Understandable however those blacklists and such have happened a while ago, I do not believe its fair to make judgement based on that and compare it with my present self cause I have improved on those things. However it was something in the past thus has a sort of relevance while I dont agree it should judge my character that harshly I understand .
Thank you for responding with actual reasons. I also said that I am fine with any rank that is found to be fit for me those are just ranks I would be really pleased to see