Loaff Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 (edited) Well, here I am. I really wish I wanted to stay, but it's just not there anymore. I don't have rose tinted glasses anymore like I did back in November when I got HOME. I've become jaded. I was never one to get very involved in what I'd call "server politics". Seemed a bit much for a gmod roleplay server. I loved Maintenance. Still do. Still think other branches, no matter what outward appearances may say, look down on it and Utility subconsciously, maybe even more. It's painful to see. To see so few in the meetings, around the server. No one has the magic anymore. I see a Maintenance member walking around, doing whatever, and it's just dull no matter what. It's like I have depression, but only on the server. Nothing has made me laugh on the server in months. Maybe it's just me, but the server has turned gray. It does not have its spark anymore. The updates make me feel nothing where excitement would normally lie. After a while, the gameplay got old. But that wasn't it. You can get tired of the gameplay after a month or two. It was the people. The friends I made on this server, ones I still keep in touch with even though they left. And there it is. I can't count how many people I know have left. For the overwhelming majority of my time here, it was for the people, not the game. Joined the server in 2019. Took a long break and came back around October 2020. 2 years, this run. 2 years. 2 years as maintenance total. Jameshi, the security coup man trained me, if anyone even remembers that anymore. 19 months as command. 14 months as Senior Admin alone. Staff for 18 total. Time as Senior Admin is 3.5x more than all my other ranks combined, isn't that something. You may have taken notice that Spixe recently got DoL. You may draw the conclusion that his promotion coincides with my resignation. Here's a gold star. I'm not one to be ambiguous. I don't bullshit and pussyfoot. DoL was really the only thing I was holding out on. Even if I got it, what then? Wait another year or two in an even more boring job to be promoted to an even more boring job? Ask a Site Admin member that's had it for a decent amount of time. Hell, ask an O5. Maybe it was Sparkle, maybe Hoovy, I don't remember. What I do remember is them wondering why anyone would want O5. They said it was the most boring job ever. Here's the part where I give the most inoffensive negative statement I can about a topic and still have to worry about whatever consequences our lords above, SMT may bring upon me. That's the state the server's come to, it's ridiculous. People are getting promoted WAAAAAAAAAAY too quick. Piller and Kevlar. 2 months from Lead Admin to SMT? What? I can think of some past SMT that would have some very choice words about that. Colta- oh wait, he got his tags taken for making a joke about the HUD . Rookie, Igneous, Gamik. Hell, even Rektify. JMT has gotten out of control with their powers. I never said anything at the time because I still had things to lose. Kevlar spawning 3 SCP SWEPs every session. TAlila literally just deleting broken signs when they were failed. Telling me not to say OOC info in site comms after I place the broken sign back and tell him he doesn't get to cheat . It's really sad to see server activity these days. Giveaways are thrown in as if they're air. Air the server needs to breathe, because without giveaways and all these mega events spiking player counts for a little bit the population would be nothing. I'll do a player list bc why not, everyone does those. In no particular order. If you're not on here and you think you should be, there's a fair chance you should, and I just didn't think of you. If that's the case, I'm unironically sorry. Or I've already been talking to you about this. In that case, you know who you are. Also, this isn't necessarily a list of endearment, just a list of people I want to make notes about. Sparkle: Maybe I'll join you because of my 5th paragraph even though it's just some light, candid criticism. Bullshit that you got blacklisted. One of, if not the the greatest superior I've had. Ayaya & Techkat: I'm sorry to leave you two with this, but it's become a chore at this point. I hope you can pull maintenance up. Bit of a lackluster list, but I don't really care too much. Oh yeah here's the REAL "I'm gonna get banned for saying this" part. Though I'm curious what reason they would get me for. Weiss. And Starstep. ZJ. On June 6, 2022, Paul, a now-retired D5 command member DM'd me. He gave me a medal clip, not deleted by the author, of ZJ clipping himself ingame. Again. On an alt account. Author of the clip is RankerZombie and everything. Clips himself being killed by security. You can clearly hear his voice and you know it's him that's ingame because of his typing. And, you know, the clip being from the same Medal account as his other infamous ban clips. I forwarded this to Weiss and Starstep. We were in a GC discussing it. All the discussion was in a call, however. After that day, Weiss said he would be handling it. Wait a few days. No ban on that steamID. Messaged Weiss on the 9th. Nothing. And here we are. Just a little tidbit there, (one of) ZJ's alts never got banned. Tbh they probably deemed it "inconclusive proof" or something like that. Edit: Not Star or Weiss' fault. SMT just didn't act. nvm he was banned Here's his SteamID: STEAM_0:1:658665165 Here's the clip: zj (1).mp4 Fellow Forum Diplomats: Keep an eye on the notifications tab. Maybe you'll see "Loaff has been given a warning by so-and-so." And if I am banned for this, please give me the rule you had to stretch to say this isn't allowed. Goodbye. Edited October 9, 2022 by Loaff he was banned 2 2 1 Former Ranks Head Of Maintenance And Engineering Senior Admin Support Supervisor Forum Diplomat Custom Classes The Sniper (Owner) XG56-Orion's Belt (Owner) The Engineer Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Pills Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 ZJ???? oh my goodness see ya man tho fr 1 Former: 𝐒𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐃𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫 - 𝐒𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐀𝐝𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jack (utility one) Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 One of the best friends I've made on this server. You have done a lot for maintenance and are a true role model. Have a good one my friend 1 There are gods in Alabama: Jack Daniel's, high school quarterbacks, trucks, big tits, and also Jesus. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Spring Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 Maybe after the 50th high-command resignation, siteadmin/SMT will realize somethings wrong with the server 3 8 biggest talila hater The fact is, you can't react not knowing what the fact is. No need to grieve if you can't see diseases we've contracted. Happiness and truth, we simply view them through a lens, refracted. Life's a breeze if you leave uneasy deeds REDACTED. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
FusionThunder Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 Honestly never thought I'd see the day you go. I gotta be honest tho it was always a pleasure working with you before i got fed up and left myself. Good luck in your endeavours furry man 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jimm Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 Gigachad way to go out 1 Maintenance Command | Medical | E11 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kevlar_ Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 7 minutes ago, Loaff said: Kevlar. 1 week from Lead Admin to SMT? 7 minutes ago, Loaff said: Kevlar spawning 3 SCP SWEPs every session. thanks for the mentions yo. ill miss you. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Glaze Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 (edited) Oof in the Chat Edited October 9, 2022 by Glaze 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Vuitheirt Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 Thanks for being real, sad to see you go but its understandable I keep a stiff upper lip and I shoot, shoot, shoot from the hip I got a stiff upper lip, come on baby. Retired Nu7 Captain/Maintenance OM Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bop Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 I'll get to the bottom of the ZJ alt's immediately. 2 1 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ren1point0 Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 this is some real shit Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
profredfly Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 Yo, you gave me a great introduction to the server. I was being trained during my first like 20 minutes online, for maintenance. Boomer was training me, and then you walked in, played a door knocking sound, and shot him with a shotgun. Funniest shit ever. That first experience is one of the only reasons I actually continued playing the game. see ya. MAINTENANCE!!!! I LOVE MAINTENANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
enuz 💣 Posted October 8, 2022 Share Posted October 8, 2022 I was very proud of my nickname throughout high school but today- I couldn’t be any different to what my nickname was. She felt that chill that makes the hairs on the back of your neck when he walked into the room. He loved eating his bananas in hot dog buns. 2 1 Former Head of Janitorial | HCZ man geer | lvl 70 life wizard | Roblox Clothing Designer Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
EliasQuickness Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 I'll miss ya. Current: Facilities Supervisor | MTF D5 Sergeant Major "2F4U"Former: CI 1LT SPEED | Red Right Hand Engineer Delta 27 CCs: The Soldier | Cold Wind Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eyelander Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 (edited) As time wore on, simple dog commands turned into full paragraphs explaining why the dog couldn’t do something. It was a really good Monday for being a Saturday. Martha came to the conclusion that shake weights are a great gift for any occasion. Edited October 9, 2022 by Eyelander |retired dhor/meritorious service award recipient||former CI 1lt/sm and E4 C2||Rho 36 Shaman| "For the day I die, imma touch the sky" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MexicanGuy Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 He didn't understand why the bird wanted to ride the bicycle. She wasn't sure whether to be impressed or concerned that he folded underwear in neat little packages. He appeared to be confusingly perplexed. Former CI CPT| Guts | Mexican “I will protect those who cannot protect themselves. ” —Second Ideal of the Windrunners— Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ShadowPL Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 has a fat ass ngl 1 SCP-RP | Maintenance Expert | HLPR Bot bT5 | Senior Researcher | Senior Event Team Member Custom Classes | Umbrella Corporation Operative "Pathos" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eaten Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 The fence was confused about whether it was supposed to keep things in or keep things out. Jenny made the announcement that her baby was an alien. Separation anxiety is what happens when you can't find your phone. hi Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[GL] Fizz-y Soda Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 Everything was going so well until I was accosted by a purple giraffe. Mothers spend months of their lives waiting on their children. Little Red Riding Hood decided to wear orange today. CI CMDR / CA Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nydekore Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 Thanks for your longtime dedication to the community Loaf, I’m sorry it’s ended in an unsatisfactory way. Been an honor to work beside you. Former: Deputy Head of Research | MTF Nu-7 Captain x2 | SCPRP Super Admin | MTF O-1 Major Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ImTrash Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 said hi to me like 30 minutes ago very sad he is leaving Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tazza Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 damn bro loaf and bread are gone, is toasty next Freedom at last. Former: Assistant Inspector, Head of Longshot, Research Assistant Supervisor & Operations Supervisor, G.O.C. Officer & Head of bulldozers, CI COL, EOI D-2, DJ Former: Scout Captain, Second Lieutenant, Senior Crewman, Storm Commando Captain. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Yato Sensei Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 Sucks to see you go mate. Good luck with whatever comes in the future! Joined 09/30/2020Retired 11/12/2022Former Security SFC || Former MTF Omi9 MSGT || Former CI CPT/MAJ || Former Nu7 LTCOL/VCMDR || Former E11 CPL || Former Maintenance Professional || Former D5 CPT || Former Senior Medic || Former Advanced Researcher | Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Cosmic Posted October 9, 2022 Popular Post Share Posted October 9, 2022 Damn bro cool story Imma just put this here for reference since you seem to like to adress the "14 months senior admin a lot" 9 1 1 6 5 EX Head Of Staff SCP-RP | CI will forever be in my heart. 1/15/21 - 8/1/22 (CI CMDR Cosmic ITLY) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Orange 🍊 Posted October 9, 2022 Share Posted October 9, 2022 The efficiency we have at removing trash has made creating trash more acceptable. Two more days and all his problems would be solved. She cried diamonds. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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