Big John

I'm sorry. Most of you probably know me as being somebody who does a lot of things that aren't really considered acceptable. I realize that a lot of people probably have a negative opinion of me because of a lot of the more annoying things I do, and if that's the case, then it's justified. I've taken some time over the past couple of days to think about a lot of things, one of which including what I've been doing on the server when I get on. To be completely honest, after reflecting, I've realized how much of a pain I've been for several different people, and I mainly direct this apology at them. But for everyone else who's had to put up with me ever since i joined, I just want to apologize for all of the really mingy things I've been doing. I feel that I need to reform how I act on this server in order to stop annoying so many people, especially since I feel I've only gotten worse over the time I've been here. If there's anything that I can do to really better myself in your eyes, feel free to let me know. Until then, I'll work on improving myself and my behavior, and finally stop with the admittedly excessive overuse of props. Thank You. -Big John

In-game Name: Big John SteamID: STEAM_1:0:62102845 DiscordID: Firewatch the Turtle#7808 What division do you want to join (Military or R&D): Military How would you rank your knowledge of the lore: When it comes to SCP, I'd like to think I know quite a lot about it, I am constantly striving to know more. Why should you be in Chaos Insurgency? (75 word minimum) I play a lot of FPS games, and I have extensive knowledge of most escape routes. I know how to use weapons well, and this isn't my first rodeo in Gmod itself. If there's anything I've learned in 2100 hours, it's how to play this game to my best ability. I also keep up to date with any announcements on Discord or TS, and am sure to check up on the rules whenever it applies. I'm reliable, trustworthy, and always ready for action, and i'm fully prepared to kick as much ass as possible on my way up the ranks. Hopefully one day I will be ready for the R&D team as well, as my strive for knowledge is truly endless... What is something that sets you apart from other applicants? I'm probably one of the most unorthodox people that ever picked up a rifle, to say the least, I'm extremely hard to hit, and can move faster than most others. (i got bhop skills) How active can you be: I can be on most afternoons, and can do longer periods on weekends Do you have both Teamspeak and Discord: Yes I do.

It just doesn't make sense to have something that's hard to get, and utterly useless once obtained. It doesn't have to be powerful, it just has to be something that gives a reason why 1048-A should even be worked towards, right now it just feels like a generic goal for 1048 to work towards. I understand it's just a teddy bear, but if it really has to be as hard as it is to even obtain 1048-A, then he should be at least a little better than he is now, because now 1048-A spawns, and then instantly dies.

it's mainly about 1048-A , but it also is a critique of 1048 itself.

What you want to see? - 1048-A have more health, more damage, or just require it to be recontained. Or just have the process of getting ears be easier. Why should we add it? - It's not fair for 1048 to work towards something that is near impossible, and then just have it be taken away instantly, 1048-A is one of the most useless scps in terms of ability. What are the advantages of having this? - It'll give a greater incentive for SCP-1048 to actually cut off ears in order to make 1048-A, and it'll make 1048-A overall more fun to play Who is it mainly for? - Anyone who has played 1048 and tried to get ears, and all people who wanted to play 1048-A I'm extremely frustrated with having to gather 3 ears, which in itself is near impossible to do without being killed, and then having what I worked so hard for just get killed instantly. It's not fair to work towards something that is near impossible, and then just have it be taken away instantly, it feels like it's just because it "has to be."

What you want to see? - The Christmas Shop item nerfed to not do 150 damage in a single hit when it hits. Maybe make the left click do 50 initially, and 75 on a strong hit (where it would do 150 damage) right click is fine. Why should we add it? - It'll make it more fair to go up against D-Class with it so you can't get 3 shot as MTF. What are the advantages of having this? - Dclass won't be able to terrify security by one shotting most of them, and if not two shotting. Who is it mainly for? - All Classes that have to deal with D-Class with these hammers, MTF, GENSEC, etc.

I know as a first post on the forums I shouldn't complain about things, but it's been getting seriously annoying at this point. The seasonal Christmas sledgehammer is way too powerful. To put into perspective what this thing can do: It can deal 150 damage in a single hit. Yes you read that correctly. It can one-shot most foundation personnel and leave security crippled. You can use it as a D-Class, and it's much stronger then pretty much all melee weapons. It's 15 dollars. I understand bringing out a season event weapon that you can only buy for a week, but when it's arguably the best melee weapon in the game then it's a little concerning, especially when you're trying to take down some class and they can pretty much kill you in around two hits even as an E11. I'm sorry if this was ranty, but it's extremely unfair to go up against an army of D-Class with 150 damage weapons, especially when 2 or 3 hits can kill most security.