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Since my return to Gaminglight I’ve met quite a few people. Many of them have heard that I was a member of the community in the old days, but nobody knows what happened that made me leave for over two and a half years. A lot of them have asked me about it, but the story is extremely long winded, and is full of painful memories of how bad and constantly stressful the situation was. Tonight I decided to go back through old posts that are still around from when it was still happening. Using the old posts, I have refreshed my memory to the best of my abilities Please understand certain details may be forgotten or slightly incorrect. Nevertheless, I have written the full story start to finish, beginning with a forgotten Gaminglight meme known as the - repping meme. I kindly request for this meme to remain dead forever, and will be going directly to SMT if anyone does anything from it. I was in one of my numerous custom bases making meth that i was spewing all over the little town a few of us were making, when someone mentioned in advert something about me going from +7 to -2 reputation points on the forums within one day (i dont remember which post caused this). This was a big deal, as this had never happened to anyone before. I was the first to ever lose that much rep so quickly. I responded to the advert with a pun about the situation, and then another person adverted “not funny. - rep.” It was funny to people, and people started saying “(funny reason), - rep” when I adverted anything or said anything in ooc. I was enjoying the meme (and maybe the mass attention) and went along with it, even making jokes as well. I thought it would be a funny day i could remember later, but i was so unbelievably wrong. This trend slowly grew, and eventually it was at the point where I’d come home and see everyone using their 5 reputation points for the day to - rep my posts. Some even making alts to get more - rep points. It didnt stop there. Every time i went in game people said “- rep” to my every. Fucking. Move. It was annoying fast, but I didn’t care, as it didnt hurt anyone. What really crossed the line was Lut trying to get me to lose my Moderator position because I was at -85 rep. At this point I made the infamous “The - repping has gone too far” post that hit #1 trending post on the Gaminglight forums for over 72 hours. This helped slow the meme, as a fair number of people who respected my request did stop. However there were a lot of people who wanted to use the - repping in a toxic manner. People attacked my staff position, EMS High Command position, any application I made, and would send me forum dms harassing me about it. Each and every day I came home from long days at school to get these kinds of things in my notifications https://imgur.com/gallery/RXBJk (this was originally a compilation I made to report someone to SMT in an attempt to show people I was serious) After a few months had passed Since the original advert that started it, SMT felt bad about how I was being treated and they reset my reputation points to 0. Luckily it worked and the - repping ended. However people after this continued to resent me greatly. Left and right people would try to report me for the littlest things. (There was literally a staff report against me because I tabbed out to look at forums for a couple minutes). A few staff were even warning me for bullshit reasons to try to push my warn count above 40 to get me permabanned, leading to this post. SMT at this point were aware of it all, and wanted to help stop it, but there was nothing anyone could do to make the toxicity go away. SMT did what they could nevertheless, by not banning me at 40 warns, resetting my rep, and taking action when possible. Unfortunately people were easily able to get around this, since it would have to be extremely direct and obvious for action to be possible. People additionally used the “critisism” card and SMT couldn’t say no without heavy backlash. I was being heavily degraded mentally and emotionally, constantly under stress even when not playing the game. On may 21’st 2018 I finally gave up and left the community, unable to go on any longer. Going through the old posts from back then was not easy for me. Reading each thread was like reliving it, and even today is difficult to think deeply about it. Nobody should ever have to experience anything like this, and we must take care to ensure it never happens to anyone else.

I am not particularly convinced by your dispute.

Should I reapply to police Rp Or Scp Rp Or is there really no hope anymore because of what I’ve done,or is there still hope to come?

So this story is a sad one. When I was young about a boy I thought of life allot. And the concept of mythical creatures. I was in love with zues a god that's all might and powerful. The thought of it was amusing to me controlling and being able to overcome something. I wanted to live for ever just like most people do. But thinking and thinking more and more I realized life isnt about living for ever its about living and dieng. I'm not sure how long time is going by but one day. My grandpa came into my room it was day out he said your uncle he died. And I asked why he told me these words son the reaper needed a soul that was pure and driven from hate or evil. And was looking for life. And later on what he meant by that was the reaper wasnt chasing life he was chasing a soul that he lost within death. Meaning never lose yourself and death cant find you because if you die happy and alive you live forever within♡Let me know if you would like more stories I'll post daily ♤ ♤ReaperAce♤~The reaper dosen't kill you death does~

Rank You are Applying For: CPT (Captain) In-Game Name: Calamity SteamID: STEAM_0:0:441397904 Current Rank: LT (Lieutenant) How long have you been in your current rank?: For three months What timezone are you in?: Central Time Zone How many Warns do you have?: 0 https://imgur.com/eyrLABF Why should you be promoted (150 words Minimum): Being a Lieutenant for three months dealing with Police Officers, helping in meetings, and promoting up lower ranks that are doing really well. I feel like I am excellent fit for the next position in the police force. As a very active and dedicated individual who does what is best for PD/Gaminglight. I tend to take things very seriously and get things done very quickly without any problems. Dealing with people daily, I am very nice expressing positive emotion making sure everyone feels safe around me and in the police force. I have excellent leadership and cooping skills to deal with any situation that comes before me, that includes taking charge in the police force, trainings, etc. Containing experience from S.W.AT Command, I know what to do and how to manage people. Regarding out of character information I have been really active supporting our officers inside our discord. I have been taking their support calls and making decisive judgements in reports. Having direct contact with other Police Command members I have coordinated with them really well, and all together we have made the police department a better place to be. Not to mention a really active one! I helped PD command a lot with issues which makes me familiar with how everything is ran. After being a lieutenant for three months, building up my skills, and more, I feel like I am ready for the next stage and become a Captain. You agree that disobeying any rules set by High Command will result in an immediate demotion (Yes/No): Yes sir!

Player lied to staff, resulting in false warn Questions Your In-game: Mazgrid Your SteamID: (cant get this to load. takes 20 minutes to load up www.gaminglight.com not even forums, just gaminglight.com) The admin's name in-game: BOH The admin's steam name (If you know it): N/A What warning did you receive: FailRP x2 Evidence of the warn (REQUIRED): (I am literally rigged to a cell tower for an internet source of 220Kbps-290Kbps and I have waited close to 25 minutes for the image to upload.. so fuck it. I can not upload the image of the warn) Why do you think this warn was false: A player lied to staff saying that Citizens can not own firearms (part 1) and that sitting in the back of a abandoned car instead of resisting arrest/running from police is "stealing cars" (part 2) The admin who warned me already said he will get it removed after he realized that NO WHERE ON THE MOTD does it say anything about citi's not being able to possess firearms or sit in cars (even if its your own car) Any extra information: My internet is absolute shite, so i lag out at least every 15-30 minutes. please be patient with me ingame until I inform of when my internet is more stable than my emotions. Im not an LTAPer so don't say I am. There's no point in LTAP'ing because youre still going to get punished.

Still can't believe I got banned from 7 eleven

How could I forget you sir?

+support Admin comfirmed it was false

This was 100% my fault I was told false information and was told that the only way they could be removed was on the forums + Support

+++Support -Great guy -Friendly person -Very Professional -Made me the officer I am today (helped me a lot when I was a Sergeant) Good Luck Cashtag! You deserve it! --Lieutenant R. Gardner-- ---True North City Police Department---

+ Support +Meets Requirements

Denied You've been warned recently, therefore, warns cannot be appealed

I have tried those "other ways." People don't get the hint until you personally yell at them or send a report to SMTs. I'm sick of this and I will get it to stop.