SpitzAcid

Thank you all. I now know that staff truly does respond well when approached correctly. I used to think differently but I was wrong. I just came off hostile for no reason at times. Y'all have been great here hats off to you.

And I would say that is a pretty acurate depiction of what happened. But all I'm saying is that I wasn't just saying no I'm gonna stay up here because other people are up here I was just asking for you to explain to me which people had access and why because I was getting mixed messages. I even offered to leave the wall to talk to you but like I said we can't hear each other if I'm off the wall and your on it. I am not asking for you to not arrest people obviously I was probably in the wrong spot but arresting me and not explaining what's going on as a staff member just seemed toxic that's all. Explaining things changes how I act next time and let's me know why I can't be up there but every other class can or whoever can be up there idek at this point. It was a completely new map I am not even sure if everyone was on the same page which I totally understand if that was part of the issue to. Not here to argue just for a suggestion and I feel it has been taken care of so I hope you know I'm not trying to bad mouth you or get anyone in trouble it's not like I recorded it either way. Just looking to learn personally as well.

Yes that was at the very beginning when I logged on and I was very confused which is why I was disrespectful that was my bad and you handled that incredibly well I appreciate your patients with me I will definately hop in the team speak or discord I didn't even think of that thanks and thank you too again stone man.

1. Your In-game: ST PFC Kendrick 0346 2. Your SteamID: 76561198346047964 3. The admin's name in-game: I am not sure it is incredibly long, I don't mean to be lazy here but he is in shock and his name is Blast 4. The admin's steam name (If you know it): I apologize that I don't know this 5. What did the admin do: I want to preface here I am not looking for a punishment here. I am not looking for anything other than someone saying they will look into it. I am beginning to feel targeted on this server and I don't want to spend the majority of my time on a server in jail when I was truthfully attempting to follow the rules. I also hope that you will listen to my side of this story. The multiple times I have brought it up, Blast has come to try and make out what happened into something it wasn't. Just please read both sides before counting me out. This started during an event where we were on a new map called the lunar base. It is new and this is needed for the story because I have absolutely no idea where I am allowed or not. There are no signs or anything. During the part of the event where the spiders came and we were told to shoot them, I was dying a lot. You know how it is as an ST your gun has bullets equivalent to a nerf gun and if your in the middle of the fight lightsabers turn out to be your bigger enemy. I decided I wanted some high ground so the bugs couldn't get me. I knew I wasn't allowed atop the wall directly facing the outside, because a shock had told me that, but people and ST's had been running along the inner walls and people had told me I was fine as long as I didn't leave the base. I decided on a spot below the shock on a wall where I would sit half way up the ladder and fire from there. I figured I wasn't atop any of the walls so I should be all clear and in the clear rules wise. I was really trying to be cautious of getting in more trouble as I got in some earlier for being confused which I will talk about later. Anyways, I am shooting away and don't notice some shock are trying to climb the ladder, and Blast is one of them. He yells at me to get off and as soon as I hear him I jump out of the way of the shock. I feel kind of stupid for a moment for not realizing that I was in there way, so I look for a way to keep with my strategy and fix it. I climb the ladder again making sure I am as far to the side of the ladder as I can and aim my camera down to make sure I can see shock when they are coming. Blast then yells at me again to get off the latter or he will arrest me. I awkwardly stumble off the ladder say sorry and run away now knowing I am just not allowed on the ladder period. I decide to go and climb up on another section of the wall where others are and figure that that place must be accessible and so I can stick to shooting the bugs on the ground from afar. I am greeted by people as I pass them and so I assume all is right and I hunker down and get ready for the next wave. Almost immediately I see blast catch my eye and start sprinting towards me. Idk if he is coming over to tell me to scoot back farther along the wall or what so I just patiently wait for him. He even falls off the wall as he comes to me and I still don't run or sprint away because I don't know I am not supposed to be up there. Like I said I keep getting sent mixed messages here. When he gets to me, he immediately starts yelling at me about being up on the wall. I try and ask why I can't be on the wall and he brushes me off throwing out warnings faster than I can even respond. Afraid of being arrested and just trying to understand, I ask him and I quote "Can I get off the wall and talk about this with you because I don't know the rules?" He brushes me off and says no you can get off the wall and I can stay up here and we can talk. I already know from the draw distance you can't talk that far away, I could only hear my friend Iced when I was on the ladder if he scooted as close as he could. I ask about this but before I can even ask my question he arrests me. The whole conversation lasted at most fifteen seconds, I would say less. Here is the problem I have here. I wasn't minging around. I wasn't failing to RP I wasn't player dissing I was confused. I was desperately trying to understand the rules so I could follow them, but I was refused help to understand. Blast will tell you he was trying to explain, but he wasn't trying to explain he was trying to brush me off. I write this because a staff member shouldn't be treating a player who is actively trying to take part in your server like this. I was confused and am still confused. If someone wants to explain the boundaries of that map to me still I WOULD LOVE THAT! Like seriously if someone can bless your soul. I just don't think anyone could because I think there was a lot of misconception there. So I called a report just to get myself out of jail and figure things out, and not only does Blast come in to be un helpful, he just down right lies. First he says he told me to get off the ladder ten times. That simply isn't true. Then he said really? let's get Iced over here because even he was telling you to get off the ladder. Idk what his intentions here were because from my perspective only he even said anything about the ladder and since we have a past, I wouldn't be surprised if he was just choosing a high rank officer to back whatever his story was up. If that was the case, he chose the wrong guy because Iced and I go back far and he simply told the truth and said I heard you tell him to once or twice but I never told him to get off. Blast then told the administrator (Bones at the time) that he gave me at least thirty seconds to get off the wall and counted what he said was the time between his warnings. This just isn't true but I don't have vide so I can't argue with him there. Blast got sent away at that point and I was honestly just so done. I wasn't as much angry as I was frustrated at the fact that for once I came onto this server looking to follow the rules and even then I got picked out of a crowd and when I asked for help I got the cold shoulder. And this isn't the first time either. Blast constantly holds his seniority over my head in passing. After my last problems with him I saw him a day later and he approached me just to tell me how wrong I was. At the end he did say let's just have a new day, but he was snooty when he approached me and personally when I saw him, I was wanting to just leave it alone and act like it didn't happen. He had that same obnoxious tone when he suggested me jumping off the wall and him holding his high ground to "talk" to me even though you can't talk from that distance. He was just bent on not communicating, not helping, and just causing me as much anguish as he could. He took any opportunity he could to get at me to the point where he spotted me across a battlefield and ran to me for an arrest that I am not even positive was correct or not because I had no staff willing to help me accept Bones. This is where I want to give your staff member Bones a huge shout out. He has been the most understanding and fantastic staff member I have met on this server and honestly he deserves an extreme amount of recognition. He could tell I was genuinely upset with the situation and the fact that no one was helping me and helped me install a screen recorder so that next time if this happens I can make a report that could have consequences. Thank you Bones for going above and beyond. I also want to mention here that I am asking not for punishment of any admin or player here, but only for someone to look into talking to Blast about explaining how this server works to new players. Later on in this session when I had to show up late for the debrief of the event I missed while in jail, Iced brought up a point that there were no signs on this new map telling people where to go. He was given the could shoulder by the woman taking the suggestions because there have been technical difficulties with signs. I decided to get in line and talk about my experience with another admin (which I will get to in a second) who wasn't Blast to respectfully bring up the fact that some people have no idea where to go. I did this again without saying Blasts name nor detailing the fact that anything happened with him, and instead of letting me make my suggestion, he stepped in and started trying to high jack what I was saying. He completely disrespected the PTS that was active as I waited in line to share and because of this I was brought back to my line with the woman in charge saying "It seems you need to sort this out later." That just completely is not okay I chose the most respectful and calm way of trying to suggest something to the server and again I was singled out by staff member Blast as he chose to completely shut me down and no one cared. The instance I was speaking of in my statement was about staff member Blizzard. He arrested me for being outside the walls of the compound which I had no idea was a rule. This was because I saw so many people outside the compound, and even an admin saw me outside the compound and talked to me and didn't mention it. So I messaged Blizzard just to ask if I shouldn't be out there because I was confused and he didn't respond. I sent more messages saying I didn't want to waste anybody's time staff wise bnecause I was sure I was in the wrong I just wanted to know for the future. After sending message upon message he just told me to stop pm him. That is what I brought up in the meeting yet Blast came in trying to shut me down for our argument which was completely uncalled for. I am not trying to staff disrespect here I don't feel I have Iand if I have in this message I apologize I am just trying to let the gaming light staff know that as a new player to G Mod, the harshness and cold interactions I have had with staff recently has really made the server difficult to understand and at times down right unbearable. I hope someone below will just look into this. 6. Evidence of the abusive action(s) (REQUIRED): Besides my story I don't have recordings. Next time I will show up with them. I know that is a direct -Support and I am fine with that like I said I don't want anyone to get in trouble as that would be unfounded, I would just like someone who can to maybe go over issues like this with the whole team whether you believe they are happening or not. 7. What do you believe should happen to the admin: I just hope we can end this and I can stop getting repeatedly tormented by Blast whether it is intentional or not. Honestly if I could just have another admin join in on any discussions we have to face in the future who is as calm and awesome as Bones I would be happy 8. Any extra information: I just hope you guys can give an extra pat on the back to Bones for going the extra mile. And I want to apologize for all my staff disrespect in the past. Bones has shown me there are good staff here and a good community, I just have to look and try to be a part of it. Whether you think I am sincere or not, I hope this just tells you that I am not trying to just talk out my ass here I really do apologize and appreciate you guys. Even a guy who I have had problems with in the past General Stone surprised me today by really sitting down and talking with me about an arrest of mine I thought was unfounded. He calmed me down and I appreciate that. I just hope Blast can take an example from these two guys, and I really hope Stone and Bones see this to know I thank you both for dealing with my issues today.

I act this way because no matter what way anyone writes up these reports, it's simply just GamingLight staff coming on trying to find every excuse they can to not address an issue. I appreciate you here because you seem to be the most helpful person I've encountered and I understand why on THIS post of mine you would say well he doesn't care so I won't go out of my way, but I guess here is what I don't understand. People have come to you, including me, and stated your admins were abusing power. I have also stated, and it's simply true, that the proof is out there. I can't post the videos admins take of me, but I know they exist because Admins record all of their discussion. If I was an admin or part of a community I cared about, I would imediately approach this issue as seriously as possible. I mean this persons accusations state that my fellow admins are treating lower members of my community as if they don't matter and abusing their power, that can be detrimental to a community. I have never gotten that reaction. If you look at the evidence read my statement and say hey I think we have a misunderstanding. These two guys were the only guys on the server that could deal with your issue. They mistook you as someone who hated our server and was just trying to waste there time. If you can level with us and apologise for your words against them, maybe we will look into asking them about this situation and make sure next time this won't happen, whether anything wrong was committed or not. But I've never received this type of help on past posts. I just get excuse after excuse about how I'm not worth your time. Of course that's not all of you, but as a cohesive team you repost each other and back each other off, and most of the excuses I get are unrelated to the issue. I'm not saying I was in the right, I'm saying there was some shifty things that went down that you might want to just adress. I didn't even say I want these guys to be punished. That's unrealistic and it's also not necisary. Your right I do prefer this server over others in imperial rp I have friends on this server and it's enough for me to stay, but it's frustrating when all your interactions with stuff start on a battle field and full of disrespect with no notion of the benefit of the doubt. So yeah I get tired of it and don't give you guys respect. Why try and be a leader or set an example when I get bossed around all day I'm am ST you guys are the Mods. I just reciprocate what I hear from you. "I hate ST they are all Minges" "The ST Just minge around anyway why give them an important role in events" "ST you literally joined this server yesterday move or I'll arrest you your not worth my time" all things I've over heard from people playing who later took on admin positions. It's not that I came here randomly with a bad attitude. I'm just holding up a mirror. If you don't like what you see why not help me and we can change together. It's sad that I write all this, and the reality is it's more likely that someone will quote this and just come up with another excuse as to why I am completely at fault here rather than addressing isssues. It's just a shame this server is run like this. Now this is your mature response. If this is treated the same way as my post above was, it's invalid to say that you aren't helping me because I am disrespectful or immature.

I didn't get banned and your right it isn't up to you. Though it is hard for me to imagine why you think I'm immature. I am openly letting you all criticize me, that's something none of you have the maturity to do. But hey not surprised by replies like this I honestly believe you guys don't read these posts because yet again I am not asking for my WARN not bam to be removed, I'm asking you to check your staff and yourselves. That's why I used the admin report form. If you are confused by that just hit me up I'll explain it to you.

Ah refreshing. An admin team who refuse to take criticism. I know it's your job and everything but it sounds rediculous to say you disrespected our admins, so we don't care what they do to you even if they maybe maybe didnt do something unrelated. You people still haven't addressed the issue. At least read my post and shut me down for what I'm talking about I never asked for a warning appeal I didn't even use that format

All of you who just put staff disrespect down, honestly need a new passtime I admit to that very clearly in my statement. Also, to the stone man, just because I do something doesn't mean it's okay for your staff to do that same thing. If I call you the N word is it ok for Blast to do that? Would it be wrong of me to report him for calling another player that? Same concept. I never said or made rules that say I can't do that. YOU all have a job and work to uphold rules that say you can't player diss. Personally I find the rule anoying and stupid yeah but you made it up. So follow it then. If you can't follow them you are to be punished. Which I was when I committed this same crime so Blast should have been considered justly as well. Also I have evidence I was told it didn't matter at the time I was happy and willing to give it. Fineally what does prior minging have to do with your staff not being able to function cohesively. You people haven't even MENTIONED the fact that two admins were literally being the judge jury and executioner for each other and hanging out on the server together as pals while also acting as each other's balance in power. There is an obvious bias there and if you get one of the admins recordings of our actions when we were teleported to him I point out that fact and they refuse to act on it. What's your opinion on that? I never asked you to remove a warning I asked you to review the staff. And you wonder why I'm disrespectful, you respond to these things like you don't even read the post and most of you just repost each other. Honestly you want my reasoning why you guys are a bad staff team? Because you signed up for this. No one is making you sit down and read these you can quit tommorow if you want but you decided this was something you wanted. Running this server is a passion for you, yet I hear constant complaints about new players or Minges. Hell you wouldn't even be here without Minges. Neither would half of your server. Not because half of them are Minges but because that's the enjoyment these people who play as shock get. Those who spend money to have roles of power get to boss around others right? That's the theme. And I understand that attraction to the game. But there is a jail system for a reason. Why would you build a jail system I can break into and free people from if you didn't want it to happen at some point. Shock have to have people to arrest and those people have to have a reason to play after sitting in place for ten minutes for pressing a button. That is how this works it's a give and take whether you like it or not. And then you decide your too lazy to do your job. If it's so horrible let one of the other hundred people lining up for your job do it. But what do I know I'm the guy who presses the button. My opinion isn't supposed to leave my mouth. I don't hide my disrespect because I have genuine disrespect for you. If you don't like it here are your options as an administrator. What you choose to do will tell me what kind of person you are. Ignore this message and any other message criticising you. Ban them, kick them, throw them in jail and do everything in your power to NOT solve an issue, or prove me wrong and show me you care for the server. Either way I get to press my button so I'm happy at the end of the day. Right now I'm still winning that twenty...

I know this will do nothing because ya'll don't care about you server so frankly I don't even care about getting banned at this point. Not asking to remove my ban I stand by what I said. You are a shitty group of administrators and the fact you won't have a civil conversation about it is hilarious. Instead you silence anyone who doesn't worship the ground you walk on. In America we call that fascism (Ignore the fact Trump is our president he is... special). Either way here is what actually occurred and you should probably do something about it but you will probably just go play dolls or something idk what nerds who cry about fail rp do in their free time. 1. Your In-game: ST (Something I don't remember what rank I am because I don't care) Kendrick 0346 2. Your SteamID: Not getting that if you don't have the time to be a cohesive and affective staff I sure don't have the time to give you this 3. The admin's name in-game: Blast and Barry. Both are shock members and staff members. Blast is high up enough I had to report other in game to deal with him 4. The admin's steam name (If you know it): nope 5. What did the admin do: Long story here so let's make it simple. Blast reported me for fail rp. Ok, whatever happens all the time ill take it it's part of the fun. I then catch him talking about mental deficiency as if it is a joke. No I am not sensitive and hurt, but I have someone in my family with mental conditions and if they were in my shoes and saw that I would be furious. It is offensive even if your joking. Calling someone the N word as a joke isn't funny, calling some the F word isn't funny so yeah go ahead and justify making fun of people with mental handicaps to defend your admin friends it will be great to watch how many of you just don't care. I reported him for the issue and he brought me in and he was the admin discussing our issue. How the hell does that make sense at all? You had an admin judging his own actions on a server? Not against the rules, but you should probably check on that one guys. So then he calls Barry in and he is Blasts friend I already know it so I just let it go whatever no one is in trouble. Later I'm hanging out in front of the shock entrance and who happens to be standing there but my good friend Barry. I have this on video and offered it to the admins but they told me to send it but refused to let me out of jail for what comes next here and then banned me after I said they had shitty staff because they had been dealing with tough stuff tonight :(. I honestly don't have tolerance for this but whatever here is how this went down exactly. Barry makes a comment to the other guy there that he isn't even going to give me a verbal warning if I do anything because he just doesn't like me. Very professional guys keep that up you might own the damn server one day they eat this shit up. Anyways I am behind the line I stay there he asks for an ID I give it and then he says ok I am warning you and counting to three you must move back. Then he does that stupid thing all the shock do where they count to three as fast as they can and don't even count to three like literally he said one two...... Idk why they do this I guess they think they have big dicks or something idk maybe tell me down in the comments bellow when you all shit on my post. Anyways I report it while my ass sits in jail and who is the admin to come on and (unbias of course) judge this ruling. Mr. Blast himself. Its almost as if these guys planned it or something. Oh wait thats exactly what fucking happened. So I tell them my story and of course I get the well actually I didn't say that which btw, is lying to staff and is a blamable offense but you don't care about rules right? Anyway I say I can prove it they say send it I say ok Ill work on it get me out of jail cause I wasn't given any time to back up they say nah I say you guys have shitty staff Blast says oh pwease down't say dat abowt staff we twy weawy weawy hawd. And I saw nah yall are dog shit and now I am here to tell you all the tyranny that is GameingLight. 6. Evidence of the abusive action(s) (REQUIRED): They fucking happened they are the ones who recorded the talks just look and see that the admins judge for each other that's your proof right there 7. What do you believe should happen to the admin: Nothing they are just as bad as everyone else it probably wasn't even their fault just admins should not be able to just ask their buddy to get them out of everything because they can 8. Any extra information: Yeah give me an estimate to how many shitty admins will shit on me below. If you get the closest I will Zell you a twenty in USD. And I am serious about this probably the only thing I am serious about. I am guessing 15 including the reposts. Also why do you guys just repost each other too like wtf is that yall just talk out of one persons mouth its weird. Aight I hope you guys win that twenty. Later losers.

1. Your In-game: DSC Kendrick Local 346 2. Your SteamID: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561198346047964/ 3. The admin's name in-game: General Stone 4. The admin's steam name (If you know it): N/A 5. What did the admin do: The admin refused to listen and understand and promote a fare and enjoyable server as well as banned me for multiple charges that I did not commit 6. Evidence of the abusive action(s) (REQUIRED): I was banned for the following Mass NCWS | Player Diss x2 | NITRP | Minge | Lying to staff. The problem with this is the following. I only committed Player Diss X1. I will admit to it as well, I was frustrated at the admin for his absolute refusal to make rules clear or talk and his constant reminders of how he does not "have the time to deal with people like me". I never refused to RP he was telling me to change my name from a name another admin had told me to give myself. It was for the RP purpose actually DSC stands for death star construction so RP was absolutely the whole point of this interaction. Minge, although used by your staff quite often for whatever reason, is and I quote "A vulgar term for a woman's pubic hair or genitals. crotch hair, pubic hair, bush - hair growing in the pubic area. female genital organ, female genitalia, female genitals, fanny - external female sex organs; " (Oxford N/A). That is Player Diss X1 on General Stones part, so maybe that is why I was banned for that twice? I recommend that word be removed from the banning format for it could be seen as offensive to women and people who believe in social and gender equality and also I am male so I don't have a vagina nor does any character I "RP". So didn't commit that crime. Finally, lying to staff. Never lied he just doesn't believe what I said. That is fine, but that doesn't mean I lied. You should be held at the same standard I and shock and everyone on the server is held to. I will put it in General Stones words himself, "If it's not on video it doesn't matter". You don't have that because I never lied. My ban length needs to be corrected and looked at by someone. I am willing to serve time for the single offense of insulting an admin. Not a minute more. 7. What do you believe should happen to the admin: I think you just need to talk to all the admins about actually listening to peoples problems and explanations instead of being arrogant and abusing their power because they don't have the time for us. If you don't have the time, fine. I would be willing to do your job. But the server shouldn't suffer at your lack of will to do an adequate job 8. Any extra information: I tend to have problems with the staff here and I mean no disrespect even to General Stone. But I also am being held up to an expectation by playing on your server and I just request you try to hold everyone else up as well no matter your rank. I hope we can just talk this out without being arrogant or angry.