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Hey there. Hi, miss me? No you don't. As I'm sure some of you have seen, I've gone very inactive as of late, and some of you in command may have seen the issues I've been having in certain channels. So I'm sure some of you are wondering what's going on. On the GL side of things: Research is hard to deal with. There's not enough command, enlisted are hard to get on, and sometimes it does feel like I'm taking care of a bunch of babies. (Looking at you, Domz.) But in the end I still enjoyed playing on the server, and I still loved the community built around it. The little issues were enough to bear. That doesn't mean I'm completely happy, I'm still frustrated with how certain things were handled and how certain stuff went down. It's honestly all a blur cause... well... most of it was kind of pointless in retrospect. But I'm not glad about how Research is doing right now. I know leaving as one of few real leaders in the branch isn't the best, but I figured they'll have to find some way to work that out, and then improve from there... hopefully. And why I'm primarily resigning, well, is entirely different. If you really want to see, highlight the giant white line below, only cause it may worry some. Recently, I have had a slew of depressive episodes, due to real life drama, general stress with school, past traumatizing events, and more. This has caused me to get to a state of near disrepair, where I barely took care of myself both mentally and physically, never worrying about myself, and only others. This all culminated in a suicide attempt recently, but I thankfully did not go through with it. I'm going to attempt to go back into therapy, and focus on real life health more than ever. I will stress that GamingLight has not caused any of this mental stress, or has led to that extreme level of sadness, but I just know I am not in a state to be command, or hell, really be enlisted either right now. I've been prioritizing focusing on real life more than GamingLight, and I'm proud of that, but I'm afraid for that I will have to cut it out of my life for a while. Last time I resigned, it was for similar reasons actually. Not the same level, but still. So when I come back expect something worse! (/j) So for all those reasons, I have to leave for a bit. Most people would probably give final messages to their friends, so I guess I should do the same. High Command - Please try your best and be open to input. I want this branch to succeed dearly, and you're kind of responsible for that... so... NydeKore - Well, you're resigning too. So many High Command gone within a few days, really fucking sad. Anyways, you were always my favourite and you always seemed the most open, although that may be biased. If you ever wanna play something together then I'd be open to it. Tyler - Blessed soul, a fucking angel you are, Tyler. Always saw the best in people and always wanted to help the branch, but still knew when to let other command shine and when to step back from things. I'm still pissed about that one time you made me supervise your SCP-106 MT, but I'm willing to forgive and forget. Earl - Guy I told first about all of this. Golden Age command member, as well as a generally likeable dude. Probably the most chaotically fruity guy I've ever known, as well as the funniest. Even through stoic speech, you always made me laugh. We never ended up finishing that one lore series, maybe we'll get to when I return. Avalon - We didn't really talk, but Christ, you do work. Was fun to talk to for the brief moments we did talk. Phill - →Top 10 most DEVASTATING resignations in Research!!!← Okay but for real, sorry to hear about why you left. You were a really cool and calm guy to talk to from what I remember. Hope you're doing okay! BillyBob - Tall in spirit. Always lit up the room, and whilst sometimes annoying, did still put a reluctant smile on my face. Hearing you go full tactical rambling mode during RFA ops was always nice, made it feel so much more in Role-Play and fun. Speaking of RFA... Domz - I'm not even gonna lie, you're dumb as hell. Sometimes it was funny dumb but other times... jeez. Barely talks during command meetings and does bare minimum like... dude. If you want to resign or something please just say it, it's kind of infuriating. Aside from that: have fun with RFA. Other Command - Please do me a solid: Work together, learn from mistakes, don't overwork yourself, and never ever prioritize GL over your real life. Do not become engulfed in a frankly corny and stupid GL server. Alright, that should be it. If I missed you, it's not cause I don't know you, or hate you, but it's just cause, well... this isn't really a goodbye. Think of it more like an LOA... just way longer. Remember: It's stupid G-Mod, but that doesn't mean it's all pointless. Thanks to anyone who read, from people who know me, or don't. And incase I don't see ya: Good morning, good afternoon, and good night!

Name: Noah REmiX Reason: [All great things have to come to an end] I have lost all interests into Garry's Mod BIG MESSAGE: Well, it's been 8 months since I joined this community. I was hoping to stay here for at least a year, but I think it's time I leave. This is probably the most common reason why people leave or resign, and I think I will fall in their footsteps and resign for the same reason. If your confused then just read the next sentence. What's the point of playing a game or working some where if you don't like playing that game or doing that job? Yeah, so just think about that. Anyways I guess I will do some mentions, I also am going to mention some departments. S.R.T: Damn SRT is fun. All the people in it are amazing, funny , active and mature. I really enjoyed meeting some people that I hadn't met before through that department. EMS: EMS was fun when I was in it. I remember having weird as shit conversations while waiting for someone to die, so I could revive them. The department is very amazing as well. State: I resigned a couple of days ago, but I can still mention it so idc. I didn't really get far in it but all the people in it are nice. Staff: (I know it's not a department but I am mentioning it anyways) In one word I would describe staff as 'EPIC'. Epic mentions: Matthew: Best pro head of staff Myan: Protec dos tacos mate Calamity: Get Head Admin, you deserve it. Also you are a epic JMT member and chill MiKeY: Good luck with commander and you're a real GAYMERR Freeze: Best SWAT Commander ever Ronin: Get the second commander spot for SWAT Springs: Damn we have known each other for about 7 months. Also I love you No homo Torty: Another person that I have known for way to long. You were the won that helped me get onto the staff team and were a great staff member Lil Yachty: Not sure if I spelt your name right. Anyways you were one of the three main people that helped me succeed in staff Masterson: Best staff member and also helped me a lot with staff. Epicly funny Will: Will is will Alton: One of the best Police HC members ever Bennett: (You probably wont ever read this but uhh) I still remember those nights on SCP-RP >:) Igneous: Amazing TTT server Munchies: Writes a book on every post he makes on the forums. Also amazing JMT member Blitzton: MiKeY is being a gaymerr and a great commander. no worries about srt. Th3: Funny as hell and was an epic HoS Sour Patch Kid: I remember the good old days of AAD. Such fun times Assault: Best bank robber ViperKimg: You're doing great with SX, and you are very nice. Sion: Sion is another realy gaymer Cornthecanadian: Minge Ender: You're an amazing EMS member and an awesome staff member. I hope to see you as a Senior Admin one day SpadeH: Spade is spade I guess Cammy: What's a 10-20??! Jayden: One of the best staff members Rocco Rex: Keep up the tac shorts thing uhhhhhhh idk who else to add uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I mean this is already enough so I might as well stop XD Sorry If I didn't mention you. Those are the people that mean the most to me in this community. I will be posting a resignation/ 48hrs notice for anything I am in linking this. This is SRT SGT Noah REmiX 1R17 and SM Noah REmiX 1C29 going 10-7 for the final time. Goodbye