I'm sorry that you feel this way towards me, and I'm sorry if I have ever hurt your feeling in the past. It has been half a year ago, so I don't remember much of the specifics of what I have done, but what I do know for certain is that I have chilled out since then. Anytime I'm in the server I try to either make other people laugh, or have a good/chill time. I do understand that the ban appeals didn't seem "serious", but I was honestly just trying to get other people to either smile or laugh at it with no intention of harm. (That's what I can somewhat remember reading back on it.) I never mean any malice in my statements, if someone were to confront me that they didn't like something that I said towards them, I would be understanding and apologize to them nowadays.
You have brought up all valid points, especially your last point, but I am being 100 percent serious. With the over half a year I haven't interacted much with Gaminglight, and the people in this community, I have sincerely changed.
(I am so sorry, I hate being nitpicky, but those warns shown at the bottom was during my time in staff where warns were given out to other players not me.)