Steam Name: Voxis
Ingame Name: Voxis King
SteamID: STEAM_0:0:53787030
Ban Length: Perm
Admin that Banned you: Fame
Reason for Ban: Community Blacklist// Perma// Do not come back
Dispute: So let me start off by saying this, to get everything out of the way. I decided to start up another community with another person because I decided to be arrogant and not know how serious of an issue it would ultimately become. Player poaching was a thing that I was hit with due to people coming with us (by us I mean the people who who started up the community) and to really be honest, Closeman and Laureline were the 2 who player poached ultimately. I only asked my close friends who barely played on GL and they came on their own free will. I made it as clear as humanly possible that they didn't have to, but since I was friends with them they decided they wanted to come and help. Not long after this, I decided to leave due to things not working out, so about 1 week into my ban, I went completely solo. I felt terrible for what I had done, so from the day I left, I started doing my own thing.
Throughout the time of my ban, I was assisting SMT members with things that were helping out the community, particularly helping hunt down blacklisted players that were causing mayhem to the community as a whole. I know what I done was as wrong as could be but what these guys were doing was completely unforgivable. I WANT TO MAKE THIS AS CLEAR AS POSSIBLE, I was NOT assisting Vibez or Nandy. I know my name was thrown around, and I assure you, I absolutely hate these guys. Those 2 as a whole is an example of somebody I don't want to be associated with.
Now, to get to why I want to be unbanned and come back to the community. In short, I threw a diamond away for a rock, and I hate that I did that because I love this community. I gave a lot of time, effort, tears and pain to the community. Watching people make it really far, to either quit or be blacklisted. To see those I care about get demoted for not being active or doing stupid things when I tried and tried to help them out in the end. Gaminglight was my second home, and I loved everyone here. I became super close with everyone, and it was one of the few communities who accepted who I was and I could've never asked for more. The true intentions I had were to never hurt, but to help. I hate hurting people and I hate hurting things that were looking to expand or grow in ways that would have been beneficial. I look at everyone here as if they were my online family, I could go to a lot of you for help and support if I needed it, and you guys could come to me for the same, and you did. Now, on to the even more real talk.
Zeeptin: I want to be able to come in and assist in every way humanly possible. This is a community that I grew in and found out what made my personality click. I never got to thank you for the great community you had made 5 years ago. I honestly enjoyed the advice you gave if I needed it. If it helps, I'll even go as far as signing something that says I can't do anything more to hurt the community other than me leaving OR if you shut down the community (if either of the two options ever came over the radar). If I messed up, I legally have to leave.
Snar: You as a manager, couldn't ask for more. You gave me a lot of advice and I took a lot of it. If I ever needed something in specific I would always come to you or Fame. We were pretty close I'd like to say. I hate that I threw our trust away, if anything I would love to earn all of that back.
Fame: This one is special haha. Whenever you were the head of staff BEFORE the recent events, no staff member could get past you. You were like a little brother to me so I had to make sure I was setting the ways acted to help you. You looked up to me in a way that was helpful and I hate that I threw all of your trust and friendship away at the time. Mark my words on this, I will not let you down anymore again if I am able to come back. I want to help as much as humanly possible and will do whatever I have to do in order to do what needs to be done.
Myan: You were my commander in SWAT and probably one of the few close people I had aside from those mentioned and a couple of others. I let you down by being so reckless with my actions and if I do come back, I promise you that I won't ever let you down again. If you know me, you know that I never go back on my promises.
To everyone else: I never meant for this to happen. A lot of you know who I am, how I operated, and how I could be. But at the end of the day, I ultimately came to help. If anyone ever needed anything I was always there. I was always helpful to everyone. I want to come back into the community not to harm or hurt, but to help and assist in every way humanly possible. I'm willing to take other punishments within the community if people feel that it needs to be done that way. I miss my second family, I miss my second home. From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely apologize and I really do hope you guys consider my return to this community.
-Thank you,
Voxis
