Bucks Escaping before hunting season ( My Global Resignation)

[Its Buck]

For many of you this may come as a surprise but to others not so much. I have been with this community for over 2 years and have watched many people come and go. I have resigned a lot of times and come back time and time again, however this is probably the last resignation post I will make as I do not plan on returning. there are a lot of reasons as to why im resigning, coruption, quota's, assholes, furrys, fucking squeakers appearing out of nowhere, irl shit taking priority. I want to better myself as a person and not be criticized for not knowing how to crouch spam or bhop around the map. there are a lot of people that I want to mention and not all are positive comments. so lets get into it shall we:

Bop: You are a good manager but sometimes your jokes go too far and it gets really hard to enjoy things when you feel like you cant ask questions.

Hoovy: I dont know what I did to you, but holy shit you hated me and I never understood why. it always felt like you were holding some sort of grudge over me that I never understood. You believed what you wanted to believe and said things that you would never have said to my face. You talked shit about me and refused to acknowledge it when confronted. I asked you time and time again about the reason I couldnt apply for RRH and you never gave me an answer nor would you let me appeal it. I enjoyed playing with you on the server as it made some things fun but at the end of the day like you had to say about me, "Some people will just never change"

Django: I respect you but It always seemed like you were always trying to hold me back. you put me on a silent DNP, and a SF restriction for nearly 4 months while I was rank locked at SM. you claimed that you dont hold grudges against people but it sure as shit feels like you held one massive ass grudge against me. it was always the same response of "when SA see him improve his behavior he can become command/D4" That was bullshit. I worked my ass off trying to prove that I wasnt the same person as before yet you never wanted to believe it. You would give a timeline to my command and then extend it even longer once the time was up.  you guys dont pay attention to people changing, you pay attention to what you want to pay attention to. And the majority of the time, its the small shit that makes you look bad.

Sparkle: Gone but not forgotten, you were a good person and always had the best interest for everyone. You realized what was going on in the server and were removed when you tried to change it.

Alexx: We used to be friends on imperial and idk what happened but we drifted apart and everytime I tried to rekindle that friendship it went nowhere. Im not sure if it was the power or rank difference between us but it saddens me that we have grown apart. I remember talking with you about SCP-RP and how cool it was, then you joined CI and you said that all you wanted was E4, now your a fucking HCZ manager. look at that.

Sixx: we both know its coming. good luck at BTC thanks for everything you have done for LCZ.

Moonrose: It was an honor to escort you, all of our interactions were always stupid asf and hilarious. I hope you can get DoRS someday. also stop sweating in monopoly.

Kevlar: I trained you into D5 and watched you transfer from PRP over here. I am happy that I was able to watch you achieve your goal of getting HCMD. I know thats something you always wanted. and now your a member of JMT. keep doing good work, we both know what really happened in D5 with robby. Im glad you werent impacted by it as much as I was.

Zack: Finally got HOMS after so many years. a true chad. it was an honor being a medical command member. some of the most fun I had, long live the organ stealing program!

Cecil: Thank you for giving me the opportunity of being in EOI, you were always a chill person who said what he truly thought and did not care what others thought. I hope you can get CI general, you work harder then anyone else in CI.

--Now for the E11 mentions--

Danny: Congratulations, you did it. Im now part weeb. I hope your happy, because fuck you for making me wait so god damn long to watch anime when you werent avaible. Thank you for fighting for me until the end. we both knew SA didnt like me in the slightest but you didnt care, you still fought for me and I am extremely grateful for that.

Vanny: someone should remove your soundboard. but really you are an amazing HCMD despite people only seeing the soundboard side of you. You were never afraid to scream at SMT or SA about something you believed in, you helped me with so many projects that turned out amazing thanks to all your effort.

Goat: Literally speedran to HCMD. I still see you as the imperialRP general who got bored and came over to SCP-RP. Keep fighting for D4 and RCU.

Panda: You really don't deserve to be rank locked man. you do so much for E11, its insane to think that you didnt get HCMD. Long live Reznov

Hale: Im ngl bro, I can never tell if your high half the time. but on a serious note you take some jokes way to far.

Frog: Im trusting you to help rangers survive now that Im gone. you have been here forever and I dont understand how. former G9, E11 VCMDR, E4, RRH and so many other titles. it baffles me that you are still here

Zepherz: For the love of god learn how to use dupes. Frog wont bite either, talk to him about ranger stuff when Im gone.

Global and Jeff: Yall arent getting rid of me just yet.

And yea, that pretty much sums it up! if you were not mentioned its probably because I didnt have anything nice to say about you! but now I am gonna pray that I dont get blacklisted for calling out half of o5/SMT so yea!

theres a few people who I want to mention but didnt think needed a full recognition:

Sogi, Henderson, Bones, Lucas, Shadows, Phill, J0LT, Pure, Banana Fr- Bossatron, Scooty, Pills, Nefario, Blue, tangerine, Ender, 

and to those who have resigned and whom I will be joining in the retirement home:

Luxxy, Rang, Atlas, Panky, Guinea, Blight, Saint, Blackout, Shinspin, Dodo, Recon, Spy, Gamersquadman, Potatto, grey.

 

If you guys ever wanna talk you know how to reach me! Its been a good ride and I have made a lot of good friends within this community! I will probbably lurk around the forums and discord but yea, ima head out!

[Leww]

WHYYYYYYY :((((((

[Chineseman]

damm it was nice to meet you and work with you 
o7

 

[Sogieeeeeee]

10 minutes ago, Its Buck said:

Sogi

YOO I made it on also the worst d4 I've ever seen

[Pills]

Damn Sogi is the worst D4 now

[Sogieeeeeee]

Just now, Pills said:

Damn Sogi is the worst D4 now

true

[Eyelander]

you were pretty cool to talk to, it's a shame that you're leaving

[CyClone]

bye buck : (

[Sogieeeeeee]

4 minutes ago, Eyelander said:

you were pretty cool to talk to, it's a shame that you're leaving

so much win

[Gʟᴏʙᴀʟ]

fuck

[Eyelander]

1 minute ago, Sogieeeeeee said:

so much win

 

1 minute ago, Sogieeeeeee said:

so much win

 

1 minute ago, Sogieeeeeee said:

so much win

this is why 

[Piller]

Buck, you've definitely grown a lot since I first met you. Keep on keeping on and I wish you the best with all that you do!

[Cecil Stedmen]

I know I've cracked jokes here and there but you were always a great EOI and it sucks to see you go man. Hope to see you return one day!

[Sogieeeeeee]

10 minutes ago, Eyelander said:

 

 

this is why 

rubber rats

[GarGar]

i see how it is

[K I W I]

Momma I'm a criminal...

[enuz 💣]

bye sorry for gettings ur et removed

1 hour ago, Its Buck said:

I worked my ass off trying to prove that I wasnt the same person as before yet you never wanted to believe it.

 there is no changing ur perception because people will always hold something over you as a reason to not promote you. no changing that its the sad truth.

1 hour ago, Its Buck said:

you guys dont pay attention to people changing, you pay attention to what you want to pay attention to.

truth
Buck I agree with most things you said here. Things said about certain players are pretty universal to everyone.  

Edited August 21, 2022 by enuz 💣

[bop]

[Cypher]

7 hours ago, Its Buck said:

Django: I respect you but It always seemed like you were always trying to hold me back. you put me on a silent DNP, and a SF restriction for nearly 4 months while I was rank locked at SM. you claimed that you dont hold grudges against people but it sure as shit feels like you held one massive ass grudge against me. it was always the same response of "when SA see him improve his behavior he can become command/D4" That was bullshit. I worked my ass off trying to prove that I wasnt the same person as before yet you never wanted to believe it. You would give a timeline to my command and then extend it even longer once the time was up.  you guys dont pay attention to people changing, you pay attention to what you want to pay attention to. And the majority of the time, its the small shit that makes you look bad.

Have a good one Buck! I sincerely hope you can finally find your inner peace. I do not hold a grudge against you in any capacity, your perception of being stuck at the rank at the time when you messed up big time was correct, then you came to Sparkle and then to me to have a heartfelt discussion which was your first step in the right direction. I did hold you at a longer dnp to command earlier this year due to my concerns with what has happened in the past and also got sidetracked with multiple other things happening in my branches at that time. You always had the chance to throw me another dm and I would have given you a answer to your question, yet it never came to that and this is not simply a response for calling me out, this is/was a genuine offer. I don't blame you as you might have been worried about possible repercussions with your image of me. 

 

7 hours ago, Its Buck said:

And yea, that pretty much sums it up! if you were not mentioned its probably because I didnt have anything nice to say about you! but now I am gonna pray that I dont get blacklisted for calling out half of o5/SMT so yea!

 

Nobody is going to blacklist you lad. I own up to my mistakes and also take accountability for past incidences. Your reserves will stay as is. Sometimes you gotta call people out otherwise it will always be left in the dark and there will never be a chance to put differences aside. If you still feel the need to talk it out in any shape or form you can always hit me up. Have a good one and good luck in your future endeavours! 

Edited August 21, 2022 by Cypher

[styx]

Men

[Trizium]

O7 I didnt know you much beside you running around as a camera

[Kieran ♡]

didnt include me and i had to deal with yo ass for 2 years, i see you

[Its Buck]

21 minutes ago, Kieran ♡ said:

didnt include me and i had to deal with yo ass for 2 years, i see you

Karma for not giving me Havoc 2LT

[Kieran ♡]

11 minutes ago, Its Buck said:

Karma for not giving me Havoc 2LT

wonder why @Alexxx

[Dagger]

Although we did not interact all that much it was fun screwing around with you on EOI. You made some amazing test logs and I am very proud of you, you shall be missed.

 

Goodbye my friend, and may the force be with you.

 

-Ender/D2