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I am formally resigning from Everything in SCP-RP. The reasons are as follows:

- My anxiety disorder cant properly handle the stress.

- The community is overly toxic.

- Some command members are corrupt.

- I was thinking about leaving anyway. I want to play different games than the same old thing.

- I know I already listed it but here it is again: Anxiety

- The feeling of always having to be on tears through me and activates my anxiety

- Anxiety

- Anxiety

- Always worrying that I did something wrong

- So..... a lot Anxiety

RP Servers are just not healthy for my mental state. Half the time I wake up in the middle of the night just thinking about the server. Do not be over burdened like me. If you are having thoughts of suicide call

1-800-273-8255

 

I suggest that if you are having anxiety related to the server you should probably just stop. I should have done this a long time ago.

 

Shout out to some of the people I like

- Cogs: Wonderful friend

- Bacon: Awesome guy

- Jack: I will miss being under your command bud

- Nefario: I will miss being under your command also.

- Beanz: Also pretty cool guy

- Innacurate: ❤️

- Borealis : Aurora Borealis

- Mint: Always liked you

- Surge: Wrongly removed

- Kami: Always pog

- Smokey: Glad you trained me for medical

- Brick: Will take my spot in medical someday

- Lew: Minge (jk <3)

 

I was gonna make a list of people I hate but it would not be a professional resignation if that was the case.

Here are some lyrics to my favorite Fallout NV song.

 

Heartaches by the number, troubles by the score
Everyday you love me less, each day I love you more
Yes, I've got heartaches by the number, a love that I can't win
But the day that I stop counting, that's the day my world will end

Heartache number one was when you left me
I never knew that I could hurt this way
And heartache number two was when you came back again
You came back but never meant to stay

Yes, I've got
Heartaches by the number, troubles by the score
Everyday you love me less, each day I love you more
Yes, I've got heartaches by the number, a love that I can't win
But the day that I stop counting, that's the day my world will end

Heartache number three was when you called me
And said that you were coming back to stay
With hopeful heart I waited for your knock on the door
I waited but you must have lost your way

Yes, I've got
Heartaches by the number, troubles by the score
Everyday you love me less, each day I love you more
Yes, I've got heartaches by the number, a love that I can't win
But the day that I stop counting, that's the day my world will end

 

Here are the lyrics to my favorite slipknot song

Undo these chains, my friend, I'll show you the rage I've hidden
Perish the sacrament, swallow but nothing's forgiven
You and I can't decide which of us was taken for granted
Make amends, some of us are destined to be outlived

[Chorus]
Step inside, see the Devil in I
Too many times we've let it come to this
Step inside, see the Devil in I
You'll realize I'm not your Devil anymore

[Verse 2]
Under the words of men, something is tempting the father
Where is your will, my friend? Insatiates never even bother
You and I, wrong or right, traded a lie for the leverage
In between the lens in light, you're not what you seem

[Chorus]
Step inside, see the Devil in I
Too many times we've let it come to this
Step inside, see the Devil in I
You'll realize I'm not your Devil
I'm not your Devil anymore

[Bridge]
Your station is abandoned
Fooled you 'cause I know what you've done
Sensation, deprivation
You should've burned when you turned on everyone

[Chorus]
So step inside, see the Devil in I
Too many times we've let it come to this
Step inside, see the Devil in I
I know you'll find your answers in the end
Step inside, see the Devil in I
You'll realize I'm not your Devil anymore

[Outro]
So step inside
Step inside
See the devil in I
See the devil in I

 

 

 

 

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'Cause you can't feel my anger
You can't feel my pain
You can't feel my torment
Driving me insane

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BRUH NOOOOOO
I will always miss you my friend. Come back whenever you will always have a place on this server. I wish the best for you and for you to get better, if you ever wanna vibe or talk go ahead and hit me up. I miss you already 😭

There are gods in Alabama: Jack Daniel's, high school quarterbacks, trucks, big tits, and also Jesus.

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Gordan you were always one of my favorites in the community. I truly am going to miss you. Have a good time in wherever you decide to go and stay safe!

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1 minute ago, Mint said:

Gordan you were always one of my favorites in the community. I truly am going to miss you. Have a good time in wherever you decide to go and stay safe!

You were a great Nu7, and an even greater Staff member, Godspeed
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Damn, Im gonna miss you Gordan, you were an outstanding member of the community and I loved working with you in Medical and Staff. Good luck with future stuff.

"Pay increase declined. Welcome to the Foundation, get used to it." -O5-6

3rd time Head of Medical Staff Ex-Director of Research and Security Ex-Director of Utility | Ex-Senior Admin for SCP-RP |  Ex-Admin for TTT 

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See ya later Gordan. Really gonna miss you.

[SCP-RP]   Retired Head Of Security   ||   Retired Field Work Manager   ||   Retired OM3   ||   Retired Event Team Member

[JvS no more]   Former FIRST The Grand Inquisitor

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NOONONONONONOOOO

GORDAN, YOUR WERE ONE OF THE FUCKING GREATEST PEOPLE ON THE SERVER, FRIEND ME ON DISCORD SO WE CAN STILL TALK, I LOVE YOU MAN

"The first draft of everything is Shit" - Ernest Hemingway

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Just now, Cogs said:

NOONONONONONOOOO

GORDAN, YOUR WERE ONE OF THE FUCKING GREATEST PEOPLE ON THE SERVER, FRIEND ME ON DISCORD SO WE CAN STILL TALK, I LOVE YOU MAN

Same.

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11 minutes ago, Cogs said:

NOONONONONONOOOO

GORDAN, YOUR WERE ONE OF THE FUCKING GREATEST PEOPLE ON THE SERVER, FRIEND ME ON DISCORD SO WE CAN STILL TALK, I LOVE YOU MAN

 

10 minutes ago, Hope said:

Same.

 

[SCP-RP]   Retired Head Of Security   ||   Retired Field Work Manager   ||   Retired OM3   ||   Retired Event Team Member

[JvS no more]   Former FIRST The Grand Inquisitor

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Bruh my favorite command member leaving this is wack af, im gonna miss you dude, Add me on steam if you can man so we can play other games , be safe dude an relax

Ret MTF Nu7 1LT SFTO Surge| Ret OH2 RRH , Retired SM Gensec |  No officer that 24Pounds of plutonium isn't mine

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Dude This Resignation was probably the one that hurt the most, I wish the absolute best for you And im sorry it had to end this way, I hope i can make you proud if I get cmd

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Awwwww 😞

Gordon you were one of the most fun Command Members to be around, Thank you for Putting up with my Shenanigans as Medical

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Truth is just a matter of perspective. The duty of every soldier is to protect the innocent ~Captain Price (Modern Warfare 2)

Former CMD Positions: E11 1LT, Medical Chief Manager, CI LT and SRIC, Alpha 1 CPL, RRH Squad Lead.

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4 minutes ago, [GL] Dtscalice said:

Gordon you were one of the most fun Command Members to be around, Thank you for Putting up with my Shenanigans as Medical

 

 

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BRUH NOOOOOOOO GORDAN I FUCKING LOVE YOU

 

I"ll always have a spot in my heart fo your. Hopefully everything will get better and you'll be able to come back someday. I'll miss you for real man. You always brought a smile to my face

 

[SCP-RP] Retired: CI RND DHOR/RA/CIN,  Engineer/OS, Omi9 Maj, SET.

[IMP-RP] Previous: CMO Captain, SFL, Tank VCMDR Shock VCMDR GMVIII

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