[GL] Game Theorist Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 Before this starts, I understand WHY I lost my staff rank. This is regarding my absences that lead to my removal from the staff. I've been trying to get ahold of a manager. On the night of August 12th I was gardening in my backyard I woke up the next morning and starting having painful convulsions and headaches. My dad called the doctor and he just said it may be a “stomach bug” and to be on bed rest. So, I fell back to sleep again and woke up about mid-afternoon and I couldn't move my left leg and I was extremely limp and started to vomit again I could hardly speak because my face muscles were completely numb. The pain was unbearable and I would have chosen death at that point. My dad called an ambulance and I blacked out. I remember waking up with a bajillion different tubes and machines, and oxygen I had no idea what was going on. There were about 7 hospital staff injecting me, monitoring my heart rate all while my parents sat and watched me almost die. I heard a nurse tell my father my blood pressure was 205/185. Through a team of great medical staff, I was put in an ICU on 24Hr watch. Meanwhile, I had headaches that were absolutely wrenching. They were so bad they had to change the lightbulbs in my hospital room to soft white instead of LED’S. I wasn't eating and I dropped 10 pounds. Then a nurse, a doctor, and a specialist came in and sat down with my father and me (alongside the bed) and told him I had a mini-stroke essentially. While MRI’s and all these tests were done leading up to the 24th of august. The MRI's confirmed it was a stroke and only minor neurological and brain damage occurred (Which is shocking cause my blood pressure was the Doctor said: "was the worse he'd ever seen in a live patient.". Starting on the 20th I started to stabilize, I gained control of my left leg again, I didn't have many symptoms and they took my blood again. I declined the press, but I did volunteer for studies. was on bed rest till the 28th and was not allowed to use electronics or move at all. The nerves in my eyes and surrounding areas were very inflamed and very painful. I get it, it was a while ago. Im kicking myself for not saying anything before-hand because consequentially I lost my staff rank. I wasn't in the right frame of mind knowing it could very well happen again, and the meds I was on every day was an "off-day" for me. It's hard to talk about because I almost lost my life. Also, throughout the rest of 2019, my medication started to backfire on me having very adverse reactions. (Turns out im allergic to a ton of medications). But to be completely honest, Gaminglight was the last thing on my mind. I love you guys, but priorities. So, from here, this could very well lead to health problems down the line. And I completely understand why I lost my staff rank. I was irresponsible and didn't take care of it when I had the opportunity. I would love to resume my journey here at Gaminglight. But if it is not possible to regain my staff rank, I enjoyed the time I had here. Best Regards, Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
th3 Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 This is better suited in a private message to a HoS+ of PoliceRP because you were staff there. SCPRP Head of Staff Lead Discord Administrator Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fool Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 I agree with Th3 also this is hard on the eyes jesus Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
[GL] Game Theorist Posted January 11, 2020 Author Share Posted January 11, 2020 1 hour ago, th3 said: This is better suited in a private message to a HoS+ of PoliceRP because you were staff there. Agreed. Though, I think I owe it to the community aswell why I wasnt performing as a staff member. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jayden Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 I'm glad that you're okay Game Theorist Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheJayden Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 1 hour ago, Jayden said: I'm glad that you're okay Game Theorist TheJayden | Retired PoliceRP PD Colonel | Retired/Reserve Delta Squad Second Lieutenant | Street Crimes Unit Co-Commander | Member of Gaminglight since March 29, 2018 | Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Springs Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 8 minutes ago, TheJayden said: I'm glad that you're okay Game Theorist |Ex PD LT|Delta squad RCT| Ex senior moderator| Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Noah REmiX Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 1 hour ago, Jayden said: I'm glad that you're okay Game Theorist PD CPL | FBI SA | DEA ASAC | DEA FTO | SS SO | Scythes Of Paradise Lord “People will do you wrong over and over, but the one time you call them out your suddenly the bad guy.” - Juice WRLD "Yesterday, today was tomorrow. And tomorrow, today will be yesterday." - George Harrison Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
thebigr Posted January 11, 2020 Share Posted January 11, 2020 Glad to hear you're OK Game Theorist, I wish you the best of luck with your recovery and future health problems. Also, don't beat yourself up over not saying anything about it to the HOS of PoliceRP real life problems trump video game problems all the time. Glad to see you back and hope we have a lot of fun. ~EMS Deputy Chief Ryan CX-2, Former SRT 2ndLT Ryan 1Q63, SM Ryan 1A28, Ryan UMC Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
grunt22fox Posted January 12, 2020 Share Posted January 12, 2020 (edited) 12 hours ago, TheJayden said: I'm glad that you're okay Game Theorist That was hard to read, seriously hope you never experience anything like that again, stay well man Edited January 12, 2020 by grunt22fox Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Stsin Posted January 12, 2020 Share Posted January 12, 2020 6 hours ago, Jayden said: I'm glad that you're okay Game Theorist Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ronin Posted January 12, 2020 Share Posted January 12, 2020 I am REALLY happy that you're doing better now. A stroke is NOT something I'd want to ever have happen. But I am here for you, as well as many others I am sure. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Assault Posted January 12, 2020 Share Posted January 12, 2020 7 hours ago, Ronin said: I am REALLY happy that you're doing better now. A stroke is NOT something I'd want to ever have happen. But I am here for you, as well as many others I am sure. Glad your ok, and i hope things just get better from now on Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ender Posted January 12, 2020 Share Posted January 12, 2020 16 hours ago, Ronin said: I am REALLY happy that you're doing better now. A stroke is NOT something I'd want to ever have happen. But I am here for you, as well as many others I am sure. 17 hours ago, Stsin said: Missed you a lot, Game Theorist. Contact me if you’d like to be back in EMS. Would love to have you back. @[GL] Game Theorist Ender | Former SWAT Lieutenant | Senior Low Command | SWAT FTO | Previous PoliceRP Administrator COL Will 1L52 to admins: Max, you ain't going to scare them, you are on a female model and stuttering... "So what're you doing?" - @SWAT LT Ender 22-D "Putting my clothes back on". - @SWAT SFC Nao 27-D "There's a fine line between right and wrong. And somewhere, in the shadows, they've sent us to find it." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
𝙁𝙧𝙚𝙚𝙯𝙚 Posted January 13, 2020 Share Posted January 13, 2020 Realy sucks to hear things like these, glad your back and take the time you need. Your a great staff member so keep doing what your doing Former S.W.A.T Commander & J.M.T Member Quote Best driver of the year award Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
bT aSSaiLaNTT Posted January 16, 2020 Share Posted January 16, 2020 On 1/12/2020 at 4:27 PM, Freeze said: Realy sucks to hear things like these, glad your back and take the time you need. Your a great staff member so keep doing what your doing ^^ Hope you don’t get put in that type of situation again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
LuckyGoose Posted January 16, 2020 Share Posted January 16, 2020 Wow damn bro you are to young for this im sorry this happened. If you need anything hit me up, please get better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Former FBI COS | PD LT | DS PFC | Former HRT Overseer | Gaminglight PRP Admin Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Rocky Posted January 17, 2020 Share Posted January 17, 2020 On 1/11/2020 at 9:03 PM, grunt22fox said: That was hard to read, seriously hope you never experience anything like that again, stay well man Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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