low. Let this not discourage you. But continue to be active and help the battalion grow and you will be rewarded. Now onto Purge, While I really havent been in the battalion to long I would like to say the experiences I have made with some of you I will never forget you or the battalion. Finally Naval, The first battalion that I actually was really active in. I have seen many people come and go and friends come and go. This was really my primary battalion till I joined Purge this was the battalion in which I had the most fun and enjoyed the most and I wish you all a farewell for now.. Though you are probably thinking I'm most likely not returning. Well, I'm not done with this server just yet..