I disappear

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In-game Name: Gordan SteamID: STEAM_0:0:200603404 DiscordID: fetus deletus#0594 What division do you want to join (Military or R&D): R&D How would you rank your knowledge of the lore? 7/10 Why should you be in Chaos Insurgency? (75 word minimum) I should be in CI R&D because I have good knowledge of the lore and have done research a lot on this server. I used to be a lead researcher, Medical Research supervisor, and used to be an SRIC in CI R&D before it became it's own branch. This shows I am very well experienced with research. I also used to be command in Medical, Maintenance, and CI R&D (SRIC was a command rank at that time IIRC). Overall this shows that I can do my job as CI R&D and do it well. What is something that sets you apart from other applicants? - Former command in 3 branches (2 if you do not count the old CI R&D) - I have done many research logs and have graded many research logs also (in old CI R&D and in Medical Research) - Experienced How active can you be? Can be on at least 1 hour every day Do you have both Teamspeak and Discord: Yes *Please note you can get removed at anytime if violating the SOP or being inactive for 3-4 days

Sike Got a number one victory royale Yeah fortnite we bout to get down (get down) Ten kills on the board right now Just wiped out tomato town My friends just go down I’ve revived him now we’re heading south bound Now we’re in the pleasant park streets Look at the map go to the mark sheets Take me to your Xbox to play fortnite today You can take me to moist mire but not loot lake I would really love to, chug with you We can be pro fortnite gamers He said hey broski You got some heals and a shield pot I need healing and I am only at one HP Hey dude sorry, I found nothing on the safari I checked the upstairs of that house but not the underneath yet There’s a chest that’s just down there The storm is coming fast and you need heals to prepare I’ve V-Bucks that I’ll spend More than you can contend I’m a cool pro fortntie gamer Cool pro fortntie ga- Take me to your Xbox to play fortnite today You can take me to moist mire but not loot lake I really love to, chug with you We can be pro fortnite gamers La la la la la ee a La la la la la ee a La la la la la ee a Yeah you be my pro fortnite gamer Pro fortnite gamer Can we get a win this weekend Take me to loot lake Let’s change the game mode and we can disco dominate We’ll top an ATK take me to the zone I’m running kinda low on mats I need to break some stone Dressed in all these fancy clothes He’s got Renegade Raider And he’s probably a pro He just shot my back I turn back and I attack I just got a victory royale A victory royale Take me to your Xbox to play fortnite today You can take me to moist mire but not loot lake I really love to, chug with you We can be pro fortnite gamers

Welp....... I said I would not do this AGAIN but here I am. The last couple of times I have resigned were out of anger and not thought. So naturally when I hot over my anger I came back. This time it is because I actually quit. 1st reason: This game is no longer fun for me. It feels like a job. I do not have fun. The purpose of a game is for it to be fun. What is the point of a video game if it is not fun? 2nd reason: School wears me down. I am passing school and everything but everyday after school I get physically tired and want to take a nap. 3rd reason: After school activities. I am in my schools robotics team. They need me. It is also enjoyable and I love programming. 4th reason: Family. Whenever I am on the server I just do not spend enough time with my family. I do not go shopping with them or anything because of me just being constantly on the server. 5th reason: What is the point? If I kept going and eventually got O5 what is the point? What do I get out of it besides some virtual power? I guess I would make some friends but are they truly your friends? Do they just want to be your friend because they are high up? Why should I try and continue? 6th reason: Expectations. The expectations are too high. They expect you to be on everyday of your life. I just can not. I have a life that I like living. 7th reason: I need to spend time with my friends. I neglect them. I choose the server over them I am a bad friend. 8th reason: I plan on getting a job soon. Once I get a job I will have nowhere near enough time for this. The real reason I took my LOA was this. Contemplating this. I thought over this for 5 days. Now.... Here is Somewhere I belong by Linkin Park When this began, I had nothing to say And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find that I'm not the only person with these things in mind (inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I got left to feel (nothing to lose) Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, And the fault is my own I want to heal, I want to feel, What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long (erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I want to heal, I want to feel Like I'm close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I've got nothing to say I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find that it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (so what am I?) What do I have but negativity? 'Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me (nothing to lose) Nothing to gain, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, And the fault is my own I want to heal, I want to feel, What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I've held so long (erase all the pain 'till it's gone) I want to heal, I want to feel Like I'm close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong I will never know myself until I do this on my own And I will never feel, Anything else until my wounds are healed I will never be Anything 'til I break away from me And I will break away, and find myself today I want to heal, I want to feel What I thought was never real I want to let go of the pain I felt so long (erase all the pain til it's gone) I want to heal, I want to feel, Like I'm close to something real I want to find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong I want to heal I want to feel like I'm, Somewhere I belong, I want to heal I want to feel like I'm somewhere I belong Somewhere I belong AND I do not want reserves. I will not come back.

No mention me? *cries* We will miss you

God damn it Crystal

+/- + Great Member + Not Mingey - Inexperienced (You just made your forums account on Sunday) you also have joined maintenance only 2 and a half weeks ago. -I do not personally like the response to number 7. It is a little short. I also would not call an AOS on a measly JR. I would deal with it myself by ordering him back to bunks and if he does not comply well then it is an instant removal. Whatever the outcome is. I hope you stay in maintenance because you are an awesome Maintenance Professional!

+support Is currently command in Gensec Knows what he is doing Trusted

-support Recent thing that came out.

+SUPPORT YES

+support no one uses the radio we got TS. TS is also in character for almost all of the OPS channels. +support no one uses the radio we got TS. TS is also in character for almost all of the OPS channels. Also do not add the police radio. That got tried back on Site-05 and it did not work at all.

HARD -support from me

-support Awww u didnt mention me *cries*

+/- support +Is the most active professional currently +Is active -App is a little short -Some grammar mistakes in app Was on surface -support I wish you the best of luck and to keep doing good work.

Name: Gordan Rank: AMM/CSM Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:200603404 How would you rate your activity (1-10): 10 Notes: Never gonna give you up never gonna let you down. (Also I am on pretty much everyday)

+support -serious -good at job

+support -senior command in CI and Maintenance -well known -trusted

-support Rule: Please follow the format below. You MUST meet the word requirements. If denied you can reapply when told. Do not reply to your application. Feel free to edit it, however.

-support Dissed him in the app and in game

So the map that is currently posted was for the original map and does not tell all of what this Gaminglight edited version has. So I have used gimp to edit the image to make the map better. I hope you find a use for it.

In-Game Name: Gordan SteamID (Ex. STEAM_0:1:123456789) STEAM_0:0:200603404 What is your ULX Rank?: Bronze What is your RP Rank?: AMM (Assistant Maintenance Manager or Maintenance Assistant Manager however you want to say it) What is your timezone?: EST How would you rate your knowledge of the SCP world? (1-10): 7 Do you have any experience as a Gamemaster or Event Planner? (If so, explain it): I do not. How Active are you? (1/10): 9 (on every day for the most part) How many warns do you have? (Across all Gaminglight Servers): 0 Why should we allow you to be an Event Team Member (150+ Words)?: You should allow me to be event team because I have previous experience with the tools you get (I used to be Senior Mod a long time ago). I also am a very creative person and can create fun and role-play enhancing events. I have also been in many branches over my time in this server. I was in CI Military, CI RND, Nu-7, Gensec, Research, Medical, and what I am currently in, Maintenance. I think I should be trusted with the event team power because I was previously a senior mod and have not gotten punished on staff at all during my time there. I would like to interact with more people that may be new or I have just never interacted with before. I will also try to do events with multiple branches involved so nobody gets left out. I am also a command member which shows that I was trusted by other people and that I can be trusted. Lastly, you should allow me because I am extremely active. I am on almost every day. Describe an event you could create (The more specific the better): I could host an SCP story contest. I would bring the people who want to be included in the event room and hire 2 judges (which will be other event team members/staff or some command members). The people who want to present will present there ideas on stage to everyone. The other people will just watch. They will then get up to 30 points (10 from each judge). The people with below 20 points will get kicked out. The next round will be the people who scored above a 20 and they will pitch another SCP idea on stage. This time the threshold will be raised to 25. Then the last round will be up against the people who scored a 25 or higher on the second round. This round the judges will not score but at the end of the round the judges pick who pitched the best SCP. The winner will get a gun (I am thinking MP40 since you can craft it as D-Class so it would not be an unfair advantage). 2nd and 3rd place will get a small in game cash prize out of my pocket. Have you read the Event Team Guidelines?: Yes I have What is your favorite SCP? Why? My favorite overall SCP is SCP-079. I just like it mostly because I love tech and I program in my free time. It is also just curious to me how a full blown AI can run on just 768k of ram and just on just a 700 megabyte hard drive. I also just general have an interest in old tech like 079. SCP-079 runs on an Exidy Sorcerer which was made back in 1978.

+support

+support Active Not Mingey

It should not IMO. D-Class can just chill there with no consequence.

+/- support leaning towards - Great app but I have never seen you on