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Yes, as you have read, I am leavening gaming light as a whole. It's been fun everybody, but my time has come I will miss you all I hope you can all enjoy your time on the server, don't let this be sad I will be back on the server one day but for the time being it's been fun goodbye, and remember a pink cookie a day keeps the ISB-IA away.

So i started playing GL back in august of 2018 over 4 years ago and i have been with FBI for about 3 of those years and it has been the best experience. I have met a lot of different people and friends here on GL but all good things must come to an End. I want to thank everyone who stood with me and grew with me in GL and making it the best RP experience. @Juanzz - Best Deputy Director and Director | Friend | Mexigrill @Lime King- Thanks for giving me the chance to be a part of your High Command team. I'm still down to play phas with you anytime @Duncan McOkiner- I know you'll do well and do me proud by making it to FBI HC #DunkinDonuts @TheMota- Your a great command member and i know you will go far in FBI. @Masterson- Always fun to ride along with you. #1 FBI Agent @ZoeyPlaysGamesYour a good friend and I know you will do great things with FBI. @soup95Your a good kid and you're a good soup @WalterWhite - Keep cookin that meth under FBI's nose my friend @LilGoat- Your one of my good friends Lilboat keep doing good in FBI and complete your goal . @Chip&Dail - Great Friend | Береги себя, мой брат, будь здоров @[GL] Spoon - Its been fun my friend. btw i eat soup with you. Ranks Retiring - FBI Chief Of Staff (High Command) RA8 - PPD Overseer (High Command) ZK-3 - HRT Captain (Senior Low Command) LC2 - FTO Director (High Command) (N/A) Previous Retired Ranks - USMS Marshal Administrator (Low Command) (1X-03) Thank you to anyone else I did not mention. Live long and prosper o7 my friends

Afternoon all, I have been thinking about this for a few weeks now and have made my decision to retire for GMOD. I no longer find joy in the game or the server. As I have made my way up and down the ranks my time has went from having fun and enjoying the people around me and the starwars universe to a feeling of overwork. I always feel like I am being expected to put my all into the server, whether I a am a VCMDR, or a 1LT. I love each and everyone of you and my discord is always open. But I can no longer pour my time into the server. Love you guys.

“Don’t cry because it’s over. Smile because it happened.” – Dr. Seuss I dont know what to write here because I dont know if i can put into words how i feel at this moment. It's as if the last few years has been building up to this exact moment. Here, in the cold room of my apartment, i look at my keyboard and reflect on everything that has happened. My name is Robert Peterson. I am a 26 year old software developer from the United States of America. For the past two years i have led a double life. A life as a Researcher at a Facility dedicated to the containment of hostile monsters and entities. I studied those monsters and developed bonds with my fellow Researchers. I have climbed the ranks of Research to the very top. Looking back on all i have accomplished, it's hard to describe the feelings that flow. I first joined GamingLight SCP-RP in the summer of 2019. My main goal at the time was to interact with the SCP's on site and to play with them. I learned really fast that it wasn't as simple as i assumed it to be. Strict rules were in place and i had to follow them. I joined research in September of 2019. I was AWFUL for the first few months. I had no desire to follow any sort of rules or listen or even try to learn from Command. I was a loose cannon, a minge, a plague on the site. I would constantly try my hardest to annoy anyone and everyone who got in my way. When Protege got Lead researcher, i dragged him from meeting room down to 682's CC and threw him in. This was the first huge mistake on my end. I was scolded and reprimanded and nearly removed from the branch. I was demoted from Lead to Senior and I thought I had completely fucked my chances of ever getting command. Very soon after that i got PK'd and had to change my name to Tomato. That was strike two. I was basically on the door out. Command applications came and went, and i was denied again and again. I began to wonder if i was just wasting my time. Maybe i should just quit. No one on the server likes me. I don't have the talent or skills to be command. What is the point. I should just leave... And then i got command. Suddenly, I had responsibilities. Mass tests, trainings, gradings. I was scared, but through some force beyond my comprehension, I made it through. Not only that, but I began to build relationships with the people in command and enlisted. I wasn't just another face on the wall at meetings, i was a face that held some sort of respect in the community. Now granted i had a long way to go to get high command but through the summer of 2020 i was producing the best documents of my life and cranking out mass test after mass test like there was no tomorrow. The spark was at an all time high and I was for sure I was cruising towards high command. And it didn't fucking happen. I was beyond upset. So upset that i quit out of frustration. I was angry at Glados for getting AHOR at the time. I was angry at Weiss and Starstep and SMT and JMT and Admins and everyone. I quit, i had enough. No more getting fucked over. I'm out Goodbye... And wouldn't you know it, it broke my fucking heart to leave. Reading all the messages in my retirement post absolutely shattered my heart into pieces. The love i felt from strangers i have never met in real life was nothing short of magical. It was like nothing i have ever felt before. So i came back, and worked my way back up the ranks until August 8th, 2021 where i received the title of DHOR. That and landing my current job are some of the proudest days of my life. I walked, head held high, knowing i had done it. I had reached my goal on the server. And the spark died. I have done it all on this server. Every test, every conversation, every document. I ran out of ideas 6 months ago and have been burnt out for over a year at this point. I took an LOA last week for a few days and when it came time to get back on the server Sunday i realized............ I didn't want to get on the server. The spark i had is gone. The inspiration i had is gone. I haven't written a document in months. I have barley done any command logs in months. It's time for me to hang up the lab coat and step away. When i was a child i didn't have any friends. I was socially awkward and was dealing with un-diagnosed mental issues at the time (OCD, Autism). High school came and went and i managed to even make a few friends and get a girlfriend. College came and after 3 years i Proposed to my Girlfriend. Going into summer of 2016 i had it all. Then i found out she had cheated on me and left me. Then all my friends stopped talking to me. Then the next girl i tried dating was killed overseas attempting to provide aid to the people of Syria. My depression had reached an all time low at this point. So much so that one night i was sitting in my room.... Crying with a bottle of pills in my hand as i told my mom over the phone goodbye...... Thankfully, i didn't take them (Love you Mom!) and attempted to move on. But depression is an ugly beast. It rips and tears at you until you have nothing left and it gnaws at the bones of your soul and beats you down every day. From late 2016 to mid 2019 i barley spoke to anyone other than family. Then, by chance, i decided to buy Gmod and play some servers. I discovered SCP-RP and... ... I had people to talk to. People who listened. People i could joke with. People i could play games with. People who cared that were not my mom or dad or family. Hundreds of people i could talk to. It was all i every wanted. It was all i ever needed. I was happy. For the first time in years i was truly happy. I'm still truley happy. Im happy. At 12:20 AM CST On October 13th, 2021.....Im Happy. As is tradition, i want to mention people who i have been friends with or interacted with that have made an impact on me. These are in no order and i will be adding to this list over the next week. Glados-You have no clue how much your friendship means to me. Seeing you online is like a welcome beacon that means fun will be had. You are thoughtful and caring and such a wonderful human being. D - One of my closest friends on the server. One of the nicest human beings i have ever met. Your genuineness and thoughtfulness know no bounds and i look forward to years of gaming ahead with you. Moonrose - Honestly one of the best people i have ever met. You haven't even been here a year and the effort you put into this branch is insane. I respect you more than you could ever imagine. Eyelander - You have done an absolutly amazing job as a member of command and i fully expect you to be the next DHOR. Besides the cringe jokes that i give you way too much crap for, you are a fantastic person and i love having you around. Light - I stole your name. I admit it. Again, just a wonderful person to be around and you bring so much to any teamspeak channel you are in . snow, nydekore, grumpysharken, Daddy D Boi, and Will Nye - All fanstastic additions to this branch and i fully expect great things for you guys in the future. Keep your heads up and keep going strong. Alexan - Welcome back. I hope you have a great time back in research ~Nya~ Parkland - Keep up the fantastic work and i expect you to be command soon Zack Morden - One of the best people you will ever meet. Kind, caring, and thoughtful. You are a shining example of a member of this community. Jummy and Vlad/monika - I coul't be prouder of you two. I want you both to always remember that. I am so happy to call you guy's friends and I can't wait for more adventures in the future with you guys. Rhodes - One of my other close friends. I hope you are living your best life buddy. Such a wonderful person to be around Soviet - Welcome back. I will visit you one day at your work i promise. Another fantastic person to be around and a true friend Starstep - Still not sure if you are a robot or not. Besides that you are another awesome person to be around and chat with. Weiss - Fought for me every step of the way, and for that i can never truly repay you. One of the best people on the server and a great friend. Skela - I cannot wait to shake your hand and hand you $100 next year when you bench 275 lbs. A phenomenal human being and a good friend. Hoovy - I hated you at first. I really did. You PK's me and i hated you. But the more i got to know you the more i realized how much that PK saved my research career. Thank you. You are a good person! Zeeptian - Thank you from the bottom of my heart for creating this server. I will be adding more to this list so please don't lock it. Finally, I want to say this. Thank you all so much to the best gaming experience i have ever had. I love you all. -Robert 'Tomato' Peterson “We’ll meet again, Don’t know where, don’t know when, But I know we’ll meet again, Some sunny day.” – Vera Lynn

I honestly don’t even know where to begin and I know almost everyone will be surprised by this. EMS has been a huge part of my life and I am extremely grateful for this amazing opportunity I had being Chief. I will never forget all the memories I have made in this department. Unfortunately, time passes.(Fun fact, I have been Chief since 12:25 p.m September 29, 2019.) I will be on EMS from time to time but I think I should get to the mentions. I am sorry if I don't mention you as there are a lot of people, but just know I am thankful for every single one of you. I will start at the top of the EMS roster and go down. ============================================ High Command ============================================= Beelzebub - Thank you for everything you have done for EMS. From training FTO’s to doing basic roster work you were always there ready to work. It has been an honour working alongside you and I wish the best for you in the future! ============================================= Low Command ============================================= MiniEpic - Congrats on Head Deputy! You deserved it! If you keep working hard you could possibly make it to HC! Thank you for everything you do and I hope to see you around! Drake - After that brief visit to the reserves side you are back in EMS! Glad to see you back! Keep on working hard! Rhammer - Rhammer you have done so much for this department! Thank you for being a part of EMS and I hope to see you in High Command one day! Tyler John - Keep up the good Tyler! I know if you keep working hard you will continue to reach higher ranks! Thank you for everything you do! Ajax - Ahhh Atjax… first off, Please don’t block me! Ajax you have done a lot of work for EMS and I want to thank you for that! Also, don’t get me wrong I still love EMS and I forever will. EMS is like a family to me that I will never forget. Please don’t give Beelzebub a hard time! I look forward to seeing you rank up! MJTHEOG - Thank you for all your work in EMS! I’m sad that you couldn't be here at the meeting today but everyone has things to do in life! Keep up the hard work! Ecott - I am glad you are back in EMS! Thank you so much for everything you do! I look forward to playing with you in the future! Dark - Congrats on low command! EMS now has another furry in command! Keep on working up the ranks! ============================================= Medics ============================================= Without any of you EMS would not be how it is today and I thank you all for that. EMS to me is like a second family. Everyone has a different personality and different roles to play. It has been an honour seeing you all work up the ranks and I hope you all continue to! Thank you for being a part of EMS! ============================================= First Response ============================================= Stackable - I enjoyed working beside you. You are doing a great job on First Response! Thank you for everything you do! I hope to see you around in-game! ============================================= Quotes and Memories ============================================= -Screams "Theres a dead spider hanging from my ceiling!" Screams again "No! Its alive!" -Seb 2k19 - Lookin' like a mad fish(fox) (dog) over here. - "Drum roll....... Going to HD is.... (Music) "everyone, who is ? " "OH I DIDN'T SAY ITTT?!" -"Why am i orange!!! Ender HELP HELP" -"What can I say, I enjoy hitting cars!" -Seb 2k20 -"I need to get some H2OwO" - Seb 2k20 - "I will never leave EMS! - Seb 2k21 I will post picture when I get the chance! Thank you all for everything!

Name: Sethe Rank: SGT SteamID: STEAM_0:1:169161704 Reason for leaving: I am going back to college here soon and really need to buckle down on my studies this semester. Due to a myriad of reasons life hasn't been the best and I'm really gonna try and put myself out there. This will lead to little availability to play. I'm gonna miss the Nu-7 Boys, and it will always be the best branch all the way. Breadbeard for life. also since you're vcmd now bread can we bring back the recc'd for promotion meme

I have tried to work and build thing up but the stress of life and trying to not let small things get to me. Today after my out burst at my own IC I have decided that I need to leave and vanish into the background with the people that have retired before me. I have never been to good at good byes but I will say this. I made friends and I made enemies, but in all my time playing on the server I will honestly say. In my eyes I have never met a server as friendly and welcoming. This was the first server I have retired from that did not break down from corruption or internal fights. Rule number 1 in my code: Never get pissed and yell at your troops over petty shit, and i broke it and I will pay for it. MAY IT STAY STRONG AND FIGHT. I don't think i will ever find a server like this one ever again. But maybe I will forget and come back as a nameless ST. Who knows?

Name: Saw Rank: 2LT STEAM ID:STEAM_0:0:199381574 Lets Start from the top, I first joined Omi-9 some time ago a while ago. I joined the ranks and helped de stabilize as many CI Raids and kill as many insurgents as I could. I eventually starting getting better and better at it until I got turned into a NCO and then a Command member in Omi-9. I will never forget how much fun I had with my friends in Omi-9 and how close a lot of us bonded. I have three major reasons for leaving; -If you didn’t know this already, I am also a command member on research. I have recently been made Senior Command in Research and I’ve been given new responsibilities to deal with, giving me less time to focus on Nu-7 -School has started to pick back up. More and more homework has started to pile up on my side and I’ve had less time to get on the server. My grades ar eat I’ll fine but the stress is building up. -The Merge. We are all familiar with what happened to Omi-9. This wasn’t exactly stressful for me but it still took a toll and took time, even now I still need to get trained for FTO, 3 different sub-branches, host activity logs, PTs, deal with problems amongst enlisted and so much more. instead of just getting more frustrated, anxious, depressed and overworked, I’m just going to put my Nu-7 badge down for now. I’ve put in SM Reserves and hopefully when I have a bit more free time, I’ll come back. But for now, these are a few special mentions I have for people I have worked with in Nu-7; Blackbeard: One of the best leaders I’ve ever seen, it’s been an honor to be able to fight along side with you. Crabbo: Funny Aussie man, but seriously it’s been a pleasure to work with you. Matt0: NEW DOTF POG! Bread: B R E A D, Cool Vice-Commander, kinda sad we didn’t interact much. Blackout: One of my biggest inspirations of who I wanted to be in Omi-9, really cool guy. Pleasure working with you. Bacon: Kinda sad we didn’t interact much besides a convo in discord, hope I get to know you better outside of Nu-7 Kindred: Also sad we didn’t interact much, you sound like a cool dude. Southpaw: The guy that inspired me to join Omi-9. The guy who trained me and helped me all the way through. I got big hopes for you, get into high command for me one day. Plus funny Texan man. Benito: I know me and you have butt heads a few times, but we are like family. I also have high hopes for you. Continue to lead Recon for me. Wanted: Really cool dude aswell. Get more active for me. Plus if you want to play Phasmophobia just PM on Discord. Ash: Kinda sad I didn’t speak to you much either. But your a cool dude aswell. Elu: Funny Bri ish person. Continue to do great things. CapFM: Continue the spirit of nu-7, even during off-hours! Kiddo: Also didn’t interact with you much, nice discord profile picture. Grank: Sad I didn’t get to hear you scream because you died to a D-Class. Git g00d. Eaten: I’ve had my fare share of talks with you, your a cool guy. Continue to lead and you will do great. Guinea: One of the coolest people I’ve met while in Omi-9, great at combat and should have gotten 1LT way before me. Funny Guinea Pig. Greg: Also a really cool dude. Continue to do awesome in nu-7 and you will be unstoppable. Maxi Corona: We haven't talked much, but the times we did talk you did great at leading the enlisted. Keep it up! Donny: My child, I have awesome hopes for you too. I want you to get into command one day too. Zerk: Gaming Light SCP RP Man. Raul: You and Benito will do awesome with Recon and I hope you get Command one day too. Zealous: Awesome at combat. I know you will do awesome in Nu-7 Alexan: UWU I wish you all a great time on this server. I will still be on Research and I will hopefully see you all still. If you ever need help just contact Agent Nova ;). I still have my SM reserves so maybe one day, I’ll be back.

Hello lads. First of all, what a hell of a branch Nu-7 has become. When I first joined, some guy named Mike was Commander, and MattO was like... Major or something. I remember touring HCZ during my training after a long week getting to CPL in Gensec. That was back when HSUs were allowed to train new recruits. After that, I was just a fresh RCT not really knowing what the hell was going on, but I was loving it. Eventually made it to LCPL. And then Kyrinian got banned for MRDM lmao, so I took a break until he was ready to get back on. I joined this branch again on 10/2/20, and man, it was a fun two three months. I was the fastest promoted man in Nu-7 history. RCT -> SSGT in 12 days. WO in a month. 1LT in two. That is my pride and joy; to make such an impact on the server and the leaders of this branch that I was able to take a higher role and make the branch better, little by little. Fondest moments... oh boy. Pie bombed the fuck outta MTF meeting, Kyrinian got kidnapped by HSUs and dangled from the top of 087, Sinnik tickled 682 a couple of times, Surge shot me in the face on OH after I said his name one time; great times were had. Eventually HSUs kidnapped Kyrinian and I for real, and here I am, Senior Conscript in Fireteam Delta Shadow. That same day I made WO with the best LCMD there has ever been; Elu, Raven, Kyrinian, Niro, and myself. Niro pulled a funny with Rang and ragequit (lmao), some guy named Grank ERP'd and 'erm'd his way to 2LT, and Eaten grinded to DHFTO. :PogChamp: Before I knew it, a couple smellies made LTCOL even though one said no lmao. Omi-9 was reborn with the merge into Nu-7, and the branch was perfected. Oh, and MattO got DOTF after centuries of "DOTF will be announced this meeting!!1!". All in all, I have had a blast on this server and I can't wait to find the time to dedicate myself further to the branch and the brotherhood that is Nu-7. Right now, I am facing my last semester of college, starting Wednesday. I don't have a full load this semester, but with the pandemic, no one knows what the future holds. I don't want to have to force myself on weekends to be active, or balance my future with a GMod server. When I have free time, I want to play the games that take my mind off responsibilities, and SCPRP just can't do that. I wish I could stay, but for now you'll have to settle for this. Thankfully, we have plenty of promising NCOs and 2LTs to fill the void and awesome SCMD and HCMD, so I have high hopes for this branch's future in my absence. I plan to return sometime in May, after the dust settles. Honorable Mentions: MattO: Helluva job on commanding the best branch there is, and congrats on DoTF! I wanna see big things out of you, man. You've got this. See you on the discord! Bread: The man, the myth, the legend, the Untoastable; your hard work behind the scenes didn't go unnoticed with me. Although not every idea you had panned out, you put in more effort than anyone I've known into this branch. The branch update, the merge, new models and new classes, and countless suggestions... it's not in vain! Not to mention your staff work; impeccable. Take a real LOA at some point, 3-days won't cut it for long. You'll thank yourself for it! Keep grinding, you'll get there, Bread. ^^^GIVE THIS MAN SUPER ADMIN^^^ Crabbo: u smel. Got high hopes for you in Nu-7! Bacon: Great staff, even better Nu-7 LTCOL. One of the bros, and the best leader HSU could have. Let's play Squad after this. Kindred: u smel 2. I hope LTCOL treats you well! You're a hell of a guy in Nu-7 and outside the server, plus the glue of the band of brothers on the discord. Possibly the funniest man in Nu-7. Quit writing those documents sometime and play some League sometime, will you? Also, how the fuck do I get better at BDO?! Ash: This man's voice never changes. At all. Ever. I'm gonna be 80 and this kid's gonna sound like Spongebob. But hey, a great staff and a great CPT, even though he's inactive af. Still wondering how you made IB. From all the bad press I heard when I first joined, you've matured a lot my guy. Keep up the great work dude. Elu: What a mad lad. Easily one of my favorite fellow LCMD. I want to see you as SIBHSU when I get back. Keep putting in the good work! See you on League Surge: I made 1LT, and you still haven't been promoted :feelsbadman: But lemme tell you, getting ECRS was one of my best achievements of Nu-7. Sad to see it go. Hopefully you're at the head of a new subdivision before I come back. Would like to see you at Head Behemoth! See you on the discord. Raven: Hell of a guy. Glad to see you finally got a good PC and can play Squad. Miss you on Nu-7 man. Best time was when you absolutely rekt Niro in TS one day, and basically did it again on Discord. Lets play Squad and League man. And get back on Vintage Story damnit Kyrinian: I know you IRL. This man quit on me, demoted Niro: Get the sand out of your router and get better at League, stop feeding FFS. And tell Wanted to stop yelling, damn. Best Minge of Nu-7 Grank: Erm, how TF did you make 2LT. scratches chin Despite it all, I've got high hopes for you man. Hang out and chill out, you'll be a great Command member! Eaten: Super dedicated guy, already DHFTO and well on his way to being a valuable member of Command. Keep grindin' and keep up the great work dude! Chopper, Ages, Alex, Ghost, Robot, Peanuts, Akrew, Toaster, FrenchJm, Sethe, Sticks, Connor, Buck, Chomosuke, Darren, Artemis: All great NCOs and Enlisted! I have trained a couple of you guys, and I am proud to see how far you've all come in Nu-7. NCOs, I hope to see some of you in Command when I get back, all great potential! Each of you have made an impression on me and have made my experience on this server memorable. I have high hopes for all of you, and hold down the fort for me while I'm away. If I left anyone off, I apologize! Lately we've had a LOT of new people, and not enough time to really make acquaintances with all of you. Best wishes for you all as well! "A hero need not speak. When he is gone, the world will speak for him." MTF Nu-7 1LT Woods KLR1 | Helios S2, signing off. Highlight Reel: Name: Woods Rank: 1LT SteamID: STEAM_0:1:37680376 Reason for leaving: [TL;DR] Final semester of college, so I need to prioritize my future right now and make sure I graduate. I plan on returning sometime in May. Effective 1/13/21.

I know, I know i’m not command so this isn’t going to hit as bad as some other one’s but my time has come and I thought I would give a proper farewell, yes i’m retiring from the server but time to time I might pop on to d-class for a little bit every once in a while. Every time I take an LOA I miss the server and want to come back but once it ends I just end up not wanting to, some of you may know i’ve been going through a lot of stress right now and I honestly just don’t wanna play on the server. Thank you guys for making my 2020 not suck! SECURITY Security High command - You guys have always impressed me and have always been what i’ve looked at for inspiration Security Senior command - Ahh I remember when most of you guys were just an sm like me it’s good to see that you’ve really made it up there Security Low command - You know i’ve always wanted to be one of you guys but with a title like “The forever SM” it’s kind of hard to, I hope that all of you guys at some point make it to Senior command Security NCO’s - Keep doing what you guys do best and to whoever may take my spot I wish that you have better luck with command than I did Security Enlisted - Just make sure you listen to your higher ups and do what you’re told to other than that I hope you guys become the next batch of NCO’s CI (Note to CI: sorry for being so inactive all the time) CI High command - I barely knew you guys but you guys always seemed like cool dudes and Neo how’s that amazon package? Rest of CI command - What’s ci command like? CI NCO’s - I hope each and every one of you gets that sweet title of CI command CI Enlisted - I’m happy to see that you guys even escaped the foundation to even think that was possible in the first place and look at you guys! Farewell from your friend Terra (Steam ID: STEAM_0:0:538400132)