I had found genuine joy in being a part of this vibrant community; but my mind hasn't been in the right place. This feeling has lingered for quite some time now, casting a shadow over my days. Whenever I muster the courage to seek help or share my concerns, it often seems as though my pleas are met with indifference. This lack of acknowledgment weighs heavily on my spirit, leaving me feeling isolated and unheard. Despite my attempts to convey the depth of my struggles, the responses I receive simply brush off the complexity of my emotions and the depth of my distress. This sense of dismissal only adds to the weight that I carry, amplifying the sense of disconnect I feel from those around me. The struggle to have my inner turmoil recognized and validated persists, adding layers of complexity to an already challenging journey towards healing and self-discovery. My desire for understanding and support remains unfulfilled, leaving me to navigate the maze of my emotions alone, yearning for a guiding light to help me find my way back to a place of peace and mental clarity within the comforting embrace of this community that once brought me such solace.
Sometimes the worst place for someone is inside their own head.
Thank you for all of the good times.
Command 7, going 10-07 for the last time, goodbye
EMS LT Command 7