I am formally resigning from Everything in SCP-RP. The reasons are as follows:
- My anxiety disorder cant properly handle the stress.
- The community is overly toxic.
- Some command members are corrupt.
- I was thinking about leaving anyway. I want to play different games than the same old thing.
- I know I already listed it but here it is again: Anxiety
- The feeling of always having to be on tears through me and activates my anxiety
- Anxiety
- Anxiety
- Always worrying that I did something wrong
- So..... a lot Anxiety
RP Servers are just not healthy for my mental state. Half the time I wake up in the middle of the night just thinking about the server. Do not be over burdened like me. If you are having thoughts of suicide call
1-800-273-8255
I suggest that if you are having anxiety related to the server you should probably just stop. I should have done this a long time ago.
Shout out to some of the people I like
- Cogs: Wonderful friend
- Bacon: Awesome guy
- Jack: I will miss being under your command bud
- Nefario: I will miss being under your command also.
- Beanz: Also pretty cool guy
- Innacurate:
- Borealis : Aurora Borealis
- Mint: Always liked you
- Surge: Wrongly removed
- Kami: Always pog
- Smokey: Glad you trained me for medical
- Brick: Will take my spot in medical someday
- Lew: Minge (jk <3)
I was gonna make a list of people I hate but it would not be a professional resignation if that was the case.
Here are some lyrics to my favorite Fallout NV song.
Heartaches by the number, troubles by the score
Everyday you love me less, each day I love you more
Yes, I've got heartaches by the number, a love that I can't win
But the day that I stop counting, that's the day my world will end
Heartache number one was when you left me
I never knew that I could hurt this way
And heartache number two was when you came back again
You came back but never meant to stay
Yes, I've got
Heartaches by the number, troubles by the score
Everyday you love me less, each day I love you more
Yes, I've got heartaches by the number, a love that I can't win
But the day that I stop counting, that's the day my world will end
Heartache number three was when you called me
And said that you were coming back to stay
With hopeful heart I waited for your knock on the door
I waited but you must have lost your way
Yes, I've got
Heartaches by the number, troubles by the score
Everyday you love me less, each day I love you more
Yes, I've got heartaches by the number, a love that I can't win
But the day that I stop counting, that's the day my world will end
Here are the lyrics to my favorite slipknot song
Undo these chains, my friend, I'll show you the rage I've hidden
Perish the sacrament, swallow but nothing's forgiven
You and I can't decide which of us was taken for granted
Make amends, some of us are destined to be outlived
[Chorus]
Step inside, see the Devil in I
Too many times we've let it come to this
Step inside, see the Devil in I
You'll realize I'm not your Devil anymore
[Verse 2]
Under the words of men, something is tempting the father
Where is your will, my friend? Insatiates never even bother
You and I, wrong or right, traded a lie for the leverage
In between the lens in light, you're not what you seem
[Chorus]
Step inside, see the Devil in I
Too many times we've let it come to this
Step inside, see the Devil in I
You'll realize I'm not your Devil
I'm not your Devil anymore
[Bridge]
Your station is abandoned
Fooled you 'cause I know what you've done
Sensation, deprivation
You should've burned when you turned on everyone
[Chorus]
So step inside, see the Devil in I
Too many times we've let it come to this
Step inside, see the Devil in I
I know you'll find your answers in the end
Step inside, see the Devil in I
You'll realize I'm not your Devil anymore
[Outro]
So step inside
Step inside
See the devil in I
See the devil in I