Thank you for the honesty that takes guts.
But, and its a big but. I have to stand by my previous statement (strike/removal from staff) as you did and fully admit to protesting, Department diss and taking things out on people.
As staff this makes not only you but all of us staff look bad. This is why it is in place that one of these happens (STRIKE/REMOVAL).
The fact that you took IRL emotions and pressed them on other players is un-needed and not professional as staff should be.
I really dont know what to say as i didnt expect this of anyone, nether the less you.