Hey everyone,
I know it has been a while since you all have seen me on PoliceRP. I've actually been busy with a few things. I've been taking the time to get back into the right mind set that I need to be in. I have taken a good long break from video games. After getting in the right mindset I've been busy with school and other things. I'm sorry for the way I treated everyone. It wasn't right of me to treat you all the way I did. Not only did I let you all down I let myself down. I lied to myself that I was fine and everything when I really wasn't. At the time I was missing happiness. Now I have found it and I won't let it go. You may see me pop on the server now and then. I just need a little more time before I can come back on the server after school and homework. We all make mistakes we aren't happy with. Part of my cadet creed is "I am committed to excellence and fair treatment of all" and I never really followed that the past 6 to 7 months. Now I have realized that I was treating the community poorly. On discord I have blocked all communications with some of you because I didn't want to talk. I know my actions have consequences. It takes a lot of courage to do this and I just gained it to do this. Once again I am sorry for I have treated all of you and how I made you feel. I hope you all can forgive me and if you can't then you won't be able to move on in life trust me on it. I have done the same and it was eating me inside out.
Sincerely,
Ryzen