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To: [email protected]

From: [email protected]

Subject: The Truth

To say this right now, yes, I have gone insane to the point of no return. You all have read my medical papers. You have seen what I have become over this past week. I am glad you know this, as I don't have to explain why I am going to be rambling like a mad man! Yes, a mad man. A man of insanity beyond what is given. The reason I send you this mail is for a very good reason. Yes! A reason I shall explain soon, but for now, read on what I have to say before I get taken without sharing what I have found. But first, I want to talk about before I became a ██. You probably know this by now, but if I end up dead and someone sees this randomly, then at least people can know when and where I started to break.

I started out just like any other MTF. I was a security for the foundation. We dealt with D Class a lot, but it was honestly fun. Shooting some of them really helped get rid of the anger, and the fun to deal with the ones that escaped made be feel like a hunter looking for prey, but the most important keyword is killing. You see, you all know this by now, but if you don't somehow know, then I will explain real quick. When a D Class dies, they return back to the cells, with no memory of what happened, but still themselves with personality and other things that make them... you know, them. At first, I was shocked, but I got used to it. It might be a secret way for the foundation to save money, and I had seen weirder and worse s███ than that. However, things got weirder when one day, when I was with an LCPL going through LCZ when suddenly, a D Class knocks him dead and smashes him to pieces. I was dealing with other D Class at the time, and he was dragged off before he was killed, but god it was still horrific remembering what his body looked like. It was only a few seconds after I got back to the bunks that I saw him well and alive like nothing touched him. He acted the same as when D Class died, no memory of that moment, but he does remember stuff before the death and remained the same as nothing harmed him in the slightest. I asked around, and I found out that everyone finds it normal. People back in the bunks talked about it at times, and even joked around it, which worried me, but I slowly forgot about it.

One day is when my whole world was changed. I died for the first time. I didn't remember, but someone was able to describe it to me. Apparently, I was patrolling and he was with me. We encountered D Class along the way, but no big issues there. It's only when we heard that 682 was in LCZ, and we weren't prepared for what happened next. When I attempted to go to the next hallway to see where it could be at, and I have to quote this one, "It lunged forward of greater speed than a cheetah, and gripped harder than an alligator. With one chomp, you were a pile of flesh and bones. I was glad to see you alive, and that is what basically happened." Again, I have gotten used to this and thought it was only an LCZ thing, and like everyone else, I have gotten used to it, and nothing basically bothered me after that.

It was after I become ██ that I started to grow more curious, and you could say deranged. You see, CI and SCPs also come back after they die, with no memory. Also, SCPs are not able to breach for a bit before someone is able to shut their cell door. MTF also dealt with this too, then again, at this point I realized that everything practically came back after dying, so no big deal. I soon again got used to this, but soon, I started to get interested in finding out what caused it. I asked around, but nobody knew the answer. It was useless to find out what caused it. I started to give up, and I practically have gotten used to it again, thinking that I won't ever have to worry about it anymore and be both grateful and hateful on what it has done to us and even done for us.

Another thing had happened before my big dip into insanity was that I was exploring a bit of the water. I wanted to go for a swim for a bit since the E-11 base was already protected enough, and I had full leeway when it came to exploring. I decided to swim a bit, till I bumped into an invisible wall. I was confused, but I started to use other thoughts to rationalize this. It might be used to keep SCPs or CI in. But it always lingered after that, as it was something no matter what you tried, you can't get past. It wasn't as bothering on what happened after that day.

Recently, someone from CI was within one of our meetings. I was confused about this and even worried, but when the foundation announced that this CI is the new DoC, I was shocked. The DoC practically controlled MTF, which contains ██ as well, and ██ usually sticks near administration. We were all confused, but soon, the CoS was hunted down by CI and taken a lot, and he usually died to CI at times if they couldn't take him or had to kill him. Again, why were they shoot one of their own? It started to make me theorize about this whole thing. I started to think about it for some time, and it made me think about CI's past, the ability for people to come back to life, and other things.

I had decided to enter the DoC's office while he was gone and look through his database to see what is going on. Yes I know, I am going to get taken for this, but the insanity I have shown is a good enough reason to be hunted down, so I rather share it now than ever. I was able to break into his drawers to seek the password and username, but I found it, and I was able to get myself access to Clearance Level 4 and started to look into the transfer files. This is when I found out a startling revelation.

"CoS Castro transfer from CI Command to CoS is complete. ██ will speak more with CI about future promotions on ██/██/20██"

The commanders of CI know about this. They knew about the betrayal because they spoke to administration about this.  It makes so much sense, doesn't it? CI is still a part of the foundation and has been working with them for longer than we have known. Why will CI allow one of their men to join the other side? Because they had to. Now the real question is why do they still attack him like they don't know him? I searched, and I found more. The only ones who know this is their Delta Command, and the best they can do to keep this a masquerade is to make us think he completely switched sides when in reality he just went to the other side of the same coin. It makes so much sense when you think about it! Yes! This is all true, and you know it is.

After I thought about it some more, I think I have come to a conclusion. With the people coming back from the dead, the transfer, and the reason why we all don't remember what happened before we died makes so much sense. They, no, YOU ARE TESTING US! Yes! It all makes sense. Why are we stuck on an island with invisible walls we can't get past, it's because it's a big test. You want to keep us in a rat maze for us to kill each other and you can see on what may happen! It makes so much sense! You try to make us get used to the strange things so we won't riot about it, and try to force knowledge into our brains that you don't want us to know about. The foundation is after all about secrets and testing. This is it. The reason why were are here is that you want to test us, put yourself into the field, let us run around with some amount of command, and see what may happen! You want us to kill people who we think are on different sides but in reality, is actually on the different side of the same coin. A permanent civil war for us to play in, so you can take notes and learn more about how humans react to these horrific things!

Now, you may be wondering why I have sent this directly to you knowing that I may be taken by you and forget everything or be permanently gone from the foundation? Well, it's because I believe it's the best action. Hiding this won't help, and I can't hide this forever, as it's easy to be found out in the foundation, and hiding secrets will only make the problem worse. I want you to find me. I am waiting in the bunks. I may come when you ask me to, and you can then do whatever you want with me. You can kill me, amnesticize me, or even just silence me. Hell, I will think I have been blessed if I was just insane and needed 999 and I wouldn't be too much of a problem. Just god whatever you do, don't leave me turning to look over my back at all times, worried that you are stalking me, hunting me down, and give me a conclusion to my insanity rather than test me further. And if you do f███ with me further, then I shall participate anyways, as it seems I have no choice but to play your little game further until I break completely. And when I do, then hopefully you are satisfied enough to at least rid of my mind and let me start anew, without the trama that I have experienced, and I shall forever be grateful to whoever takes pity on me.

 

To the broken glory of ██,

Alexander D. Blueberry

 

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There are three types of people... There are hunters... There are prey...

And then I, Alex B, comes back after so long to Security with the new name of Seeker that nobody remembers me anymore, but I don't care and I just want to shoot D-Class.

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